Broken Forever 2023

produced , written , and performed by Solio

Wish you believed in me, cause I always believed in you.
Wish you were in my dreams, you act like I'm afraid of you.
You act like I'm afraid of you, but I'm really more afraid of me.
You act like I can’t tell the different ways you want to look at me.
And now I see your problems, ya I think they're so obscure.
Especially when life is a blur, really hope that you mature.
Really question if you’re there for me, really questioning myself.
Really see you as an enemy, 	wish you could see how I felt.

Wish you could see how I felt.

Ya I never want to see you again, I took a long break from you running again.
And I can’t even tell you anything you'll hurt me again.
I fucking hate the way you talk to me don’t love me again.
I think it’s time you learn your lesson, cause nobody will want to be there for you.
I think it’s time you stop deflecting, cause nobody will ever want to see you.
And now you're on your own, I think you're better off dead.
Wish you would leave me alone, wish you’d get out my head.
And now I see your problems, ya I think they're so obscure.
Especially when life is a blur, really hope that you mature.
Really question if you’re there for me, really questioning myself.
Really see you as an enemy, 	wish you could see how I felt.

questions

NO MORE, I FELL SO FAR

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lyrics
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no more, no more, no more

running with a strap, target practice when i aim in
i done told u shut up cause i feel fucking forsaken
yeah underestimated, now i feel the hatred
i feel like u're mad now, i feel like you hate me

yeah i just gotta tell u, that i'll be back one day
so don't cry when it's over and don't you dare forget me
we got blisses on tec now, forward, straight up to the top
and now i feel like a letdown cause i couldn't protect you

no more, i feel so far
i can't just stop now, i can't just die
i feel fucked up, i feel so lost
yeah u always talk 
and i don't wanna hear it anymore

now
yeah now it's all over, now it's fucked
got the cutter by my side in case i got enough
all those words that u told me i just can't feel the trust
i feel like im out of luck, i just can't see no more

can't see no more
yeah it's starting to get cold
i feel like i lost my hold
thinking i lost all control
and it gets colder and colder
i lose my composure
i feel so damn awful
with my knife i cut through

i just cannot walk on anymore
all the things u did they pushed me down
i feel like im in a rush
never, never seem to figure you out

never feel like im enough
baby now it's all fucked
all this pressure on my shoulders
yeah it's pushing me down
it's done now
in ur words you always called me a letdown
guess you were wrong

yeah i just gotta tell u, that i'll be back one day
so don't cry when it's over and don't you dare forget me
we got blisses on tec now, forward, straight up to the top
and now i feel like a letdown cause i couldn't protect you

no more, i feel so far
i can't just stop now, i can't just die
i feel fucked up, i feel so lost
yeah u always talk 
and i don't wanna hear it anymore

No More

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No More (augury)

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spread love <3
@shatter3d
@jichuuu

lyrics
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walk on, cannot walk on
cause my legs feel numb
fucked up, im so fucked up
is this what i deserve? 
shut up, can you shut up
i just wanna be heard
i think you hit a nerve
swerve left i need 2 curve

everything falls apart
i feel like im dead
i got fucked up
it feels like the fallout
thinking about it
find a different route
can you tell me now
cause i don't wanna break my head no more
where is my light, where did it go?
the fire it burned out

where did it go?
run thru the streets im on my own
feeling like i lost control
everything just broke apart
cannot walk on, cannot walk on
i done told u
it's so, it's so fucked up
thinking im through
times changed
going through these different things
i fall down
i feel like i do too much
it's nothing special
done talked, done talked about me
they know it, everything
i don't, i don't know
who turned their back on me
thinking about it
and now it got me feeling numb
different things
all these different things hit all at once
i try to walk on even tho i cannot go
what are the things holding me back?
i don't know

walk on, cannot walk on
cause my legs feel numb
fucked up, im so fucked up
is this what i deserve?
shut up, can you shut up
i just wanna be heard
i think you hit a nerve
swerve left i need 2 curve

everything falls apart
i feel like im dead
i got fucked up
it feels like the fallout
thinking about it
find a different route
can you tell me now
cause i don't wanna break my head no more
where is my light, where did it go?
the fire it burned out

where did it go?
run thru the streets im on my own
everything just broke apart
i feel like i got enough
i just cannot keep in touch

Walk On

Walk On (jichu + shatter3d)

Prod by me

MIXED AND MASTERED BY @iissaa-hi

casted my life

produced , written , and performed by Solio

I tried to talk but I can’t do it
I want you bad you’re fucking stupid 
I gave you hints but you were clueless 
You’ll play with my confidence until I fucking loose it
And now I'm trapped inside these walls 
Wish you could tell from right and wrong 
I’m such a hopeless romantic 
You took away my infection but you can have it

