theyadorewill x naomi's grave - truey on my jeanz

I would fuck up my life for some money and change, for some rings and some chains
for some people to “love” me and scream out my name til it drives me insane
oh to be a somebody with numbers and fame, would it be such a shame
now if that’s what I wanted would I be to blame

go and get it uh
go and get everything you want
go and get everything you ever needed
everything you been conceding

you don’t gotta hide ur greed
you know ur secret is safe with me
you don’t gotta lie to me
rather have money than company

that’s what I tell myself
blame it on someone else
anybody but you cuz it’s racks over mental health

only care bout ur wealth
sick in the head doesn’t matter if you have some bread
just fill up ur pockets with money fuck over ur friends
you said that’s what you wanted you filled up ur wallet and left with a feeling of dread

greed

afi | tepcu

(I can't ever catch a fucking break know I talk fast
I know you might want a fucking break, and it won't last
I know I been stuck in this hole that I can't pass
I know I been stuck can't control all of my past

I been tryna conversate and that might be the issue
I been tryna advocate on why I fucking miss you
Driving on the interstate with all these bloody tissues
You been tryna desecrate my image so I seep through)

I can't ever catch a fucking break know I talk fast
I know you might want a fucking break, and it won't last
I know I been stuck in this hole that I can't pass
I know I been stuck can't control all of my past

I been tryna conversate and that might be the issue
I been tryna advocate on why I fucking miss you
Driving on the interstate with all these bloody tissues
You been tryna desecrate my image so I seep through

All this shit start coming back to me 
at the worst time
I can't find a moment just to breathe
you the worst type
All your secrets hidden from beneath
Thought you wouldn't lie
And I can't help stay up in your sheets
Why do I try

And I been not trying to fight
You the only one up in my sight
Know what it takes just to fold
If you're gone let me know
I wouldn't wanna leave without you

(I wouldn't wanna leave without you)
(I wouldn't wanna leave without you)
(I wouldn't wanna leave without you)
(I wouldn't wanna leave without you)

Outta luck
I've been wonderin' if I'm even enough
Call your bluff
You said you wanted me
but you couldn't be less sure enough
I'd put you under me
But you got me stuck up in these cuffs
Think it's hard to see
the point that I'm here making

I'm a nuisance
I been trying hard not to feel stupid
useless
can't I get some sleep before I do shit?
I'm a nuisance
I been trying hard not to feel stupid
useless
can't I get some sleep before I do shit?

All this shit start coming back to me 
at the worst time
I can't find a moment just to breathe
you the worst type
All your secrets hidden from beneath
Thought you wouldn't lie
And I can't help stay up in your sheets
Why do I try

And I been not trying to fight
You the only one up in my sight
Know what it takes just to fold
If you're gone let me know
I wouldn't wanna leave without you

(I can't ever catch a fucking break know I talk fast
I know you might want a fucking break, and it won't last
I know I been stuck in this hole that I can't pass
I know I been stuck can't control all of my past

I been tryna conversate and that might be the issue
I been tryna advocate on why I fucking miss you
Driving on the interstate with all these bloody tissues
You been tryna desecrate my image so I seep through)

adronitis

the Noise is grating 
somebody Sedate me
Im losing my faith
and every ounce of My sanity 
I Just want it to be gone
i Just want it to be gone 
i Just want it to be all over
ive dug my Nails and Scarred the skin all over my shoulders
it gets Worse before it gets better 
sink in
sink in your Nails until it breaks skin
dig in your nails until it breaks skin
dig your nails in til it breaks my Skin 
I just want it to be gone
i just want it to be gone 
i just want it to be all over
ive dug my Nails and Scarred the skin all over my shoulders
it gets Worse before it gets better

gone

short outro

lyrics:

Even if it takes a little while
Learned from my mistakes to make you smile
Doing everything to make you proud

I just want to stand right by your side
Watch our hands slowly intertwine 
Let your life turn into mine
Until we’re one and our souls align

even if it takes awhile

song is by otuka, he just deleted it so i reuploaded it 😈

Lyrics:

(I'm just procrastinating)

As long as it's you, I don't care
As long as it's with you, I don't care
As long as it's with you
Don't care what it is, as long as it's with you
As long as it's you

Do you hear me, my dear?
I'm calling for you
I'll give up my fear, and step away from my room
Step away my safe place, my comfort is you
My heart's not in the same place when it comes to you
(When it comes to you)

As long as it's you, I don't care
As long as it's with you, I don't care
As long as it's with you
Don't care what it is, as long as it's with you
As long as it's you

darling

otuka - darling

entry seven

didn’t wanna crack that 3:00 mark but had a bit too many snippets to work with this time around so I’ll prolly post another one soon

1. scars
2. honest
3. bite the curb
4. could never be me
5. psyche
6. father

dog food

throwaway

I’ve turned through every page in the book
still don’t know if I shouldn’t or I should
cuz you taste so bittersweet 
it’s like it shouldn’t have been me
but I can’t lie to you, it feels so good

feel like I should’ve known better
is this everything I wanted?
cuz I got it but I wish that i could-

take a u-turn, let it crumble
watch it burn down into rubble 
hoping that you go and find another one of me 

bitch I wish you would
but you prolly could
(oh why?)

wish u would

mixed by me 
produced by trynacommunicate

rage

The 2nd single off of "ECLIPSE"

//

In the crevice of the mind
I'll find everything that I hide
In the snares, the guitars run down your spine

No escape
Can't erase
Love and hate mixed up in place

Our dead fate
Lost in space
Come and take
My mistakes

A way
To break
Obey

I'm bleeding in reverse
I'm tryna make it work
I'm bleeding in reverse
A dying universe

Trapped in the machine
These fucked up schemes
Prepared for me
They don't want me free

Locked in chains
I suffocate
Time dissipates
Smiles plastic fake

Dystopia
Destroys us
Dispose love
Ammonia

Insomnia
Dysphoria
Exacerbate my phobias

I'm bleeding in reverse
I'm tryna make it work
I'm bleeding in reverse
A dying universe

Die slow
The skies show
Polluted minds
And poison air

Fair is not a word that can be used
To describe the way that we are used

Sidelined, told to obey
A fine line, so stay awake
The hide tide, the tides rise
The whispers take the truth tight

I'm bleeding in reverse
I'm tryna make it work
I'm bleeding in reverse
A dying universe

rage

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