i go through pain a lot, i don’t mean to let you go
when you left my side, it really hurt my soul
i’m feeling pain getting close
i can’t loose these feelings, won’t let it go

you were one of a kind, ever since i seen your face
never knew perfection existed, but you let that myth be erased
when i look at you, i see a charm
rather have a closer look with you in my arms

you're like thunder striking my heart make me go to wonders
feeling that nice sunny breeze in the summer, i wanted love like this since i was younger
your like a blessing holding me tight till there’s no more stressing
being nothing but perfection, only leading me into the right direction, won’t lose grasp of our connection, yeah
didn't mean to let you go
won't let you go

i go through pain a lot, i don’t mean to let you go
when you leave my side, it really fuckings hurts my soul
i’m feeling the pain its getting close
i can’t loose these feelings i won’t let it go
won't let it go

i’ll always fight, fight for our love
can’t get you off of my mind, you were just all above
you were perfect just thought that i wasn’t enough
but you're the only person that i’ll ever fucking think about
yea baby you lead me in the right direction
you drive me crazy, but i miss the affection
i've thought bout you lately, i really miss your touch
there’s nobody more perfect for each other except for us

i go through pain a lot, i don’t mean to let you go
when you leave my side, it really fuckings hurts my soul
i’m feeling the pain it's getting close
i can’t lose these feelings i won’t let it go
i won't let it go
i won't let it go

closure

ft./prod. @vvvlx
new project soon

these feelings never go
i wanted this to last
but time was running way too fast
they push me down, and they take me on a dark road
hard to cope with the pain i can’t hold on
you make me sad i don’t know what to feel anymore

now i'm laying alone
just like a corpse
i no longer have anyone to care for

[push me down]
[take it all]
[lead me to grave baby make me fall]
x2

{arms of my shirt are stained, red}
{i know i know all i do is complain}
{yeah i guess i'm just insane}

and i know its too late and i dont feel great
and i just wanna kiss u n i wanna make u great
i know its too late i know that im late
just know im gona miss u and im gona be in pain
x2

make me fall (ft. vlx)

i watch you walk away cause i didn't think you'd leave
i thought that you knew that you meant everything to me
i know we get mad and we yell and blow steam
but now you're gone i only see tend you in my dreams
don't know what to do cause lately i've been lacking passion
self inflicted pain, just to cause a damn reaction
telling people not to cut, i'm lying to the masses
cause i've been in my room with the blade fucking laughing

now i love the pain, it's evolved to an addiction
only time my head is straight is off the prescriptions
but the voices in my head tell me keep resisting
so i shed the tears and stare into the distance
don't know what i'm looking for, but now i know it's hope
and i'm not gonna find that from these pills or the dope
burned in my emotions with each breath of the smoke
i know that this time, i'll find a better way to cope

forgotten memories

everything to me (prod. truman)

curse this heart
but i needed a change from you

curse this soul
but i needed a change, but i needed a change

i won't forget you, and i won't forget you, love
(someone's gotta keep me alive)
and i can't pretend to, and i can't pretend to
(someone's gotta keep me alive)

(and i won't forget you, and i won't forget you, love)
shes cursing my heart
and i guess its a good start
ive been far apart from you
you said u needed space

but you've cursed me
from the start
and i dont ever think
i'll regain my heart

curse this heart
but i needed a change from you
curse this soul
but i needed a change, but i needed a change

curse this heart
but i needed a change from you
curse this soul
but i needed a change, but i needed a change

curse this heart
but i needed a change from you
curse this soul
but i needed a change, but i needed a change

can you see behind the shadows? they poison my eyes
swaying boys and weeping egos burn into my mind

curse (ft. sonny moore) (prod. vlx x solitude)

i think you broke my heart again
please don't leave and take my hand

i gave you every part of me everything i had
you embrace the good and you tone on the bad
said that we'd be fine and that you'd always have my back
but now you're gone and i'm feeling like trash

reminiscing back to the past
yeah i wish i could change whatever i had
cus times like those were all i wanted
now im alone and haunted

i won't lie, i ain't been sober in months
i just smoke when i feel like, no one gives a fuck
or when i'm in the dump, wishing to give it up
that's every single day, these drugs are now a part of me
i'm a painter who's confused
i'm lacking artistry

all i wanted (prod. vlx)

prod. @capsctrl

i've been crying for a while now
i've been crying for a while now
baby let me tell you i try every day, girl
i try every day and night

i've been crying for a while girl
i've been crying for a while girl
i've been telling you i'm trying for a while now
i've been trying for a while now

