features sample from 'part favor' by billie eilish

show her

show her (prod. Rick Soundz)

something simple | feat. mishaal (prod. apes prod)

[chorus]
Everything's alright, right, I don’t really know
But you left me in the dust, you left me in the snow
I’ve been finding ways to cope, so
Trying to accept that i’m broke, yo

[verse 1]
everything's alright, right, I don’t really know
I’ve been trying to tell you that i hate feeling alone
I’ve been trying to walk this path, I don’t know where to go
Oh, I hate being alone
You tell me that you love me, but is that really true
The first time that I met you, yea I was into you
The first time that I met you, I didn’t know what to do
(I didn’t know what to do-o-o)
You break me down, then build me back up again
I thought you were my friend
In the end, that’s not what you were at all
I thought you cared for me, but you didn’t care at all
I thought you-
You wanted me more than anything
Thought that you cared
Thought you were my everything
Guess I was wrong for just about everything
Yea-ea-ea

[chorus x2]
Everything's alright, right, I don’t really know
But you left me in the dust, you left me in the snow
I’ve been finding ways to cope, so
Trying to accept that i’m broke, yo
Everything's alright, right, I don’t really know
But you left me in the dust, you left me in the snow
I’ve been finding ways to cope, so
Trying to accept that i’m broke, yo

[verse 2]
I’m trying to tell myself, “I’m alright”
I’m trying to tell myself, “I’m just fine”
I’m trying to walk through hell, and I
(And I)
I don’t know what I was thinking
I don’t know what I was believing
I can’t see, but I’m still blinking
And I can’t hear, but that don’t sink in
I don’t really care, please just leave me here
I don’t really care, please just leave me here
Please just leave me here, yeah
Everything is good, everything is fine
Everything’s alright, and everything is nice
And everything you tell me is a lie yeah
(everything you tell me is a lie yeah)
Yeah trust me I’m not blind yeah
(trust me I’m not blind yeah)

[chorus]
Everything's alright, right, I don’t really know
But you left me in the dust, you left me in the snow
I’ve been finding ways to cope, so
Trying to accept that i’m broke, yo

everything's alright, right? (prod. jxsie beats)

She never coming back
I had a heart attack
I feel under attack
And I am still attached
She left me all alone
With my feelings and my ghost
I had to find a way to cope
So I don’t sit around and mope yeah
She never coming back
I had a heart attack
I feel under attack
And I am still attached
She left me all alone
With my feelings and my ghost
I had to find a way to cope
So I don’t sit around and mope yeah
Yeah

I’ve been, I’ve been, trapped in my mind
I’ve been, I’ve been, trapped in this time
She ain’t ever coming back, I’ve accepted this
Don’t know what to say to you, I know that I’m missing this
I’m missing all the times that we had in the past
But now I’m walking down the street and now I’m coming in last
I don’t know what, to say when, I see your face
Like do I say “Hi”, or “Goodbye”, or “Am I a waste?”
Times have been different lately
You have been off my mind lately
I’m starting to accept the facts
The fact that you’re not coming back

She never coming back
I had a heart attack
I feel under attack
And I am still attached
She left me all alone
With my feelings and my ghost
I had to find a way to cope
So I don’t sit around and mope yeah
She never coming back
I had a heart attack
I feel under attack
And I am still attached
She left me all alone
With my feelings and my ghost
I had to find a way to cope
So I don’t sit around and mope yeah
Yeah

I’ve been, I’ve been, trapped in my mind
I’ve been, I’ve been, trapped in this time
She ain’t ever coming back, I’ve accepted this

she never coming back (prod. tennis player)

im dumb (prod. jxsie beats)

social reject (prod. jxsie beats)

Go Now (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. Mist3r]

Maybe (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. Boyfifty]

I Could Stay For Days (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. Mist3r]

find a new hue (prod. jxsie beats)

do you deserve me? is the real question lmao

beat credit goes to @mist3rbeats himself
@promotedsounds where u at😂

lyrics if u want them

Tell me what you want from me
Cul de sacs and bad dreams
Tell me what are you thinking
Do you need me, you need me

