She makes me crazy
Lyrics:

I’m so sick 
My mind is twisted 
Who are you?
You look so diffrent 

I see you smile 
And I love your style 
You’re so much prettier 
Than I could ever be 

I wanna belong 
With you as one 
And be your hand 
And be your sun

And be your winner 
And be your sinner
And be your answer 
Because you’re never wrong

brain infection

theres this girl

All credits go to Liam McCay! Go buy the album off Bandcamp! -> https://birthday4.bandcamp.com/album/boyhood

Boyhood

Suicide Cleanup

lyrics:

Every day goes longer
Every day goes longer yeah
Merf

Every day goes longer with pain in my fingers
Pain in my fingers from all of my hate
All of my hate that deep down will linger
Hate that lingers on the paper again
The paper again meets more cruelty
And more cruelty begs for more out of life
But I’m out of life and I’m on borrowed time
Every second counts but for me it’s alright
No not alright but maybe just numb
Maybe just numb because I’m full on drugs
I’m full on drugs prescribed by the doctor
And the doctor just wants me to feel better
Everyone wants better but I’m getting worse
I’m getting worse like I’ve done been cursed
I’ve done been cursed ever since my birth
Ever since my birth I’ve been so down and hurt

Every day goes longer
Every day goes longer yeah
Every day goes longer

So down and hurt like a wounded puppy
So little so frail yet I can’t find nobody
I can’t find nobody to lend me some strength
Lend me some strength but it’s cool if it ends
It’s cool if it ends ‘cause the other side is pretty
The other side is pretty because it is without me
And a world without me seems more than right
More than I’m right but I’m not finding light
It’s more than I’m worth cause I got no cost
I got no cost when it’s all without cause
And without a cause what is a life?
What is a life when you’re wasting time?
If you’re wasting time gnawing at yourself
You’re just like me and I hope you get well
I hope you get well because you deserve it
And all I’m deserved is nothing else than hell

Every day goes longer
Every day goes longer yeah
Every day goes longer

Nothing else than hell is all that I’m worth
All that I’m worth is none of your concern
I’m none of your concern and I’m sure you are aware
You are aware ‘cause I’m being stared at
Feeling like I’m glared at everywhere I go 
Cause everywhere I go is everywhere I don’t belong
And where I belong is deep down in dirt
Nothing but a tombstone signifies my worth
It’s none of your concern 

And every day goes longer
Every day goes longer yeah


socials

deteriorate (prod. merf)

Hentikan Pernikahan Ini

Tubuh Yang Padam Tersulut

Bangkit Usai Pesta

hopeless hallelujah

The first single from the upcoming Slowly album 'North Shore', out everywhere September 26, 2025. #shoegaze #grungegaze 

Listen and pre-order on Bandcamp: https://slowlymusic.bandcamp.com/album/north-shore

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nicotine (demo)

널 볼래 오늘 밤에
약속할게 이참에
책임감을 갖겠다고
너를 우선으로 생각하겠다고
널 안으면 이렇게나 변한다고

지금 잠시 일시적인 거 아니야
분위기에 휩쓸려서 한 말 아니야
오랫동안 고민한 건데
가볍진 않지만 부담스럽지 않게 건네

어디가 바다 갈까
아님 밤 산책할까
있잖아 여기 봐봐
in my eyes you and paradise
시끌시끌 듣기 싫은 소린 잠시 잊어도 돼
내일을 위해 자야 되는데 밤을 새고 싶네
내가 더 잘했다면
내 곁에 머물렀을까

지금 저기 바깥에
폭죽이 터지는데
우리 보러 나가자고
도망치고 싶을 때 날 부르라고
이겨 내고 싶을 때 함께하겠다고

저 사람들 속에 서
듣고 배우지 마 더는 나쁜 거
여린 널 지켜 주고 싶어서 그래
I must know your hurt
Always first 그래 마음먹었어
나 많이 망설였지만
그만큼 변하지 않아

어디가 바다 갈까
아님 밤 산책할까
있잖아 여기 봐봐
in my eyes you and paradise
시끌시끌 듣기 싫은 소린 잠시 잊어도 돼
내일을 위해 자야 되는데 밤을 새고 싶네
내가 더 잘했다면
내 곁에 머물렀을까

Despicable Me

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