CRYING

the grass was greener when i looked into your eyes 
but i knew i could never satisfy 
even though i tried so hard every night 
i thought you knew, that

all i wanted was to heal your past 
i should of known i would finish last 
but you grabbed my fucking heart 
and you left me in the dark

that’s why i’ve turned into a dead flower 
because i no longer have no power
i would cut myself every hour 
throw my body off at the top of the tower 
fill my body with all of this powder 
then you left to find someone new 
i had to sit and watch while you grew 
making myself sick from all this abuse

i didn’t even give you a chance to choose 
why do i always have to loose 
i have the noose around my neck 
and i’m about to take my last step 
i hope you regret

continuation & desperation

hold on tight (tightrope) (ft. livmid)

ring around the rosies
pockets full of OG
bad bitches on me
smoking on that good tree

flip another oz
im riding with my OGs
bitch im coming up still
now she wanna know me

ring around the rosies
pockets full of OG
bad bitches on me
smoking on that good tree

flip another oz
im riding with my OGs
bitch im coming up still
now she wanna know me

fuck that bitch that broke my heart
im runnin round with all these love scars
imma pull off real quick, pull up at the bar
step up on the stage, i've gotten far

shawty said she want a rockstar
babygirl im a punkstar
shes in the bathroom doing blow now
but i know something you dont

god chose me
give me your key
i think im coming up
i swear im coming up next

ring around the rosies
pockets full of OG
bad bitches on me
smoking on that good tree

flip another oz
im riding with my OGs
bitch im coming up still
now she wanna know me

ring around the rosies
pockets full of OG
bad bitches on me
smoking on that good tree

flip another oz
im riding with my OGs
bitch im coming up still
now she wanna know me

i wanna know what makes you feel the way you feel at night
i know this is kinda scary but my thoughts stay in your mind
i feel your pain i feel your hurt
bring it to me bitch we'll come up from the dirt
when im in pain this musics my cure
the only thing to forget about her

ill leave traces till i die 
close my eyes see the flashing lights
i just need a bad bitch to my right
i just want a little bit of good love

im coming up
im coming up
i swear to god im coming up
if its the last damn thing i do
im coming up

ring around the rosies (prod. vlx x solitude)

carry my heart (prod. itouse)

reflections (prod. vlx)

it's alright if you love somebody else girl 
it's alright because you made my heart twirl
lately I've just been feeling used
but its fine,
i'm used to it with time

let's dance for our hearts to please
It's all i wanted, some times like these
out in the cold, under the trees

all night
all night
all night

all night
under the moonlight
lets stay up all night
we dont have to fight
set our differences aside
and lets just have some fun tonight

all night
all night
this time

my eyes are open wide for you my girl
you can see whats all inside my heart
me and you can stay a while
i tried
we tried
survive

my eyes are open wide for you my girl
you can see whats all inside my heart
me and you can stay a while

at least we tried

midnight (all night)

@vvvlx

[verse: solitude]
save me from this hell
help me escape from it all
i have noone to call
mmh, i have no one at all

save me from myself
before i hurt myself
facing up against the wall
somebody save me before i fall

[hook: solitude]
i'm so lost again
lost inside my head
seems like there will be no end
it goes, over and over again

looping all in my head
thoughts that i'd be better off dead
i don't wanna see the end
i'll be lost again

[verse: vlx]
help me find the way
to see through your love again
to see through your mind again
oh i loved you till the end

and i miss those nights again
the ones where we talked in rain
getting wet with your shiny chain
our love was lost in vain


[hook: solitude]
i'm so lost again
lost inside my head
seems like there will be no end
it goes, over and over again

looping all in my head
thoughts that i'd be better off dead
i don't wanna see the end
i'll be lost again

a look into my head

lost inside my head (ft. vlx)

[intro: the one]
you took care of me...
you put me in my place and i needed that.
i know you don't want me anymore, but...
you're the only person i've ever loved.
thank you for taking care of me even when i don't deserve it

