what's your addiction ? 

*lyrics*
so close to breaking 
you don't notice 
I'm feeling homebound 
but still homesick 
chasing a safehouse 
but it's hopeless 
lost in addiction we let it control us

addiction, crippling 
I can't give it up
lost all of my family but I don't give a fuck 
addiction, crippling 
I can't give it up
take a couple more to ease the pain of losing us 

addiction, crippling 
you can't give it up
lost all of my family but you don't give a fuck 
addiction, crippling 
you can't give it up
go and walk away you're always great at giving up

I'm starting to question like what the fuck is a safe route
no Russian I won't put a chance up in this damn house 
grab me a bullet baby that's how I'ma go out 
another shot, just take me up out of this pain now 
friends dying to addiction, you still pour it up the same, how? 
could we lose all that we had 
it's the point where we ain't ever coming back 
it's to the point we put our memories in the past 

addicted to you but I know that it's toxic 
lately, it's getting harder to talk with you 
when you're walking away 

addicted to you but I know that it's toxic 
lately, it's getting harder to walk from you
when I want you to stay 

addiction, crippling 
I can't give it up
lost all of my family but I don't give a fuck 
addiction, crippling 
I can't give it up
take a couple more to ease the pain of losing us 

addiction, crippling 
you can't give it up
lost all of my family but you don't give a fuck 
addiction, crippling 
you can't give it up
go and walk away you're always great at giving up

but we are not the same baby I ain't giving up 
and every day you try to tell me I'm never enough 
but I don't give no fuck (what?)
I take what I want (huh)
you're the devil's daughter 
but you're everything at once 

need about five bands in my right hand 
need about five more in my mattress 
need a nightstand with a goal plan
and a nice house with a bad bitch 
I need everything and not a single thing to be compared close to the average 
so if you need me then I need you to need me like an addiction, not a habit

ADDICTION (prod. elxnce)

Lyrics:

I don't think I really want you
All these messages im never gon respond to 
You put the blame on me but baby it was all you
Come on and look me in my eyes
I can see between your lies
I thought I said a thousand times
I don't think I really want you
All these messages im never gon respond to 
You put the blame on me but baby it was all you
Come on and look me in my eyes
I can see between your lies
I thought I said a thousand times
I don't think I really want you
All these messages im never gon respond to 
You put the blame on me but baby it was all you
Come on and look me in my eyes
I can see between your lies
I thought I said a thousand times

I'm drinking plenty
Diet rite I mix it up with some bacardi
Hindsight been fuckin up since 2020
You think I want you baby but it's only hardly (You ain't worth shit)

Ice in my veins
I’m driving away
It drives me insane
It makes me think that I'll be better off without you
Girl your so toxic got you swimmin in a cesspool (Yuck!)
Got me hatin on you like a sesh of pro tools
Now i'm thinking to myself what am I gon do

I don't think I really want you
All these messages im never gon respond to 
You put the blame on me but baby it was all you
Come on and look me in my eyes
I can see between your lies
I thought I said a thousand times

Breathin in 
To tell you I wanna let you go
I'm sheathin in
All the times that you had me bawlin
I crawl again
On my knees feeling defeated got me
Sufferin
I'm bleeding out my eyes

I don't think I really want you
Messages I'm never gon respond to
Put the blame on me but baby it was all you
All you, all you, a-a all you

IDRWY (MXJIA x 33roaa x _joshbae)

the beat for this sold while I was working on it so new soundcloud only roxas track ig lol

I don't wanna waste my time (prod. clvr)

STREAM ON SPOTIFY - https://ffm.to/scarecrow

[+production, vocals, mix + master by Maxine Faith Noelle]

+notes 
faith takes a trip back to her hometown, but leaves feeling alienated and alone due to conflicting opinions

I've been out here for what feels like years
I've been exchanging energy and matter
sorry I missed your call again
don't mean to ghost you, but I feel so alienated
I've been in this field for far too long
I feel like fucking giving up

I feel like a scarecrow!
Cause I'm out in the field again
I feel like I should lay low!
never seeing her face again
(ill never see her face again)

and I know I have to give a little bit
I'm breaking fast so done I'm over it
don't leave me down that's the old me
just for what I can see
I'm not returning to the city