Tell me if you need me I’ve been going through the motions
And when I try to talk to you about all these emotions
You lie to me to and that’s fine with me
You will live me not die with me
Oh the irony is inspiring
Bad dreams, keep me up at night
Seeing you right there beside me, makes me wonder why
Why you had to go despite me, saying it’s not fine
Saying it’s not fine, knowing we won’t be alright
Got our future on the line

Got our future on the line
You couldn’t read between the lines
You couldn’t see I hurt inside
You couldn’t see I was out of my mind
Now we running out of time, and I’m running out of breath
We live in this world of walking, breathing, living stress
And now it’s time we put our heart’s to the test, the test

Tell me what you want from me
Cul de sacs and bad dreams
Tell me what are you thinking
Do you need me, you need me
Tell me what you want from me
Cul de sacs and bad dreams
Tell me what are you thinking
Do you need me, you need me

Tell me the tea, don’t give me grief, I need an answer
Moving around up in my brain like tiny dancer
Don’t mind me, just mind your manners
I’m a stupid, idiot, romancer
Tell me what you want from me, and I’m so sad I’m lacking sleep
And honestly I’m falling deep, but I don’t know what’s wrong with me
What’s wrong with me, everything, probably
What’s wrong with me, messed up singing all the homilies

Messed up singing all the homilies
Tired of crying at drama scenes
Like what is love, what does it really mean
My life was crushed and blown to smithereens
Now we running out of time, and I’m running out of breath
We live in this world of walking, breathing, living stress
And now it’s time we put our heart’s to the test, the test

Tell me what you want from me
Cul de sacs and bad dreams
Tell me what are you thinking
Do you need me, you need me

do you need me (prod. mist3r)

runaway (prod. jang0 x autrioly)

tattoos (prod. autrioly & pizzle)

lyrics for those who want it lol 

I will always love not trust there’s a difference
Gone with the wind can't fight your resistance
Love so fucked that I think we need to fix this
You’re so dumb that I think you need to get this checked
Living this life and you bringing this stress
Think that I’ll love but our love is a test
Circle some answers then throw out the rest
Still at the bottom while trying my best 
I don’t know why I try, when I know I’ll fail and lose my life
When I know I’ll fail and live it twice
My soul, my life, guess that’s the price
Inhale, exhale, then roll the dice
Odds are that I don’t roll it right
Odds are that I’m gon die tonight
Odds are that I won’t be alright

I know that, know that I can love you
Don’t know if I trust you
Don’t know if you love too
Or love who (babe)

Sitting here dead in gone
Don’t know, just know that I am lost
Don’t know, where’s home, I need you mom
So cold and alone like Vietnam
Can you sing a song and make it long
So I don’t gotta feel like I am wrong
So I know I can feel like I belong
So I don’t gotta be here dead and gone
Baby, sing me a lullaby
Sing me to sleep, or at least till I close my eyes
Baby, wait till the time is right
Pull me aside we can stay up on through the night
Baby, know that I’ll be your knight
Fighting off evil, I’ll be right there by your side
Baby, want you to be my light
Shine me a path through the rough and you'll make it bright

I know that, know that I can love you
Don’t know if I trust you
Don’t know if you love too
Or love who
I know that, know that I can love you
Don’t know if I trust you
Don’t know if you love too
Or love who

love (prod. autrioly)

2faced (prod. poppyozu)

didn't see this coming did u?
ep of these kinds of songs in the works <3
did this all in one take btw, kinda proud of that :)
hope you guys enjoy <3

1 2 1 2 (prod. justdan)

guess you could call this my remix of "past lives" by borns

past lives (prod. ken3r beatz)

clear skies, sunshine (2023 DEMO) [prod. dianasty]

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artists - soku x backyard beetle
producer - freek van workum
sample - ars romanovsky

losing my mind (feat. backyard beetle) [prod. freek van workum]

i can't get enough of it (prod. fantom)

some mixed emotions what can i say

---lyrics---

[soku]
Mixed emotions all in my mind
Take some time to go and unwind
Say you love and stab with a knife
It’s a love hate trade till the day I die I