[verse: solitude]
in the end it doesn't matter how you feel
cus it's all so real

pain is going through my veins
and it's driving me insane
i can't see another day

and it's safe to say
i won't make it
i will fade to gray
feeling like i'm being hunted
feeling like i'm just some prey
i can't stand another day

play with me
hurt my feelings
break my spine, but baby i'll be fine

play with me
hurt my feelings
break my spine, but baby i'll be fine

so play with me
and hurt my feelings
break my spine, but baby i'll be fine

just
play with me
and hurt my feelings
break my spine
cus you know i'll be fine

and i think it's safe to say
i won't make it
i will fade to gray
feeling like i'm being hunted
feeling like i'm just some prey
and i can't stand another day

in the end it doesn't matter how you feel
cus it's all so real

pain is going through my veins
and it's driving me insane
i can't see another day


[outro: the one]
you're the only person i've ever loved, can you hurt me tonight?

hurt me

[verse]
i’m still trying to decide
being torn by different sides
to you, i don’t wanna lie
but i don’t think i’ll survive

there's too much to lose, and there's nothing to gain
all of the scars have a story of pain
you told me to tell the truth

you told me to not let go
yet you were the one to hold
i sacrificed everything for you

i told you i’d always stay
you told me you’d do the same
turns out your words were all fake
now i’m all alone today

[hook]
alone in the dark, my tears fall slow
i hit rock bottom,at an all time low
i hate myself, but i don’t know why
i live in a world of constant lies

you don’t know the toll it takes
the feeling of endless pain
the love that wont fade away

[interlude]
cant help from the fact i feel misused
but each night the same cycle continues
sit and wait for your text to come my way

i should know better than to lay awake
imagining that you’re still with me
oh...

[outro]
you don't know the pain
you don't feel the same
you won't fade away
you won't fade away

alone in the dark

[verse]
give me a reason to live
give me a reason to stay
give me a reason to try
give me a reason to die
x2

i've lost my hope again.
i'm deep inside my thoughts
i have everyone to blame
i'm tying my end with a knot

a reason (goodbye)

[verse]
everyday is different but it all feels the same 
i’m getting lifted but i still feel the pain 
i’m down and i'm out but i tried to let you know
i’m feeling like i went insane 
but you didn’t listen so i went away
now i'm by myself, and i'm not okay
i miss you more and more every single day
i miss you more and more every single day

[hook]
hurt me when i heard you said my name in vein 
hurt me when i heard you said i’ll never change 
it hurts me that we didn’t have the strength
now i'm all alone, i'm an angel with no wings
i'm an angel with no wings
i'm an angel with no wings
now im all alone, angel with no wings

hurt me when i heard you say my name in vein 
hurt me when i heard you say i’ll never change 
it hurts me that we didn’t have the strength
now i'm all alone, i'm an angel with no wings
(angel with no wings)
i'm an angel with no wings
(angel with no wings)
i'm an angel with no wings
(angel with no wings)
i'm an angel with no wings
now i'm all alone, i'm an angel with no wings

angel with no wings

[soundcloud intro]
yup, i've said it before and i'll say it again
life moves pretty fast.
if you don't stop & look around for a while, you could miss it.

[hook]
i won't waste another day
wishing i would fade away
going back to my old ways
entering a mad craze

pop another one
just to forget the fact that you're already gone
trying my best to stay strong
but if i'm being honest i dont think that i will last too long

[verse]
keep going on
every day is filled with despair
feels like it takes so long

i find it hard to keep my hope
i find it hard to fucking cope
yeah

and it feels like ill never be repaired
it feels like ill always be stuck in despair
imma keep going on
yeah
imma keep going on but i

[hook]
i won't waste another day
wishing i would fade away
going back to my old ways
entering a mad craze

pop another one
just to forget the fact that you're already gone
trying my best to stay strong
but if i'm being honest i dont think that i will last too long

waste another day

[hook]
when i look into your eyes i go blind
all i see is all my pain and your smile and my time
that i’d waste if i’m with you say i’m worth it i’d be lying
yeah i’m working but it’s hurting me to think that i’ll survive

no i won’t lie i just wanna be high
i just want to live my life and love but i think i’d die
if i could trust another person and they stabbed my back i-
i would just end it all then finally i’d get peace of mind

[verse]
yeah it’s so sad the way
that i sit on my own
and i just add the days
where i’m watching wind blow
with my notepad erased
my worth wouldn’t be known
by me, i’m glad i waited
won’t lose my control

no i’ll just push you away
it’s sad to see you go
but i won’t go through the pain
of losing anybody’s soul
all because of my mistakes
or even worse not my own
aye.

