a late night, first take cover recorded on dez's bed

iris (cover) with dez

gnawing at the bone, 
oh i promise I’ll make it fair, oh
dying from starvation of 
something i don’t need 
made a killer of me, 
sucking out the bone marrow 
speaking the words cause you 
don’t like to read them
can’t you say it yourself
oh just say it yourself
demure in demeanor
can’t be a big dreamer 
you know
 that it’s a disease 
you made a killer of me
you made a dreamer of me 
burning the bridges 
that lay in between us, 
i’ll build them all back, 
trying to keep up 
hold the sun in your hands
does it bring you light? 
bring you warmth? 
why can’t it be 
what you’re hungry for?

bone marrow

(super secret alternative cover art)
recorded in 2023

White Rabbit

little sol! only leaving this up as a relic of the past

hematite

billie eiilsh 'when the partys over' cover

when the partys over (cover)

i don't wanna be done 
but i guess i should go 
i don't wanna move on 
but i gotta let you go 
cause seeing your face
every damn day
it's causing me pain 
pain i can't take 
so before i break 
i wanted you to know 
i don't wanna let you go 
i don't wanna let you go 
i don't wanna let you go
visions of us 
laying in your bed 
are beginning to rust 
and rot in my head 
cause with every step 
you walk away from me 
i begin to see 
the truth behind the fantasy 
just one more time 
i wish you would lie to me 
and tell me you love me
the way you used to 
the way you used to 
the way you used to 
i'm leaving you behind 
cause i'm running out of time 
to get my shit together 
and stay above the weather 
i wanna be happy 
the way you made me 
the way you made me 
the way you made me

sol jané

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