features sample from 'part favor' by billie eilish

show her

show her (prod. Rick Soundz)

something simple | feat. mishaal (prod. apes prod)

[chorus]
Everything's alright, right, I don’t really know
But you left me in the dust, you left me in the snow
I’ve been finding ways to cope, so
Trying to accept that i’m broke, yo

[verse 1]
everything's alright, right, I don’t really know
I’ve been trying to tell you that i hate feeling alone
I’ve been trying to walk this path, I don’t know where to go
Oh, I hate being alone
You tell me that you love me, but is that really true
The first time that I met you, yea I was into you
The first time that I met you, I didn’t know what to do
(I didn’t know what to do-o-o)
You break me down, then build me back up again
I thought you were my friend
In the end, that’s not what you were at all
I thought you cared for me, but you didn’t care at all
I thought you-
You wanted me more than anything
Thought that you cared
Thought you were my everything
Guess I was wrong for just about everything
Yea-ea-ea

[chorus x2]
Everything's alright, right, I don’t really know
But you left me in the dust, you left me in the snow
I’ve been finding ways to cope, so
Trying to accept that i’m broke, yo
Everything's alright, right, I don’t really know
But you left me in the dust, you left me in the snow
I’ve been finding ways to cope, so
Trying to accept that i’m broke, yo

[verse 2]
I’m trying to tell myself, “I’m alright”
I’m trying to tell myself, “I’m just fine”
I’m trying to walk through hell, and I
(And I)
I don’t know what I was thinking
I don’t know what I was believing
I can’t see, but I’m still blinking
And I can’t hear, but that don’t sink in
I don’t really care, please just leave me here
I don’t really care, please just leave me here
Please just leave me here, yeah
Everything is good, everything is fine
Everything’s alright, and everything is nice
And everything you tell me is a lie yeah
(everything you tell me is a lie yeah)
Yeah trust me I’m not blind yeah
(trust me I’m not blind yeah)

[chorus]
Everything's alright, right, I don’t really know
But you left me in the dust, you left me in the snow
I’ve been finding ways to cope, so
Trying to accept that i’m broke, yo

everything's alright, right? (prod. jxsie beats)

She never coming back
I had a heart attack
I feel under attack
And I am still attached
She left me all alone
With my feelings and my ghost
I had to find a way to cope
So I don’t sit around and mope yeah
She never coming back
I had a heart attack
I feel under attack
And I am still attached
She left me all alone
With my feelings and my ghost
I had to find a way to cope
So I don’t sit around and mope yeah
Yeah

I’ve been, I’ve been, trapped in my mind
I’ve been, I’ve been, trapped in this time
She ain’t ever coming back, I’ve accepted this
Don’t know what to say to you, I know that I’m missing this
I’m missing all the times that we had in the past
But now I’m walking down the street and now I’m coming in last
I don’t know what, to say when, I see your face
Like do I say “Hi”, or “Goodbye”, or “Am I a waste?”
Times have been different lately
You have been off my mind lately
I’m starting to accept the facts
The fact that you’re not coming back

She never coming back
I had a heart attack
I feel under attack
And I am still attached
She left me all alone
With my feelings and my ghost
I had to find a way to cope
So I don’t sit around and mope yeah
She never coming back
I had a heart attack
I feel under attack
And I am still attached
She left me all alone
With my feelings and my ghost
I had to find a way to cope
So I don’t sit around and mope yeah
Yeah

I’ve been, I’ve been, trapped in my mind
I’ve been, I’ve been, trapped in this time
She ain’t ever coming back, I’ve accepted this

she never coming back (prod. tennis player)

im dumb (prod. jxsie beats)

social reject (prod. jxsie beats)

Go Now (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. Mist3r]

Maybe (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. Boyfifty]

I Could Stay For Days (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. Mist3r]

find a new hue (prod. jxsie beats)

goodbye (prod. boyfifty)

do you deserve me? is the real question lmao

beat credit goes to @mist3rbeats himself
@promotedsounds where u at😂

lyrics if u want them

Tell me what you want from me
Cul de sacs and bad dreams
Tell me what are you thinking
Do you need me, you need me