[hook 2]
i just, i need someone
i need someone to love, i need that purpose
i need the compassion, i need a new friend
so stay with me till the end i'm heavensent

[outro hook]
no i won’t lie i just wanna be high
i just want to live my life and love but i think that i’d die
if i could trust another person and they stabbed my back i
would just end it all then id finally get peace of mind

peace of mind

[hook]
at the end of the day, i'm alone
no one knows what i'm going through
i have no control

no one knows how i feel for you
guess i'm growing cold
cause i know you dont feel the same so i can't hold you
at the end of the day i'm alone
at the end of the day i'm alone

[verse]
i spend my days, ruining my life
i'm stuck in my ways you dont know how hard i've tried
to flip the page, i'm trying harder to be a better guy
but all the rage in my brain just keeps boiling inside

it sticks in my head, and it messes with my mind
i dont have anger issues i just find it hard sometimes
to keep a straight face when you bring him up all of the time

you dont know how much i love you
it just hurt's to see you by his side
i'd rather have you be mine
i'd rather have you by my side till the day i die

and if i can't hold you
i don't wanna be here, i already told you
letting out a sea of tears 
i wish i didn't tell you
but i gotta face my fears and act like i don't love you

[hook]
at the end of the day, i'm alone
no one knows what i'm going through
i have no control

no one knows how i feel for you
guess i'm growing cold
cause i know you dont feel the same so i can't hold you
at the end of the day i'm alone
at the end of the day i'm alone

no control

christian dior (ft. amenASYLUM)

i just wanna guide you away from your demons, won't you let me?
pick up the phone, babe it's all i ask, i just wanna hear your voice
Talk to me, lets communicate, you can talk about whatever it is that you wanna to say
ill listen anyway, i just don't want this to be a one-way 

believe in me, when i say we were meant to be
it just can't keep going on this way
we need to change it up before it's too late
girl we need to start to communicate

i really enjoy our time, i hope you can tell
just don't let your mind dwell
ill be there for you for as long as you need
i'm your's forever to keep



just talk to me, we can figure it out
i just want the best for you, girl
you know my intentions are so, so pure
so...


don't take my time for granted, one day i can't take it anymore and i'll be gone
so, appreciate for now
cry later when i'm gone
just leave me to rot
maybe, i'll find a better place to be
cus right now, this world aint for me

give me a reason not to leave
tell me you're here for me
give me a reason not to leave
tell me you're here for me

just don't leave, just don't leave me
we can talk, we can sleep baby
i just need you by my side
so come on over and take my hand, ill take you for a ride (just dont leave)
but not tonight (just don't leave me)
yeah, not tonight

guide you away

guide you away (ft. clairo)

die all alone (time's up)

ft. @dripalixn
mix/master (solitude): @prod-itouse

[intro - chorus: alixn]
girl, your cold heart
i don't even know where i'm bout to start
broke my heart, broke yours too, bitch you left a love mark
why you so smart?
yet so evil
i'mma go hard for the sequel
[x2]


[verse: solitude]
how can picking up the phone be so damn hard?
just let us talk, i don't wanna break your heart
let's take it from the start
you got me so fucked up, i'm in the back of your car
youve got a cold heart, yeah you know who you are
but i don't wanna fuck you up, don't wanna take it far
let's take it from the start
baby can you break my heart?

yeah, break my heart

your love is so evil, yet i need you like a drug
give me my poison, let me feel your touch

[chorus: alixn]
girl, your cold heart
i don't even know where i'm bout to start
broke my heart, broke yours too, bitch you left a love mark
why you so smart?
yet so evil
i'mma go hard for the sequel
[x2]

[outro: solitude]
your love is so evil, yet i need you like a drug
give me my poison, let me feel your touch

C0LDHEART (ft. ALIXN)

drown

drown (prod. vlx)

comatose (with vlx)

prod. by bloodywatt

[intro: amenasylum]
you never wanted, wanted, wanted any love inside
but you was on it on it on it on it every night 
and I keep phoning, phoning, phoning but my calls denied
you never wanted, wanted me to be your only guy

[verse: solitude]
heart's beating fast when i see you arrive
in the dark of the night, you bring me to life
wrapped in your touch, like a spark in the cold
with you by my side, i'll never feel alone

imma die with you girl, by my side
just kiss me on my neck, yeah, babe i feel fine
hold me close, just don't let go
you know i love you so, come a little closer

bite my neck, lay your head on my shoulder
i don't wanna wake up if you ain't by my side
drowning in your love, got me feeling so alive, you got stars in your eyes, girl, they light up the night

stay with me forever, we'll be alright
we could fade away, lose the track of time
two lost souls on a midnight ride
tears in the rain, but i got you by my side

promise me you'll stay, don't push me away
two hearts synced in time, holding on like a lifeline
dancing through the rain, while the stars still shine
i'm so high, but i got you by my side

