Bashing my head against the fucking walls again

Brains running down the walls

Teeth chipped broken dead rat bleeds motherfucker shouldn't have bit 

me 

Smashed it's fucking body it's brains all over walls right after I slit my wrists with a smile numb cold winter midnight blood lust horror suicide show send me to the hospital please never forgive me 

First before the fucking day before Christmas 13 aged what did you all think O he didn't know any better I knew exactly what I was doing emptying your  hatred that lay rotted decayed  dead rattled flesh the inside

Before

Dipped

I mean fucking dropped in anger deep into scolding bathtub water the images broken blurs scared with psychical pain  

The inside of my lungs

 on silts throats fingers wrap around each time 

I have the impulse 

To slit my wrists 

Every time I Say I hate you 

After you say fuck you

You

Bitch it was never a phase and 

Whore your never going to win

This bustard son born as the devil I'm his son An anti social freak a fucking mental disease a personality disorder that rots me to the core 
I'm split in 8 

 modes I let my minds unwind around both of your spines hidden behind these eyes

are blind the mindless madness blistered with agony screaming suffering crying waiting nothing but to end all these nightmare feasting on all these frozen over suspended in animation  locked trapped in time fogged over worm eating images I wish I thought I knew bleeding all over the gore the horror the sex the blood this horrible world

 this deepening endless void trapped in anti gravity 

I hope one day to be whole one day I hope and pray that day will come

no 

I don't 

Think it ever will

Alters Of Suicide Trauma Holders Five Mothyii Alice

All tracks prod. by @BlvckPslvm
Art by Freddie Vasquez


Don't Speak (feat. Kold-Blooded, Mr. Sisco, NEM & NV Schema)

@6thsithlord
@ct6000

VERSE:
I am a god 
I am a fraud
I am a demon who 
Is peepin through 
The dark 
Rippin off body parts 
Man I don't knw where 
To start 
Eating up all of these hearts
Man I knw I'll never starve 
Grippin the glock 
Then I put it to my skull
Put the bullet through my temple
Now I fall into my whole 
Just another dead slave 
With a fucked up soul 
I am on my evil shit 
And I'm never letting go 
Fuck all these niggas I'm stealing ya gold
Lucifer rising up out of his throne 
Told me behold as he tortured my foes
I relinquish these chains as he told me I'm bold
I'm releasing my demons whenever I flow
Screaming out triple 6 when I walk through the door
And I'm tippin fofos
And wrecking these hoes 
Ridin round solo 
With the fuckin 4 door 
Come and take a photo 
Of this fuckin homicide 
See all the blood splattered 
All over the driver side
Bullet holes on the
Windows no one 
Inside will survive
Now we flippin 
And crashin
It's our time to die
The shit stopped rollin 
But the blood kept on poorin 
Overflowin with pain 
But it was all just a dream 
Now I'm swinging my blade 
Killin anything in the way 
Never eva hesitate 
All I do is push play 
And I kill mortals with no kombat 
That's a....

A $ith Lord Production

Devil $hyt [prod.$ithLord] (BONUS TRACK)

Own Lane (Wavvegawd x Slight)

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/stereoryze
Featuring https://soundcloud.com/project-pat-official

JOHNTHORNE

Shirley Temple ft. Project Pat (prod. stereoRYZE)

Production by: @nicolassales
Mixed and Mastered by $igil

LYRICS
 
I dont need to struggle
I just need to hustle
Working overtime yea im puttin in double
This the path to my dreams so im never gonna slack  
and I put that on me, Yea i got it on my back.
Never fall flat know the severities of that
just one life to live and you will never get it back
 
You can try (x4)
But i know the truth
and ive seen it through my view
im surprised that i never knew 
That i am just a part of you
And that you are a part of who 
I seem to be But i am not, 
someone one who is just like you thought
And this i can guarantee
cuz it aint nobody out there who's like me
$igil dolla sign baby dont give it for free
Wanting some of me,
then you gotta pay the fee
And it aint cheap
taxin like a mothafucking p i m p
 
Gotta make bank, gotta eat
Gotta do whatever i got in this life to succeed
I am tryna eat.  I am tryna breathe.
I am tryna go and live out all my dreams
Why im stayin up late night gettin no sleep
No love, got nobody to even support me
Fake love, and its fake hoes mostly
Till my name getting bigger they they all wanna blow me, 
and Hold me, Closely, I cant take it. 
I am too real i cant fuck with the fakeness
And anyone with the slightest bit of relation, 
cutting my ties wit everyone associated.

$igil - Pay Your Dues (Prod. rosé)

VERSE 1:
I met this old women
Asked me how I'm doin 
Told her shitty 
I'm losing my head 
No need to stress 
Just inhale all the breath 
Focus your thoughts 
Think positive and forget 
Sit down and meditate 
Meeting me is yo fate
Open up yo gates and 
You gone feel something great 
Kundalini energy is
Rising up mane 
I looked at her strange and 
This what she told me 

CHORUS
Feel the vibrations 
In my head 
Feel the vibrations 
In your head 

VERSE 2:
Workin on my chakras
While I meditate 
Seeing colors
Red blue green 
Elevate 
Talking to my 
Ascended masters I'm 
Channeling my fate
Open up my outer chakras 
Vibrating out of this plane 
No I will not ever stop 
You can get out of my face 
Ima hit you with the force 
Magnetizing your brain 
It don't really matter mane 
Cause in the end you gone 

BREAK
LET THE ENERGY INSIDE 
QUIT THE LIES 
YOU KNW THAT 
THIS WORLD IS FAKE
OPEN UP THAT INNER EYE
COME TO IT AND REALIZE

STUCK WITHIN A MATRIX 
SIMULATIONS 
CONTEMPLATIONS 
AM I HUMAN 
TRAPPED INSIDE AN 
INSTITUTION 
FUCK ILLUSIONS 
IMA STUDENT 
OF TEHUTI 
IMA KING 
REINCARNATED 
IN THIS WORLD 
I CAN FEEL THE GODS FLOWING
THROUGH ME 
IN A ENDLESS SWIRL

VIBRATIONS [prod.$ithLord]

JOHN MARSTON [PROD. STILL]

THE KEEPER (prod. CURTIS HERON)

Lil Boodang - In 2 The Crypt (Prod.By Oogie Boogie Thang) [Chopped & Screwed] By SUS PhiXioN

Lil Boodang SoundCloud @lilboodang
Lil Boodang YouTube www.youtube.com/channel/UCra-6xW2gwKihzeNebkoQ0g
Lil Boodang IG www.instagram.com/lilboodang

YouTube www.youtube.com/c/SUSPhiXioN
Facebook facebook.com/susphixion/
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