«1 Outside, 4 Inside» is a sound journey through the body’s memory as a feminine legacy. Its choral dimension refers to the women’s voices that precede us and resonate in us, which guide us and are connected between them through souvenir. It is a mix that approaches mourning, childhood, the notion of feminine trinity, & it is also an homage, a musical altar entirely composed (with one exception) of productions and compositions of female artists.

Tracklist:
Ana Roxanne – It’s a Rainy Day on the Cosmic Shore
Claire Hamill – Awaken:larkrise
Chorus – Holly Herndon
Sally Decker, Briana Marela – A new sense
Sofie Birch, Antonina Nowacka – Geor Lu
Marina Herlop – abans abans
Lea Bertucci – On Opposite Sides of Sleep
Tarta Relena – Imperayritz de la ciutat joyosa
Caterina Barbieri – Fantas
nthng – Disappeared but Not Forgotten
Mabe Fratti – Algo Grandioso
Mary Lattimore – She Remembers Sitka
Germaine Duparc – Là-bas
Claire Rousay – tenderly
Lidna – Transforma
Julianna Barwick – Flown


Picture: Catedral de Justo Gallego, Mejorada del Campo, Spain

1 Outside, 4 Inside

«All We Have Is: Time» proposes a reflection on time. The first part portrays the intense present, marked by our secret desires for infinity and our deceptive relationship with time: living as if there were no tomorrow makes us believe, sometimes, in our own immortality, that nothing will ever change. The second part, on the other hand, describes a look at the past impregnated with melancholy towards the «last», what was and will no longer be, and our disturbed, fragmented memory, in which we distrust and which is, despite everything, the only thing we have left.


Dylan Henner – We're So Young That We'll Never Grow Old
Bradien, Eduard Escoffet – Pleasure Is the Ultimate Rebellion
Furtherset – Infinity of Stasis
Dave Monolith – Box 9
Aïsha Devi – Immortelle
Eartheater – Infinity
Rob Clouth – Transition
Beqa Ungiadze – დრო [Time]
Ergodos Musicians – Revelavit
Martyna Basta – Memories of Unwanted
Oneohtrix Point Never – Again
Grant Chapman – Fragments
Lord Of The Isles, Ellen Renton – Last Day
The Durutti Column – Requiem Again
Chihei Hatakeyama – Coastal Railroads In Memories
Arthur Russell – Our Last Night Together

Photo credits: Ida Ed Terrén

All We Have Is: Time

Tracklist

calling ~ tashi wada, julia holter
the dreamer ~ anja lauvdal 
sognato di domani ~ fennesz
um um ~ seda bodega 
celestia ~ chantal michelle 
everything evaporate ~ felicia atkinson 
an echo of night ~ harold budd, brian eno 
ana bashaa el bahr ~ najat al saghira 
end ~ bendik giske 
ángel nuevo ~ mabe fratti
before meaning comes ~ ian william craig 
death is a dream ~ htrk
we expand ~ ocoeur 
nunc aperuit nobis ~ tarta relena 
the letter ~ deux filles
alma gemela ~ james william blades 
vessel ~ emily izen row 
the writing of my father’s hand ~ dead can dance 
analemma ~ maya shenfeld 

Today, October 9, 2024, André Dupeyron Vidalin Retourné (10/9/1934 – 07/1/2024), my grandfather, would have celebrated his 90th birthday. Following the death of my grandmother, Andrée Delrieu (22/12/1935), on April 9, 2020, André went every 9th of the month to his village church to light a candle, in order to mark a day he considered «cursed». However, 9 is also the most important number which means fullness, completion, denouement, since it closes one cycle and opens the next, symbolizing death and rebirth. «A Path in the Dark» is a mix that celebrates this final realization, narrating André (Dédé)’s possible journey to find Andrée (Pépé), his long-time wife, in death. And since his journey is, in a way, also mine, this composition speaks of mourning, angels and ghosts.
On October 9, 1956, while André was doing his military service in Algeria, Andrée sent him a birthday card on which she wrote: 

«Very dear Dédé, it is with this little card that I come to send you my sweetest kisses. This morning when I woke up my thought was for you, wishing you a happy birthday. This evening I will write you a long letter when I get home. Don't be too angry with me if I didn’t write to you sooner. Good kisses, Pépé».

Un chemin dans le noir

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