Been walking round my city
All bright lights the sky so pretty 
But nothing ever really what it seems
I been having dreams of a place so far away
I would cross oceans, swim miles
All just so I can see you smile
But the second we start an argument 
We go down down hill it’s astonishing
I been out my mind for a second
Babe please stay
Cause of this time we invested 
I don’t regret it
Baby accept it
Look real deep for encrypted messages woah
(Woah woah)
Woah

Mixed emotions all in my mind
Take some time to go and unwind
Say you love and stab with a knife
It’s a love hate trade till the day I die I

[a distant voice]
I, I’ll admit it
I’ve been running around for a minute
Cause you said you love me, but that ain’t true
Gave you love but then you left me blue
Why,  cause you didn’t
Left me a hole no one else could fit in
Tryna make sense everything that you’re saying
Cause you finished
You said that you dropped it yeah
We were taking off like a rocket
Shooting through the sky
You and I in our starship
Guess you never know
What you gonna say
Or what you’re gonna do you weren’t here to play uh
Like it’s TETRIS stacking up our messes
Then falling out got me moving back to Texas
It’s like it’s telekinesis with you moving the pieces
I’m writing the thesis with all of the reasons
Just to tell you
I didn’t need this

[soku]
Mixed emotions all in my mind
Take some time to go and unwind
Say you love and stab with a knife
It’s a love hate trade till the day I die I
Mixed emotions all in my mind
Take some time to go and unwind
Say you love and stab with a knife
It’s a love hate trade till the day I die I
(It’s a love hate trade till the day I die
Yeah mixed emotions all in my mind)

mixed emotions

mixed emotions (feat. a distant voice) [prod. max chris]

DIVINE EXPERIMENTS

---lyrics---

I had an image inside of my head
But you ripped it shreds
Said you wish I was dead yeah
Meaning, can’t feel my heart beating
I’m meeting the one who put us on this earth yeah
Treason, so damn to your reason
For giving me pain and all of this hurt yeah
Feening, but I’m still believing
That we can just go and you’ll give me my shirt yeah

Darling know that I’m done
Warning the war isn’t won
Fighting? What you fighting for?
Fire burns in my lungs
Tired giving it up
Crying? What I’m crying for?

I got a hole in my chest but I’m trying my best just to go and live and survive
I got a knife in my back but the story don’t track so I think this the end of my time
The end of my time and the end of the book
The start of a life whereas mine as you took
And my body shook at the thought of it
I should’ve gotten it
Sit down relax and record yeah

I get so nervous the times that I think about
Thinking, I’m thinking I’m blind
I get so tired just talking, so tired just walking
Sit down, relax and unwind
But I’m at a point in my life where it’s grind or give up
Leaving out calories I’m on a cut
Hating the way that I don’t feel enough
Pen with a note fully covered in blood

Darling know that I’m done
Warning the war isn’t won
Fighting? What you fighting for?
Fire burns in my lungs
Tired giving it up
Crying? What I’m crying for?
Darling know that I’m done
Warning the war isn’t won
Fighting? What you fighting for?
Fire burns in my lungs
Tired giving it up
Crying? What I’m crying for?

BLIND (prod. autrioly)

DIVINE EXPERIMENTS

---lyrics---

I said I did it for nostalgia
Now we running up the numbers
While you comfy with another 
Couldn’t give a flying fuck
Said you worried like you SadBoy
You not over like you Rxse
Fucking tired of you talking like you not another hoe
Another pawn that’s in the game
Another piece in fucking chess
You not the queen but it don’t matter cause it’s the king that you protect
The game ends when the king falls
So in the end I just gotta stay up
Not get fucked
(Fucked, fucked, just gotta stay up)
Oh
It’s so divine
Autrioly and I
This experiment
Woah woah what’s that
This experiment
Oh

Oh
It’s so divine
Autrioly and I
This experiment
I said I did it cause I love her
But I fucking change my mind
So pardon me and my french
This experiment so divine
Entirely written blind
Entirely a new vibe
New name that was written in the sky oh my yeah
Oh
It’s so divine
Autrioly and I
This experiment
Woah woah what’s that
This experiment
Oh

DIVINE EXPERIMENTS (prod. autrioly)