(I feel like a scarecrow!
Cause I'm out in the field again
I feel like I should lay low!
never seeing her face again)


change your clothes and change your name
they still know you all the same
never knowing who to blame
its all your fault its in the game
I cut the shackles now I broke free
now I know you could've told me

BROKE FREE
now I know you could've told me
(how the fuck I'm feeling?)
cut the shackles now I broke free
now I know you could've told me

"where are you"
they all left me last year
I knew it wasn't what they wanted
I knew I had to get up
don't leave me down again
I knew it was what he wanted but
for me to be dead?
Is that what you wanted?
I'm so sick of doing everything for you and nothing for me
I'm fucking sick of it
I'm fucking tired
wake the fuck up
when are you gonna get a fucking grip
WAKE THE FUCK UP

I feel like a scarecrow!
Cause I'm out in the field again
I feel like I should lay low!
never seeing her face again
(ill never see her face again)
scarecrow
Cause I'm out in the field again
I feel like I should lay low!
never seeing her face again
(I feel like a-)

and I know I have to give a little bit
I'm breaking fast so done I'm over it
don't leave me down that's the old me
just for what I can see
I'm not returning to the city

scarecrow

Stream on Spotify

rip jd
production by king theta

think i’d start to notice
when things go out of focus
you play me like a fool
the one i am
but i just can’t understand
why its always in your hands
and i know its all for show
you’re just an actor on your own

blood
on your hands when you’re feeling numb
feel like a fool
but crawl back when it’s said and done

but i just can’t understand
why it’s always in your hands
and i know it’s all for show
you’re just an actor on your own

in the middle of the night
i see ghosts in all directions
and i can’t even wonder why
it’s haunting me, it’s haunting me

i know
maybe you were right
cause i have no reflection and im
bleeding from my eyes
you’re taunting me, you’re taunting me

but i can’t understand
why im always dealt this hand
so ill cry on the phone
you’re just an actor on your own

blood
on your hands when you’re feeling numb
feel like a fool
but crawl back when it’s said and done

but i just can’t understand
why it’s always in your hands
and i know it’s all for show
you’re just an actor on your own

spotify

hands (king theta)

used to walking away

Kapit

Kapit (Acoustic Version)

~ why'd u eclipse my sun? ~
prod: 111robloxdude (@insertsonghere)

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Fall in you, hit the ground, hear me out
Call my name when in doubt, I'm around
But you don't seem like yourself anyhow
Anyhow
You've been gone, so I keep taking downs
Head will spin, sad again, disavowed
It's hard to write when you find every word that I want to hear

But do you find that peace of mind with some other guy?
How redundant am I?
Oh, why can't my life be so perfect and nice?
Heart broke too many times without even going outside
I try to

Sober up, and don't point fault
It's not like you don't care at all
But things are tough, and I'm just too far and he's exactly where you are
I can't save face, it's getting tough
To watch you choose where you give the love
You gave me light, but now it's gone
Why'd you eclipse my sun?

Take a breath, tear me down, take a bow
Show is done, watch you run, see you ‘round
Don’t have a choice, can't avoid all the things that we would talk about
I kept on hearing you out
Now I’m stuck in between what you wanted from me
And what I want to be, oh I thought you would leave
The choice that you made, it was wrong I’m afraid
Now there's nothing to get me to stay

'Cause I watched you cry when I said goodbye
I can't sleep at night, how unwanted am I?
Oh, why can't this time be so perfect and nice?
Heart broke too many times, but I guess that it's just my design
I'm struggling, my spirit will plummet, I’ll

Sober up, and don't point fault
It's not like you don't care at all
But things are tough, and I'm just too far and he's exactly where you are
I can't save face, it's getting tough
To watch you choose where you give the love
You gave me light, but now it's gone
Why'd you eclipse my sun?

borderline

eclipse

I hope you guys enjoy

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Lyrics soon

Set Me Free

wip self-prod, demo's, etc 
"And now that you don't have to be perfect, you can be good"
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ADDICTION (prod. elxnce)

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