prod. michael harrison

lyrics: 
why do i try
i never get what’s mine
sick of your lies
but feed me more i’ll be fine
i’ll be alright if that’s what you want me to do
i’ll be okay if i get to see that smile come from you
just give me truth
tell me what i need to do
is it you
or am i the problem too
i wonder if you
think of what you put me through
i’m over you but i can’t stand the thought
of letting you go
i’m scared of the nights where me and my thoughts 
oh we’re all alone
im scared to sleep cus you’re in my dreams
the times where my fantasies show
tell me where i went wrong cus baby i gotta know
i gotta know

acey

featuring evergarden

lyrics:
(solr)
am i
in the wrong for how i
searched for purpose in life
(promised you'd stay by my side)
(you lied)

(@evergardens)
am i in the wrong for how i 
make you the center of my life 
setting myself up for failure this time

ive been coping at my worst
everything i knew upturned

(solr)
all the pain
all the torment that you've been through
is it me or is it you
that doesn't know what to do
you're in my head way too much
get out of my thoughts.

thought

prod acey

sample is me playing pressure with @daywxtch and @nightmaresfrvr

lyrics:
stay
away
one too many mistakes
your lack of care made me break
but now
i’m okay.. i think
i’m going through a lot of change
things will never be the same

i can’t go through this
the daily crying, the zero calls
questioning if you love me at all
and i hate how easy it was
to let you go
and i can’t go back
to a star with no moon
and the sun doesn’t have room for two
it’s sad but it can’t be me and you

there was never meant
to be a collision
between us two
and you swear
you swear that you’ll change
but change hasn’t been made since the last eleven times

i gave all my warmth to you
god i was such a fool
and i fucking called it
i knew it would end this way
i hate that im right
i expected something different
and if there was then i must’ve missed it

my friends were right
i need to say goodbye
to a sun in a different galaxy
a sun that already has a moon
shameful it isn’t me
that’s probably a good thing

i mean no harm in what i say
just honesty
like honestly, were you even gonna stay?
cus i was set for life
i know i was the one to do it
but you were putting me through it
and i couldn’t let it happen anymore

departure

michael harrison

lyrics:
(solr)
i stayed strong
for far too many years
can't keep calm
when you're the one i fear
won't stay for long
i've cried too many tears
you're here then you're gone
a master puppeteer

(@ilyl1ght)
i've been trying to hold on
to whatever's left of me
everything just went so wrong
it's nothing i could have seen
as i lie here tonight 
and i watch stars fly by
the thought crosses my mind
end it all, say goodbye

biological

prod michael harrison

lyrics:
and we
we're messing up it seems
that i wasn't for keeps
your heart was present on your sleeve
it's obvious you hate this but the memories we keep
mean everything to me

but i couldn't mean less to you
oh i don't think you understand
the length i'd go to
if it meant i was in your plan
but that's in the past by now
it's changed since then
things are different, yeah i get it
but are we still friends?
or are we distant?
it's in your hands

can you make it different, being childish again
screaming out your insults, you make no sense
our relationship is critical, it's coming to an end

thank you for listening, i hope you enjoyed <3

sleeve

prod michael harrison

lyrics
(daywatch)
fell down, there's no sound to cover my fall
two nights in an empty room, my fault
you bite down on your tongue, it's what you're used to
i open my mouth, turn and face you but
you're not around, better look around my house
but i keep hearing sounds, so it must be a curse
it was okay at first
but i can't sleep now and oh it's the worst, i get no peace

i'm up at 4am, it don't matter to me
i pull out knots in my hair, and i overdo brushing my teeth
i get no peace.

and i'm so sorry i don't call enough
i took time but imma pay it back
you made plans but i called it off
cus i can't get out my bed
or i can't get out my head
i swear everybody around me wants me dead
i won't ask, i assume that you won't be pressed
i decline your call when you wanna address

your issues
thank god you don't have my address
my mouth can't formulate words but i wanna express
without you, i'm haunted
i met you, so i'm honored
if i broke down through the love
i bet something in you wouldn't be bothered

(shine)
nothing in me feels honest
voice in my head, think im haunted
headaches taking me
what a bother
i'm so damn lazy
i'm fodder
what's the point in me? i don't even know

i'm just a ghost
no heart, cus i'm always alone
too bad my house ain't a home
did shit that i couldn't atone
karma shakes me down to the bone

i'll put a bullet into my dome

thank you for listening <3

ilyl1gh

lyrics:

(ilyl1ght)
(you okay?)
im not sure 

ohh
dreamt of you, though you would stay 
i think of you from miles away 
the thought of you drives me insane 
i know the truth im not to blame 

i hear what you say from behind my back
i cut my existence its just who i am 
cant tell the difference from the blood in my hand 
dont see what im missing, i feel like i am.