DIVINE EXPERIMENTS

---lyrics---

Yeah you took my heart and broke it
And left me here all alone
Yeah I’m just repeating the sample
Cause I’m tired and so cold
In a damp room, flooded, no light
In a cramp space that I don’t like
Got a knife in my side from the battle so close
The quarters were touching not even a ghost
Could fit through the particles ending they life
A journey, a path, a hidden delight
Over and over when we go again
Constantly spinning, I want it to end
Journey so beautiful found you and I
Like Izzie and Tasha we up in the sky
A castle in clouds, a porch at the end
Watching the universe caving in
Hold onto me darling I swear we alright
The one with the knife wasn’t you it was I
Over and over I’m telling these lies
So why you believe me when I start to cry
Fuck

Darling take me, darling break me
I’m, so sorry
Wasn’t true love, wasn’t you love
I’m, so sorry
Darling take me, wasn’t you love
I’m, so sorry

I've been faith, I've been faithful
I had you in my heart
But you broke it, I'm left here alone
Oh-Oh
Darling true love
Oh, oh
Darling take me, darling break me
I’m, so sorry
Wasn’t true love, wasn’t you love
I’m, so sorry
Darling take me, wasn’t you love
I’m, so sorry

TRUE LOVE (prod. autrioly)

turning a new leaf fr

lyrics -

I want nothing more, nothing more than to hold you
Nothing more, nothing more, darling I won’t ignore you

Blue, neon, lights
Shining in your eyes
Bringing my heart to life
Standing right by my
You, too, bright
Soaring to brand new heights
Reaching into the sky
Wanting you all for mine

I want nothing more, nothing more than to hold you
Nothing more, nothing more, darling I won’t ignore you
At all, never shall we fall, I want you inside my heart

Blue, neon, lights
Shining in your eyes
Bringing my heart to life
Standing right by my
You, too, bright
Soaring to brand new heights
Reaching into the sky
Wanting you all for mine
Blue, neon lights
Oh
Blue, neon lights
Oh

blue neon lights

blue neon lights (prod. red eyez)

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lyrics:

My heart, it throbs cause I fall, in love so
Why don’t, time stop, for the both, of us
Cause I’m so lost in my head and so alone
Only you to go to when I feel
Why do I feel, no why do I feel, so-lo

Why do I, have the thoughts in my mind
Wear-ing me down
Why do I, gotta stop and realize that I
Have her a-round
She my guiding light in this darkness
She the path I choose, and won’t change my mind
She the one I wanna have close in this forest
She the one I wanna have around all the time, the time, the time

I don’t, understand why
Why do I feel, no why do I feel
I don’t, understand why
Why do I feel, no why do I feel
So-lo, so-lo
Why do I feel, no why do I feel

Why do I, have my heart set
When I feel it’s all wrong
Why do I, love you so
When I’m solo and so far gone
She so perfect I can’t even do it
She inside my heart, my mind, and even in my soul
She the one that’s gonna bring me back to all my senses
She the one that’s gonna stay with me until I’m old, I’m old, I’m old

My heart, it throbs cause I fall, in love so
Why don’t, time stop, for the both, of us
Cause I’m so lost in my head and so alone
Only you to go to when I feel
Why do I feel, no why do I feel, so-lo

complex love

complex love (prod. red eyez)

Continuing the indie path 👊😎
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lyrics -

You’ve been running round my mind
You’ve been running round my mind
Round and round you go in circle
Fill my thoughts with neon purple
Darling, I’m scared of the darkness
Darling, put me in a harness
And never let me go
I want you to know that

I just wanna hold you close, and don’t forget
That I’m loving you the most, and I won’t let
Please don’t ever leave me alone, when I’m confused
Do you love me all through your bones, like I love you

Do you love me, can you say with your whole chest
Do you want me, can you love and not regret
Us in the future when you look back
If we break off, but hope not
Tell me, tell me baby
Tell me, tell me baby
Is this what you want
I’ll give you all my love

All of my, all of my love
All of my, all of my love
All of my, all of my love
Oh

I just wanna hold you close, and don’t forget
That I’m loving you the most, and I won’t let
Please don’t ever leave me alone, when I’m confused
Do you love me all through your bones, like I love you

soku♡

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