Tell me if you need me I’ve been going through the motions
And when I try to talk to you about all these emotions
You lie to me to and that’s fine with me
You will live me not die with me
Oh the irony is inspiring
Bad dreams, keep me up at night
Seeing you right there beside me, makes me wonder why
Why you had to go despite me, saying it’s not fine
Saying it’s not fine, knowing we won’t be alright
Got our future on the line

Got our future on the line
You couldn’t read between the lines
You couldn’t see I hurt inside
You couldn’t see I was out of my mind
Now we running out of time, and I’m running out of breath
We live in this world of walking, breathing, living stress
And now it’s time we put our heart’s to the test, the test

Tell me what you want from me
Cul de sacs and bad dreams
Tell me what are you thinking
Do you need me, you need me
Tell me what you want from me
Cul de sacs and bad dreams
Tell me what are you thinking
Do you need me, you need me

Tell me the tea, don’t give me grief, I need an answer
Moving around up in my brain like tiny dancer
Don’t mind me, just mind your manners
I’m a stupid, idiot, romancer
Tell me what you want from me, and I’m so sad I’m lacking sleep
And honestly I’m falling deep, but I don’t know what’s wrong with me
What’s wrong with me, everything, probably
What’s wrong with me, messed up singing all the homilies

Messed up singing all the homilies
Tired of crying at drama scenes
Like what is love, what does it really mean
My life was crushed and blown to smithereens
Now we running out of time, and I’m running out of breath
We live in this world of walking, breathing, living stress
And now it’s time we put our heart’s to the test, the test

Tell me what you want from me
Cul de sacs and bad dreams
Tell me what are you thinking
Do you need me, you need me

do you need me (prod. mist3r)

runaway (prod. jang0 x autrioly)

tattoos (prod. autrioly & pizzle)

didn't see this coming did u?
ep of these kinds of songs in the works <3
did this all in one take btw, kinda proud of that :)
hope you guys enjoy <3

1 2 1 2 (prod. justdan)

guess you could call this my remix of "past lives" by borns

past lives (prod. ken3r beatz)

clear skies, sunshine (2023 DEMO) [prod. dianasty]

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artists - soku x backyard beetle
producer - freek van workum
sample - ars romanovsky

losing my mind (feat. backyard beetle) [prod. freek van workum]

i can't get enough of it (prod. fantom)

some mixed emotions what can i say

---lyrics---

[soku]
Mixed emotions all in my mind
Take some time to go and unwind
Say you love and stab with a knife
It’s a love hate trade till the day I die I

Been walking round my city
All bright lights the sky so pretty 
But nothing ever really what it seems
I been having dreams of a place so far away
I would cross oceans, swim miles
All just so I can see you smile
But the second we start an argument 
We go down down hill it’s astonishing
I been out my mind for a second
Babe please stay
Cause of this time we invested 
I don’t regret it
Baby accept it
Look real deep for encrypted messages woah
(Woah woah)
Woah

Mixed emotions all in my mind
Take some time to go and unwind
Say you love and stab with a knife
It’s a love hate trade till the day I die I

[a distant voice]
I, I’ll admit it
I’ve been running around for a minute
Cause you said you love me, but that ain’t true
Gave you love but then you left me blue
Why,  cause you didn’t
Left me a hole no one else could fit in
Tryna make sense everything that you’re saying
Cause you finished
You said that you dropped it yeah
We were taking off like a rocket
Shooting through the sky
You and I in our starship
Guess you never know
What you gonna say
Or what you’re gonna do you weren’t here to play uh
Like it’s TETRIS stacking up our messes
Then falling out got me moving back to Texas
It’s like it’s telekinesis with you moving the pieces
I’m writing the thesis with all of the reasons
Just to tell you
I didn’t need this

[soku]
Mixed emotions all in my mind
Take some time to go and unwind
Say you love and stab with a knife
It’s a love hate trade till the day I die I
Mixed emotions all in my mind
Take some time to go and unwind
Say you love and stab with a knife
It’s a love hate trade till the day I die I
(It’s a love hate trade till the day I die
Yeah mixed emotions all in my mind)

mixed emotions

mixed emotions (feat. a distant voice) [prod. max chris]

turning a new leaf fr

lyrics -

I want nothing more, nothing more than to hold you
Nothing more, nothing more, darling I won’t ignore you

Blue, neon, lights
Shining in your eyes
Bringing my heart to life
Standing right by my
You, too, bright
Soaring to brand new heights
Reaching into the sky
Wanting you all for mine