Its just so hopeless we could have been together
Don’t want you later I just want you forever 
But you’re just getting the best of me, I didn’t want you crying upset with me
And it’s to late i've been fighting my dreams
And I be fighting my thoughts, And I be ducking you’re screams 
The next time will be different
I really hope it will be different
Cuz you want me in your control
And i've been stuck here getting old
You make me sad I lost control
And now I'm sitting all alone
It’s just the same now, It’s just a waste now
And I'm so sick of being here I want to leave town
I didn’t like them anyways their just a pain to me
And now with them it’s just a pain to speak.

infection

HOOK:
Over the edge, over the edge I tried 
(and I don't wanna say goodbye ; I don't wanna say goodbye)
I've been done, done with life
(yeah, i just wanna die, i just wanna die)
you just want waste my time
(so I won't reply, I won't reply)
I can't take all these lies
(i just wanna fly, i just wanna fly)

VERSE:*will be updated asap*

Over the edge

Over the edge w/ Evilmiku (Wixxy)

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lyrics
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now you're just a memory 
back in my head
and i talk to the ghost 
who tells me im almost dead
where did the time go 
we got so much older
they told me i should leave this place here
so im out of here and not coming back
fucked me up and i felt so trapped

and i could never be alright
losing track of time
running out my mind
you just cannot see my side
yeah i know it's hard to try
it just doesn't feel right
i ask u one more night
for all the things that u despised
all the things i did for u
you're telling me to move
im out here making moves
im with my team my crew
i feel like i'll die
now youre throwing knives
everytime u talk id talk
i know you told me you'll be fine

i feel like i might die
but i told u before and u dont mind
losing track of time
dont feel bright inside
rather id die than bleed with you one more time
being with you one more time, i can't tell
wanna get out of here, can somebody help me?
trying to fight these battles, i've been battling
not even more than once i've heard my name
you've already lost, what you're doing this for?
i feel like im the one who been fucking up
happens everytime im feeling out of mind
i told you, told you 100 times

Might Die

AMV <3

Might Die (bequite)

*Lyrics*

And I’ve been so trapped I been filled with fear but I always look back ooh oh

But don’t try to say oh no
That you’re trying to change 

I been falling out of love 
putting ash inside my lungs 
So much poison on her lips that’s it’s killing me enough 
That you won’t recognize 
Oh my soul no more it just ain’t right 

Oh inside her web she got my heart 
Existential dread is just the start
Got a hold on me 
You need to let go 
Oh a cobweb kiss is all I know 

I keep on trying to run 
But it never works 
So I’m going ghost 
I’m hoping it’ll work 
And maybe I’ll know 
For better or for worse
If this is all worth it , worth it 

I been falling out of love 
putting ash inside my lungs 
So much poison on her lips that’s it’s killing me enough 
That you won’t recognize 
Oh my soul no more it just ain’t right 

Oh inside her web she got my heart 
Existential dread is just the start
Got a hold on me 
You need to let go 
Oh a cobweb kiss is all I know 

Hold on me Hold on me
Hold on me Hold on me 
Hold on me Hold on me 
Hold on me Hold on me

Cobwebs prod Lil Biscuitx Yeezo

Lyrics
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@iissaa-hi
Changes, options
i've been cautious
(i lost conscious)
don't change the topic 
blame this nonsense
(i know your toxic)
where do you profit?
you've been boxed in
(your out of options)
you take a hostage
choosing arson
(now your the target)

out of options
i think i lost it
lifes up for auction
the devil clocked in
don't want your concept
i know your profit
your running lawless
reject the crosses

turn me to that monster
and i got was laughter
i hate all of you bastards

@nokerbforever
i hate every single one of you
it's so fucked up, trapped in this solitude
i found less when u said ''it's inside of you''
now it breaks, it falls down, all for you
all these drugs they fuck with my attitude
don't know what now, so tell me what to do
i've fought war while u found the peace in you
i feel dead, i feel lost, it increases too
changes hit me like the winter
feeling all this, shiver
i think that i really understood 
what u meant now
she called me a sinner
what's that supposed to mean now?
funny how life takes turns it's a riddle

Cautious

Cautious W/ NOKERB

Infinity W/Prod Solio

produced , written , and performed by Solio

OUT ON ALL PLATS

i tried

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prod. @reijiroprod

order:
@nokerbforever
@muieternal
@jrolli
@counterfeitboy
@iissaa-hi
@1zarki
@1lav
@dthxrgt

