Prod by soloft

prod by: 
https://soundcloud.com/solofttt

vocals and post-prod by me

lyrics:

(chorus)
all this time i've lost around you and i might
just take you to the door if you don't really mind (x2)
i'm learning over all the opportunities i've got
you hate toxic behaviour but that's all you've ever done

(verse)
it's easy as that 
all they gotta do is stay for a while
but they don't really care at all
there's few of the friends that i care about
none of them from the city that i grew up on
i know that i'm dumb
and i know that i'm taking
all this pain from someone i cared in
eyes blank but i'm not irritated
just tired of myself and I hate that i-
i'm in my head all time living's like a crime
there's no way to run away out of this shithole
anxiety attack that i have to face
but i wont really care if it goes away

(mid chorus)
all this time i've lost around you and i might
just take you to the door if you don't really mind
i'm learning over all the opportunities i've got
you hate toxic behaviour but that's all you've ever done

(pre chorus)
you said you cared about us dear
i don't trust you don't want you near

(end chorus)
all this time i've lost around you and i might
just take you to the door if you don't really mind
i'm learning over all the opportunities i've got
you hate toxic behaviour but that's all you've ever done

time lost (prod. soloft)

LIL TU$$ & ZAGG- FALL (prod. by SOLOFT)

Nature's Experiment - Cheater

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Cheater (prod. Soloft)

soda pressed ( so depressed ) // prod. soloft

produced by soloft and lavendertxwn
mixed and mastered by mvø

I try my best to let go of the things I can’t control
This constant state of finding things to hold to when I fall has gotten worse 
I wasn’t perfect, maybe I deserve it 

The sun coming up is not the same since you left
Yeah, it’s hard to accept that everything I’ve come to love now hurts me
Should’ve never said I was you one and only
And still I try my best to breathe slow
Say you love, I was nervous, so I stared out your window
Never knew someone could make me feel this low
No need to talk, I’ll just go

Tried to make you happy I won’t leave unless you say so
Never wanted me but I was there when you got low
Switch up on the scene I see you act like you don’t know
Don’t care if you’re fake don’t hit me up when you’re solo

And I don’t really have the words to say
The ones to make you stay with me all day
Never thought you’d ever make me feel this way
Just let me go cuz now I can’t stay

no need to talk, i'll just go w/ flowers for you (prod. soloft x lavendertxwn)

wish I could get back time
wanna exist without you on my mind
I put the blame on myself 
too often I ignored the signs 
Might’ve cared 
sorta there 
why’d you do that? 
now im scared 
cause now I think everyone’s gonna move like you do 
im aware 
I wasn’t perfect, just wanted to show I was worth it. 
to you, I’ll never deserve it.
what a shame that you never wanna take the dive 
Wonder why 
Still want him and I’m not surprised 
Still in love with the way he lied
guess you just don’t want your scars to fade away
Everyday feels like a maze
stay freaking out 
Don’t know what about 
Damn I wish that you had stayed 
Could’ve found a way to be okay
my friends say “give it time” 
just wish you hadnt wasted mine 
For so long, thoughts confined
Always said I was crazy 
But damn I was right
You really didn’t have to do that 
as much as I wanna say “that’s too bad”
I can’t go out without seeing you in everything
and it brings me back 
youve always said forever 
should’ve really just said never
I’ll leave the details out 
just hope that he don’t lose his temper 
still don’t know what to do
still don’t have the slightest clue
jokes on me, I just wanted it to be you

you really didn't have to do that (prod. soloft)

1/13/22 I was 18 when I made this 
(Prod.Soloft) 

(intro)
What was it that you said?
I’m questioning your every movement 
It’s not that like I don’t believe you!!!
Cause baby just I have been through it!

(svcof 1st verse)
Baby I’m
Nothing like them

Please tell me that you do believe me

I’m trying but I think I’m dying

There dying 
With no Care
They
freely

What was it that you said

I’m questioning your every movement  

It’s not that like I don’t believe you
cause baby jus I have been through it

Yea baby cause i have been through this

these memories start there  pollution 
That’s why I’ve been acting so strange now

Im damaged yeah uh little bent now

don’t tell me relax or calm down

you do know  I got my reasons 

What’s wrong wit me I’m
Never like this

I promise you baby believe me

(svcof 2nd verse)
Baby believe me
I’m sorry for crying
But it’s getting chilly it’s cold and I’m
Shaking that’s why you don’t see me 
I’m hiding cause I need find a safe place so I’m winding up back in your arms
Can you tell that I’m
Lost??!!
(Idk)
 but I’m not!!!!! and I found you there waiting for me
I forgot that Um love is a thing and I want it but it keeps on treating bad so I leave it 
But you keep on giving me reasons 
To Take It

Treating me like
I’m
A king ok damn!!
This feels good    do I deserve it?