I want nothing more, nothing more than to hold you
Nothing more, nothing more, darling I won’t ignore you
At all, never shall we fall, I want you inside my heart

Blue, neon, lights
Shining in your eyes
Bringing my heart to life
Standing right by my
You, too, bright
Soaring to brand new heights
Reaching into the sky
Wanting you all for mine
Blue, neon lights
Oh
Blue, neon lights
Oh

blue neon lights

blue neon lights (prod. red eyez)

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lyrics:

My heart, it throbs cause I fall, in love so
Why don’t, time stop, for the both, of us
Cause I’m so lost in my head and so alone
Only you to go to when I feel
Why do I feel, no why do I feel, so-lo

Why do I, have the thoughts in my mind
Wear-ing me down
Why do I, gotta stop and realize that I
Have her a-round
She my guiding light in this darkness
She the path I choose, and won’t change my mind
She the one I wanna have close in this forest
She the one I wanna have around all the time, the time, the time

I don’t, understand why
Why do I feel, no why do I feel
I don’t, understand why
Why do I feel, no why do I feel
So-lo, so-lo
Why do I feel, no why do I feel

Why do I, have my heart set
When I feel it’s all wrong
Why do I, love you so
When I’m solo and so far gone
She so perfect I can’t even do it
She inside my heart, my mind, and even in my soul
She the one that’s gonna bring me back to all my senses
She the one that’s gonna stay with me until I’m old, I’m old, I’m old

My heart, it throbs cause I fall, in love so
Why don’t, time stop, for the both, of us
Cause I’m so lost in my head and so alone
Only you to go to when I feel
Why do I feel, no why do I feel, so-lo

complex love

complex love (prod. red eyez)

first blue now purple

--lyrics--
I just wanna hold, hold her forever
I just wanna be, the one she loves
Pur-pur-ple lights in her bedroom
Pur-pur-ple neon glow
Her favorite flower tulip
Eyes just like the ocean
I promise her I’ll make it
Get all of this motion
Pur-pur-ple that’s her favorite color
Pur-pur-ple I’m in love

Purple glow in her photos that she sending back
Dark hair, chill vibe and I’m all about that
First class, when we go out on vacation
Not real, but eventually I’ll make it
Told her, I’ll hold her, until the end of time
Promise, I love her, no need to deny
No need to deny, everything gon be alright
Reaching past the sky, purple, neon lights

I just wanna hold, hold her forever
I just wanna be, the one she loves
Pur-pur-ple lights in her bedroom
Pur-pur-ple neon glow
Oh-oh-oh
(Pur-pur-ple, pur-pur-ple)
Oh-oh-oh
(Pur-pur-ple, pur-pur-ple)
I just wanna hold, hold her forever
I just wanna be, the one she loves
Pur-pur-ple lights in her bedroom
Pur-pur-ple neon glow

purple (prod. red eyez)

Continuing the indie path 👊😎
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lyrics -

You’ve been running round my mind
You’ve been running round my mind
Round and round you go in circle
Fill my thoughts with neon purple
Darling, I’m scared of the darkness
Darling, put me in a harness
And never let me go
I want you to know that

I just wanna hold you close, and don’t forget
That I’m loving you the most, and I won’t let
Please don’t ever leave me alone, when I’m confused
Do you love me all through your bones, like I love you

Do you love me, can you say with your whole chest
Do you want me, can you love and not regret
Us in the future when you look back
If we break off, but hope not
Tell me, tell me baby
Tell me, tell me baby
Is this what you want
I’ll give you all my love

All of my, all of my love
All of my, all of my love
All of my, all of my love
Oh

I just wanna hold you close, and don’t forget
That I’m loving you the most, and I won’t let
Please don’t ever leave me alone, when I’m confused
Do you love me all through your bones, like I love you

like i luv u

like i luv u (prod. red eyez)

it's over (prod. red eyez)

cold (feat. lxst boy) [prod. red eyez]

dead (prod. autrioly)

beautiful (prod. peril)

'let me sleep' - rxseboy

lyrics -

Tired, I’m tired, so tired
Like can I go to sleep yet
I need rest, a reset
It’s almost dawn
How much longer
Until I fall asleep