@nokerbforever
now i'm ready for a call
all my friends gone
it's been so long
i think i got so numb
now i'm ready for a call
yeah my heart's gone
it's been so long
since i could hold on

cut me really bad
cut me out of nowhere
hold the knife close
u truly doubt that, u doubt it
always knew u would stab me in my back
fuck me up i truly don't care

@muieternal
yeaaa... ya they stop n stare
i got money in my eyes
i dont wnna care
im w shawty all night
trap phone off
sippin on blood like it wine
red on my coat
hit dat wock all night

ya ur brodie on his toes
ya he steppin like an opp
i got money in my pock
95 to the top
all black
on my nails
ya we fuckin pop stars
i dont wanna fuckin care, naw, i nevr wanna knw

@jrolli
Never stopping, till im a money millionare
bitch im copping, everything yall got up in here
call it shoppin, when i pull yo bitch by the hair
cause she popping then she droppin in the moshpit

she just fucking with me for them bands in my wallet
yeah she fucked up she spilled cocaine on the carpet
pistol on the dresser got the knife in my harness
living in the nighttime that bitch love the darkness

@counterfeitboy
fucked up
gotta get my bag up
ive been losing headspace
shawty make me act up
i dont know whats wrong with me
(whats wrong with me)
but i gotta keep my brain from thinking constantly

now im climbin back up
ive been on my own stuff
i dont wanna know ya
now im with my bro's
i dont fuck with any hoes
so why you tryna link up

@iissaa-hi
i don't wanna be a friend or an asshole
but i think this gon' be the end of a battle
try to last but it's way too much to handle
stuck in the past but it's time to blow the candle

i'm not done with you, tell me if it's true
can't change things u do, it's already screwed
there's no way out of this
can't go back to what you've missed
scratch your name right off my list

@1zarki
where did all my friends go
am i an asshole?
all these fucking substances i take
i am a lost soul
always act like i dont care
always act like i dont care uh, maar

ik weet niet eens meer wie ik ben
nu pop ik nog ik nog een xan
ja zij heeft mixed feelings
misschien wilt ze terug naar hem
she has another man
dont know if i can take it
it's so frustrating
all the shit that im taking

@1lav
ye she tryna fuck w me 
cuz i made a couple songs
talk shit on the boys 
and we slide around your block
now we gon' take you out of your existence
tryna fuck w me
now we turn you to a victim

u tryna move oblivious
we gon' take you down mysterious
now i'm moving devious
depending what the feeling is
now i feel mischievous
we can't take you serious
that bitch tryna fuck on me now
cuz you look hideous

@dthxrgt
if i go fast
think imma crash, yeah
got my finger on the trigger
imma blast, yeah
too busy talkin
just keep on watching
yeah, everybody seems to know it when i walk in

and too many times
i let you back in
i guess i'm fine
compared to back then
i'll leave you on the floor
with nothing more
you know i'm not playing anymore

CUT W/ MUI, JROLLI, COUNTERFEITBOY, IISSAA, ZARKI, LAVENDR, DEATHRIGHT (REIJIRO)

Prod. me

lyrics:
(and i try
i try my best to die
whats that look in your eye
i just can't get it right
tell me tell me why do you lie
whats the point of replies
cause i think this is good bye)

I can't 
sit around just to pass by
cause I don't want you on my mind
I don't like when you lie
how are you surprised
you do this every time
so why you change your mind
how are you picking sides

yeah hurts every day that you pass by
but i can't go without high
but your onto the next without why
yeah i just can't accept "bye"
and tell me what you want
everything I saw 
and I can't get enough
I don't know if it's lust
but its so hard to trust

i don't wanna go outside
i don't wanna go to the light
my
would you take my side
cause i can't take these lies
you just, tell me we'll survive
i can't, tell you can't lie, don't lie
those 13 reasons why
cause i can't

Waiting

“Lyrics”

×2
i cannot love now i'm fucked up overdosing on drugs cannot get enough i'm a burden yeah i'm a slug
i can never get shit right i'll add another cut

It’s on my mind , my love 
I been feeling like I lost my , my trust 
Dying like a zombie ugh , don’t call me 
Oh my god I know that!! Know that!!!