Im happy you love me
I’m trying
 I’m learning 

I know that your proud of me,
proud of you to

I’m telling you everything thats in you

I wanna deal With. Im Showing you clues
Your eyes speak to me like nobody else do

Believe me (prod.Soloft)

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lost, found

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lost, found - soloftt x lowly in heart x middle child

Love's Killing Me! (Ft. JONNY) [prod. by Soloft]

Off These Drugs (Ft. RICE) [prod. Soloft]

how it feels

if i die i hope they dont find my body

ALL PLATFORMS <3

if i die i hope they dont find my body (prod. soloft)

Siccfate - Guts X Wavylouii (prod. Soloft)

LOVESUFFOCATES (PROD SOLOFT)

trying to connect the dots

prod. @solofttt 🖤
if you're reading this, thank you for listening.
it means, seriously a lot
thx, take care

can you prelude to how i'm feeling?
cause i've been addicted to these patterns
all this time (time)
and it's hardly fair; i'm breaking still
regardless if i've already lost my will
and if i should fade into a darker light
it just doesn't make sense how i feel alright
cause i know nothing's right

and i've known that since yesterday
i'm something that i haven't always been
i lock my door, and lower the shades
letting flow state straight into the pen
the floors creek, and my brain feeds
on a core memory i stowed away
but i come forth; take it head on
peeling flesh off of it's travesty
but the earth hurts; all i have is me
she's here too, but sorta overseas
you amaze me, rearrange me 
in a shape similar to something sweet
the window open on a cold night
honestly i love frostbite
numbing part of me, in which apologies 
aren't policy for the limelight
fight back
fuck off
i'm not going outside today
i woke up too late
to avoid the rays
now i contemplate when was yesterday
i contradict what i thought i was
what i am now's not so pretty
day to day feeling disgust
from the mistrust that i gave me
i had caved in; so shameless
but if you like my shit, put it on playlist
i am not in search of validation.
just something genuine

(6x)
i'll connect the
i'll connect the dots

can you prelude to how i'm feeling?
cause i've been addicted to these patterns
all this time
(all this time)

travesty awaits [prod. soloft]

WORLD WENT BLACK - <3GUTS X WAVYLOUII (PROD.SOLOFT)

Vocals by @autumndropsdead
Produced by @solofttt
Mixed by @autumndropsdead
Mastered by @autumndropsdead
Cover art by @autumndropsdead
Curated by safehaven.

Lyrics:
maybe if i take my time, someone will take mine
that's something that i can do
only in my mind do our eyes collide
letting go of that fictional handle
like fuck, i wake up to the room still spinning
my head still hurting
my heart still beating
my thoughts still lurking
so i dumb me down with some drink and chase
have my thoughts erased, now i'm out of place yeah

i just wanna feel like you
i've grown so far from my youth
still searching for truth
underwhelming doom
who are you (3x)

fragile love never lasts
i'm too detached
i besought you of that
now i sit and wait, and recap the day
as i loop the night and let death permeate

now with their souls sown into air
(it doesn't matter now)
(oh, i'm wearing thin)
there's not much left to spare
that's always how it's been

where are we going
where are we going now
(where are we going now)
putting on a front 'till you notice
nothing but the sound of locomotives
i block out the commotion
i sought how you floated
and if the mountains stay as clouds,
i might stick around
'cause i've been seeing silhouettes of subtle texts
strewn all around about;
it's always the likes of:
former glory, forgotten stories,
violent break-ins, or quiet mornings
it's never bright, or the light is dim
i wonder when i'll feel whole again

i still haven't ran into anyone else
who knows me quite that well
at the end of the day, do i wanna be saved
from my, eyes

autumndropsdead - propel (soloft)

SEETHRU W/ LYCAIN (PROD SOLOFT)

ｎｏ　ａｉｒ，　ｂｕｔ　ｓｏｍｅｈｏｗ　ｉ　ｂｒｅａｔｈｅ　ｔｈｒｏｕｇｈ

prod by my guy @solofttt
fucking love you all.
more on the way
stay strong
take care; drink water
try to get some rest.
thank you for being here

too much
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways

that's the price that i'll pay
not to be overcome by my emotions
a hallow frame, left to be hung on it's own
where nobody'll noticed it's changed
feel that pain of your confusion
and just turn it into music
orchestrations of my patience
retrospective-made illusions

just be cautious not to lose it
'cause some bitch said something stupid
trust me, god i know it hurts
but know your worth and keep on moving
somewhere in the sky
just go outside and raise your head
there's reclusive ways to cleanse yourself
without this constant dread
but this toxin's running deeper
i don't know how long i'll last
i misplaced my faith with hatred
as i'm staring down the glass
i ain't hitting you up like i know you (but i do)
but i'm up a few notches, i'll understand
'cause the past, it haunts you (it does)
i try to reach out, but i got ghost hands

felt too much
now i don't feel enough
felt too much
i may have dove a little deep in the ocean
for my lungs,
couldn't handle the pressure that they had been holding
y'all folding, but i'm focused
honestly i feel omnipotent
only when i get my hands on the potion
or i'm broken, i'm not joking
but maybe if i break daylight, then i'll get shit done
and i'll feel alright
with a tone so stale there was no real cry
on a blood-stained trail, we still bleed overnight
fuck, i bet that you feel it again
incisions embellish your skin
and now you're all alone again
deprived of the people you thought were your friends
i made a couple calls, did they go through?
it ain't fair, i really don't wanna miss you
take care, i'll be blowing on tissues
no air, but, somehow i breathe through
it's 4 in the morning, my guardian's snoring
i'm sorry i lied, i've been sippin away
i'd make me some porridge, but puke it by morning
the cycle is horrid, but i ain't complain

indefinite pain ain't just part of my day
it's been shrouding my brain
like a vulturous gate
this shit's an escape
i'm always afraid
of being locked out of my own mental state
try not to run away just yet, i feel you
breaching my skin, for the meantime

too much 
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways
(anyways)