[verse 2: amenasylum]
but when I pop a molly I got red eyes
dark magician girl cuz she cast lies
and I know you do me wrong because i'm being nice 
baby i'm a wolf in a sheeps disguise 
baby , are u really sayin maybe?
i could drown u in the ocean, wash you out to coast then get a little wavy, military choppers like the fucking navy

and bitch I never lose 
pock another fight and then I got u confused 
why do I not act like i've got something to lose, but
i've been trynna tell u this was all just a ruse

[outro: amenasylum]
you never wanted wanted wanted any love inside
but you was on it on it on it on it everynight 
and I keep phoning phoning phoning but my calls denied
you never wanted wanted me to be your only guy

you never wanted me (ft. amenASYLUM)

you never wanted me (ft. amenasylum)

13.01.25 - M <3
I love you, forever.
mix/master: @prod-itouse

i ain’t eat today, barely stood up
you gone two hours away, and i’m shook up
sink full of dishes, but i just stare
shower feel cold, even with steam in the air
used to wake up with your breath on my skin
now the pillow’s too big and the room too thin
i don’t move right when you ain’t around
like my limbs forgot how to carry my crown
every second drips like slow morphine
tryna stay sane through a cracked phone screen
i ain’t built for the space in between
i need you like lungs need air — unseen


when you’re not here, i don’t know how to be
can’t cook, can’t clean, can’t even breathe
two hours apart feel like oceans wide
i’m half a person when you’re not by my side
you make me whole, without you i break
even brushing my teeth feel like a mistake
it’s not distance, it’s disconnection
loving you is my direction


no dinner plates, no lights on, no sound
i just lay in your hoodie, melt into the ground
even when i know you’re comin’ back soon
it still feels like i’m dyin’ in this empty room
you the home i carry in my chest
without you here, i forget the rest
all i do is wait, and re play your laugh
countin’ the hours ’til i get you back


when you’re gone, i fall through the floor
i forget what my hands and my heart were for
i don’t eat, i don’t speak, i just fade
you’re my balance, my breath, my escape

two hours away feel like ten light-years
your voice in my phone can’t dry these tears
i don’t need the world, just your skin on mine
without you here, i’m outta time

loving you is my direction.

space (prod. solitude)

@vvvlx

i didnt think we'd ever come apart
but now im standing here with a broken heart

i couldnt see it in the start
but now i'm hiding under a broken skin while i fall apart

i'm in the dark, dont know where at
so detached from myself, i told you i needed help
you gave me all that i asked, still i hate myself
everything seems bad & im going to hell

now im all by myself
i cant scream i need help
put those things on the shelf
cuz they fuckin my head
i dont know where im at
all these things couldnt last
even my own mind
cant escape all this pain

i cant think i cant say
things are fucking my brain
all this stress and stress
leaving my soul in pain
now im all in the dark
makin me fall apart
all the things we had
now just part of myself

i cant lose all my hope, i've gotten so far
i didnt see this one coming
i couldnt handle it all

but as time went by
we had said our goodbyes
we had no reason to try

but im proud of myself
but im proud of myself

in the dark (ft. vlx)

SOLITUDE is a 24 year old Norwegian rapper and singer-songwriter involved with the groups @4amod, and his joint project @never4evr alongside @vlxofficial, aswell as his side project @is0Iated. 

Growing up SOLITUDE loved music from a young age, listening to Linkin Park, Evanescence, Breaking Benjamin, HIM, and has carried his love for the artists genres till today.
A lot of the inspiration SOLITUDE takes from music nowadays is a blend of the aforementioned artists, aswell as other popular and underground artists such as: Bring Me the Horizon, Lil Peep, 2hollis, Clairo, and much more.
Since 2016, SOLITUDE has been making music and is known for songs such as "guide you away (ft. Clairo)", "i want to be urs <3 (ft. vlx)", "broken heart, few xans (ft. vlx) and he is known for his frequent collabrations with vlx, and collaborations with other artists such as "Clairo", "ALIXN", "amenASYLUM", "Lil Liar", "livmid" and many more talented underground artists.

DM for collab prices, if you stand out theres a chance ill do it free 💵

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