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brainfreeze when you kiss me I feel everything but empty for once 
feel my bones crush when you hit me
key bumps fix me i’ll be good 

what will I take to feel ok tonight?
another day to not be dead inside
i’ll just scream at you to feel alright
at the expense of your brain

i never knew what I was looking for to tell the truth
i never knew if I was ever gon get over you
i’m falling in doing stupid shit that I shouldnt do
they talk behind my back I hope it’s all the truth

draft pick for 21, its up and done
grab all the cards and put em down, face em up
i planned to go out at 19 then I fell in love
I thought that you were just like me, I was fucking wrong

hide under my bed because the mentors in my room
I got my pills i got your hand i’m in the spot because i’m rude to everyone that comes my way I wished my problems, go away
I wish I never begged for you to stick around and stay

brainfreeze when you kiss me I feel everything but empty for once 
bones crush when you hit me key bumps fix me i’ll be good
what will it
take to feel ok tonight?
another day to not be dead inside
scream at you to feel alright at the expense of your brain


who are you looking for when you crane your head around?
boy of ur dreams has just walked out now will you say something or let yourself down?
so approachable when the dead around
so just you run or hide or hide your face cause theresno time its too late for both of us
OH HERE THEY COME GET TO HIDING HIDING
I know you wanna die but for our sake just stay alive a little longer

nineteenism

one of these again.. ben a minute


this bracelet that i've come to like
has been keeping me up
more like keeping me right wont lie....
im reminded of you, and that's silly to say because you're too far away
its a crush or a fall, not a like lol
and the bracelet broke last night
and i wont replace it, i wont go remake it i think i deserve this

and they see me hurting, so they're reaching out
their arms are so long its crossing 2 thousand miles
going city to city, really feels like you're with me
but i've still never met you, and thats kind of shitty

ill see you in february :)
my fingers are crossed
rather be in the cold
than out in the frost

oh yeah good luck on your finals
i doubt that youd need it
i call you a nerd
but im sure youre a genius

just make it to february

guitar by ttthou
needed to get this the fuck off my chest

home is where the heart is 
until a lie is at the door
and fire eats the floor of a place 
where I slept at
the place where I wept at

iris colored coffee 
getting lunch at wendys 
someone I said brother to alot
damn we just sat around in lots and talked
used to fuck around in class till ya pops got called 
this was our scene so I shot for you
I rocked with you
and what were you supposed to do? 
I feel for you but I just can’t say I understand
though youve always really been the better man
and maybe your motives were above my view
my faith in two
my friends know I dont fuck with you
and fuck you too 
i’ll regret putting these words into the world I know
but i’m putting it words cause thats all I know

utilizing what I learned from you but i’m leaving
I got people that love me for me 
no decieving there 
asking me to put out a song everyweek
ive never felt so accepted in anything

this is all so new to me
and i’m thankful for it
traded our history for my future i’m deciding
that if you try to take it from me 
then you’re an enemy and
we’re fighting

iris colored coffee

midsommar lovebear, you got it

Placebo

enigma

telegraph kill me

prod me

its only there when its over
labels tryna hit me cold shoulder
molar.
imma bite back at a poser
december.
sipping 818 - kendall jenner
temper.
kick that fuckin ket youre on a bender 
on it.
i cant stand you i wanna vomit
honest.
i got k91s boy. knowledge
wallet
a&rs being pests keep calling
im flawless.
i think it ends here im gonna call it
i doubt it.
stay the fuck away from my inbox
its crowded.
im in k town eating kimbap
your outfit.
same shit you see up in a gift shop
talent.
9x19 bullets get his limbs chopped
im all in.
drum like a band boy - michael cera palin
you dont understand boy its nothing
promise.
im sewing up cuts no discussion
often.
that boy stuck in the mud hes reluctant
change it.
i dont run shit - i maintain it
waitlist.
i just want in - im not waiting
payment.
my girl only wears black. statement
contain it.
i want recognition im impatient
i dont give a fuck about a placement 
i dont sign deals - i dont cave in
K - to the 91 boy im ravin
i do my own stunts - im amazing.

sewing up cuts

After the Party

easy life, we'll have it one day
she say she like me, that's pretty frightening
she say she wanna ball with me i said uh
yea yea yea
i take her sleep country she don't wanna go anywhere else
fill the bowl up
i fill them both up (yeah)
tris in my soda
we goin ghost, yuh!
she say she wanna ball with me i said uh
yea yea yea
i take her sleep country she don't wanna go anywhere else
look into her eyes
it's like lookin at her soul
i can't take another look
it's something trapped like a dybbuk!
i try to leave her cuz im righteous
stayin wit her hard js like a flight risk
i'm thinkin wit my heart, its jus a slight risk

uh.
i wake up covered in sweat, im filthy (wake up!)
4am read the time on my desk (it's time!)
the lil thing on my wrist, red diamond patek
its tickin (it's tickin!)
i stumble my way out to the kitchen
im like a fiend (like a fiend)
i spent 2 or 4 racks for this bean (dont remember!)
i don't remember but the seller was pristine
i gotta get a grasp on my life, im a teen (get a grasp!)
how to grasp if there's a demon inside me?! (how?)

enigma

solarnotsquared

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