That I’m feenin for your touch 
Telling me to run 

Her lips are shiny with some glitter , she ain’t made of gold 
Oh tell me that she want me but she acting fucking cold 
Oh I know , oh I know , oh I hope oh I hope 
Todo tiempo ya pedido
Lemme know and I will go 
And everything is up in smoke 
Dime todo and I hope 
And I’ll find a perfect method in a way that I can cope 

×2
i cannot love now i'm fucked up overdosing on drugs cannot get enough i'm a burden yeah i'm a slug
i can never get shit right i'll add another cut

Burden w/lavendr

Out on all plats

Performed, Produced, and mixed by Solio

hypoxia

made this alone on 4th of july lmao
*Lyrics*
I been staying in all night 
Watching fireworks fly high 
All I want is someone tonight 
And I don’t know 
Why I 
Don’t know why , I
Don’t know why , I 
Oh no 

Don’t save my life 
Won’t tell you why 
I know tonight 
I’ll chase the light 

Don’t save my life 
Won’t tell you why 
I know tonight 
I’ll chase the light 


Watch the sky 
How it’s painting a picture a colorful blizzard 
God I’m alone in this place I don’t know 
Been here a year but it’s never my home 

It’s been way to long 
I don’t really wanna leave no 
Oh no

Feeling so used to it 
But all I know 
All I know  
Oh 

Why I 
Don’t know why I 
Don’t know why I
Oh no 

Don’t save my life 
Won’t tell you why 
I know tonight 
I’ll chase the light 

Don’t save my life 
Won’t tell you why 
I know tonight 
I’ll chase the light 

Watch the sky 
How it’s painting a picture a colorful blizzard 
God I’m alone in this place I don’t know 
Been here a year but it’s never my home—

Fireworks prod qyroo

*Lyrics*

I was thinking bout a bad ending thought about it twice 
Now I’m picturing a third and it’s such a pretty sight 
I been staying up late staring blankly at the sky 
Connecting all the dots , all the stars alive tonight 

I was fearing such a bad ending
now I couldn’t mind any of these things
Feeling somewhat better , but it’s still nothing 
Staying hopeful even though it’s at the least 

Oh I don’t care if I lose ,I just wanna love you 
I don’t wanna hold back I just wanna touch you 
I just wanna know now , do you really love me ,oh
Did you really love me 

Everywhere I’ve gone , everything I’ve hoped 
I just wanna know , where do we all go?
I been up all night , tryna start a fight.
Start it with the sun ,end it all at night with the moon
I’ve been thinking what I’ll do 
If everything is fucking true 

I’ve been feeling so used x3


Bad endings, I got plenty 
Oh sweetie please don’t let me..
Walk away like you let me
Once before Once before 

Bad endings, I got plenty 
Oh darling you’re one of many 
Only one I’m regretting 
Every single day every single night 

Taken apart , breaking my heart 
Crushing it slow, all from the start 
But it’s not your fault , I started this first 
Honest to worse 

Oh 
Oh I don’t care if I lose ,I just wanna love you 
I don’t wanna hold back I just wanna touch you 
I just wanna know now , do you really love me ,oh
Did you really love me 

“Reversed”

the moon
I’ve been thinking what I’ll do 
If everything is fucking true 

I’ve been feeling so used 
I’ve been feeling so used 
I’ve been feeling so…

BADENDINGS :/  Prod Guda

It don't make sense to keep on going
Going going 
And you know it
Know it
Yeah you know it
Hold me
You can't hold me

Hook:
I'm so done
I'm fucked up 
I had enough
I ran my luck up
Can't trust no one
No where to run
It's just begun
There's no more sun

I'm at the end of stage
There's no more games here to play
Gon get it always my way
Can't trust you ever the same
Can't fuck when you play with my brain
I know you tried to remain
Don't know what you got here to gain
It's you that's causing this pain

I'm so done with pretending
It's so never ending
What you intending 
Don't got time to be lending

Go and come and Play and see
There's no escape for me
No more air to breathe

I can't trust you 
I don't know you
No where to run to 
No there's no undo

Where did I go wrong
I know I'm not strong
I got to move along

pain

Pain

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luv @777evil @1zarki @decayinganyways 

lyrics
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i tried to make it up to u
but u just never listen
i think we couldve made it thru
if u just paid attention
could not walk on
all the things that u've done
got me fucked up
now im on the road

and i've been stuck in all these places
now my heart is racing
could not make it up to you
i know im not amazing
time that i have wasted
and now i'm stargazing
and as the night turns to day
the time is passing so fast, so fast

demon tapping on my shoulder, oh no
as the time runs i turn colder, for so long
i flip the page inside the folder, it feels wrong
now you just tell me to move on, but i cannot

try to make things up
but u always do the wrong thing
it's the small things, you don't see
why can't you just believe?
now it feels like i can't cope
lately i've been losing control
when i see ur face
get thrown back a couple months

got thrown back a couple months 
i done told u that this is enough
u used my trust, u cut me up
move far away, far from here now
for way to long ive been fucked up
my mind is fucked i cannot run

Racing

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Racing (drmabeats + michaelrose)

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠱⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