I can’t dream
Can’t think
When I’m without you
But I want me
Can’t have both things
So I can’t sleep
I’m not nervous I swear
Just not prepared
For the impending doom
I want, more than
Her, happiness
Cause I want mine too
Is that too selfish
I thought it
I hate me
I understand
The reason, for leaving
I’m feenin, for more than this

Tired, I’m tired, so tired
Like can I go to sleep yet
I need rest, a reset
It’s almost dawn
How much longer
Until I fall asleep
Tired, I’m tired, so tired
Like can I go to sleep yet
I need rest, a reset
It’s almost dawn
How much longer
Until I fall asleep

sleep (prod. peril)

I HOPE UR DOIN OK

lyrics - 

Oh, touch my hand
Oh, I hope you’re fine
I hope you’re good
I hope you’re ok, ok, ok

Oh, baby, tell me why you won’t just stay, baby
I thought that we had something, baby
Guess I was off once again, baby
I don’t want nothing else
Thought it was working
Hoped it was perfect
But obviously, I was dumb
So I’ll hope you’re okay
And I’ll pray every day
That you’ll find me, when you are done, oh

I hope you’re doing ok, oh
I hope you’re doing ok
Living inside of a world without me
Cause without you I’m spiraling
I hope you’re doing ok (ok, ok)
No I hope you’re doing ok

Oh, touch my hand
Oh, I hope you’re fine
I hope you’re good
I hope you’re ok, ok, ok

I hope you’re doing ok, oh
I hope you’re doing ok
Living inside of a world without me
Cause without you I’m spiraling
I hope you’re doing ok (ok, ok)
No I hope you’re doing ok


solo vers. - i hope you're doing okay (prod. peril)

--lyrics--
Oh
Oh

Tried my best, but it don’t work
So now you’re gone, and everything hurts
Tried my best, but it don’t work
So now you’re gone, and everything hurts
Life’s so scary without you
All alone don’t know what to do
I’m so cold and so confused
Was so in love, thought so were you (you)

Love (baby, baby, baby, baby)
Love (baby, baby, baby, baby)
I thought we were forever
I thought we were forever
In love 
Thought we were in love

It’s hurts more that you’re gone
It’s hurts more that you’re lost
No way to explain it
I thought we were in love
It’s hurts more that you’re gone
It’s hurts more that you’re lost
No way to explain it
I thought we were in love
Oh I thought we were in

Love (baby, baby, baby, baby)
Love (baby, baby, baby, baby)
I thought we were forever
I thought we were forever
In love 
Thought we were in love
Love (baby, baby, baby, baby)
Love (baby, baby, baby, baby)
I thought we were forever
I thought we were forever
In love 
Thought we were in love

thought we were in love (prod. peril)

STAR GAZING but not travis

lyrics -

All alone again
Tired in my bed
Thinking bout the way the world was before we met
Remanise on past
How did we not last
I’ll take my life savings
And bet it all on black
There’s no going back
I way past the point
The point of no return
Threw away my savings
And I did it all for her
I gotta revive
Gotta come back quick
Staring at the sky
The stars align and then they split

Star-gazing, looking at the sky
Pick a constellation your consolation prize
Left me high and dry
Thought that I might die
I’m still well alive
I used a revive
So I came back to life
God sees you going and breaking all of these hearts
And he knows how you feel when you look at the stars
I want you to love me, I’m missing your touch
But you’re gone now far, you can do what you want

Do what, do what, do what you want
Do what, do what, do what you want
Do what, do what, do what you want
Do what, do what, do what you want
(What you want, what you want)

Star-gazing, looking at the sky
Pick a constellation your consolation prize
Left me high and dry
Thought that I might die
I’m still well alive
I used a revive
So I came back to life
God sees you going and breaking all of these hearts
And he knows how you feel when you look at the stars
I want you to love me, I’m missing your touch
But you’re gone now far, you can do what you want
God sees you going and breaking all of these hearts
And he knows how you feel when you look at the stars
I want you to love me, I’m missing your touch
But you’re gone now far, you can do what you want

star revival (prod. peril)

i hope you're doing okay w/ hiraeth (prod. peril)

WHY? (prod. peril)

found the one and she inspired ‘cold v2’ so that coming soon🙏

thought we were in love NOW ‼️

rom-com anime feels type shit

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