(srypedia)

you’re not a person
i see who you are
cut off all emotions and just play guitar
i’m done matching motives
i don’t give a damn
if you think im evil, wretched, satan
i’m always the people pleaser
nothing else
new year i won’t fake emotions
go to hell
don’t care if our morals don’t match up
go cry
you think im insensitive 
i’ll leave, don’t have time

(shine)
i’m not a person, i’m barely a man
look in the mirror, don’t know who i am
if He’s got a way for me, what is the plan?
i don’t understand.
look in your eyes, all i see is patience
figuring myself out, you’re sitting waiting
brain’s kinda fucked but i don’t think im mistaken
my love for you is growing, i don’t see it changing

oh, okay ft. ilyl1ght & srypedia

secre

lyrics:

(shine)
i miss myself sometimes
i walk through hell im fine
i dont know why im so scared of you

lost in my mind but i get out of it
why do i feel like shit
i just want over this
call me fragile, i’ll call you obsessed
god knows that we’re both a mess
getting over dependence

but am i really gone? do i even mean it?
what’s the point in trying if i’ll always fucking regress?
why you in my mind every single time i’m depressed?
i thought dropping you would cause me to fear less

but i’m just too damn scared of you
don’t know why, i don’t have a clue
all the shit you put me through

(cray)
and im just so confused
i wanted this life with you, a lot
an apartment with a view
looking down on all the trees, i want more cats, and another chance


it won’t last
I think you had just moved on girl u moved on so fast
I don’t wanna laugh
I just think it’s kinda funny, yea you gaslight yourself

fear ft. yungcray

neverforever

lyrics:
i don't wanna run from someone like you
no one understands what i'm going through
is it you? is it me?
traumatized since thirteen
constant pain in my spleen
how'd i make it to seventeen?

and i don't know what's wrong with my head
i sit alone cus i have no friends
but i'll make it out of this mess
i always prevail in the end

i know how to make it out alive
i really don't but that's fine
cus who does, who does, oh
who does, who does

alive

siemspark

lyrics:
it’s all my fault
i know i didnt do it right
i’ll remember next time
yeah it really fucking hurt but that’s fine
im never going back cus

all i ever wanted was a light from the sun
i did my best to make one
i gave you all my warmth but
you gave it to a
star that never really even wanted you anyway
you gave it to that prick that
shoved his knife right in your back
you swore he’d never do that

but he did, look where you’re at now
fucked up upstairs at your mom’s house
now you’re crying to me, is that allowed?
doesn’t seem real honest or sporty
i think imma feel this way till im 40
keep shooting my shot, no scoring
i keep trying my best to support you
then you text me and tell me you’re horny
is that allowed?
is that allowed?

all i ever wanted was a light from the sun
i did my best to make one
i gave you all my warmth but
you gave it to a
star that never really even wanted you anyway
you gave it to that prick that
shoved his knife right in your back
you swore he’d never do that

you never left my mind, i don't think you're capable of doing so.

prod acey
@wyfydisconnected

lyrics:
(ika)
cus you
ran circles inside my head
i caught your virus, sickness starts to spread
hazy thoughts of bad times
countless hours of bad nights
my body’s not the way it used to be
mistaking solitude for inner peace
and people told me i would be okay

(wyfy)
but i feel its getting worse by each day
oh, oh, oh, oh
and you could tell from the grey in my eyes
it seems im runnin' out of time
stuck in a state of ambivalence
its contradicting all i ever did
and as im watching those rose petals fall
im seeing through, i see it all
you promised me you'd never leave
and now you're far from being within my reach

virus w/ wyfy

ilyl1ght

lyrics:
(solr)
will
i find
somewhere to hide

i'm better alone, if you leave i don't mind
cut on my arms and pretend that i'm fine
i scare everyone, stay away or i'll bite
you don't understand what goes on in my mind
who will i be, and when will i die?
and did you everyt find somewhere to hide?

(AND DO YOU THINK THAT WE'RE OKAY?)
(CUS I WOULD DIE FOR YOU EITHER W-)

LOOK AT ME I'M ALL GROWN UP
TELL ME, WHAT IS NEW WITH ME??
WHEN WILL THIS LIFE BE ALL DONE?
TELL ME, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?

(hiraeth)
if i wanna run, run away, would you find me
a waste of time, man i bet youre sick of trying
i used to ruin myself, now i think im dying
all of this smoke up in my lungs, and i confide it
guess this is cause and effect
over my head man, im waiting my death
pulling myself up, and out of my bed
all this emotion i think im de-
i think im depressed

(mix)
but do you think that's okay?
sleep in my bed i'm losing all my days
and all that i can think about is your face
i don't know what to do stuck in this place
could you make it stop?
is that what you want?
don't leave me here to rot
please just save my spot
right there next to you
well be there just us two
and the weather's nice
hold me next to you
please just save my spot
right there next to you
hmmmm ah ohhh

time ft. hiraeth & mix

are you alone right now?

neverforever

for my best friend.

i know that it’s selfish
but i know you’d be there for me too
i know nothing’s helping
but let me see it through your point of view

i know that it hurts sometimes
i won’t lie and say it’s fine
but i know that i’m by your side
it came at a cost and now i know that you’re not alright
always overseeing things from a birds-eye

i see you and what you go through
notice how i notice you

you got a home if you need it
friends if you’re bleeding
just don’t go through this alone
you have nothing to atone to

avenue

lyrics:
beautiful boy, can't you see
you belong right here with me
you take me heart too easily
you don't mind disrupting my peace

but i feel so calm with your company
is this the right thing for me?
oh i'm not as scared as i was last week

i just want you
you in my room
don't know what you do
that makes it so easy to fall in love with you.

a song someone will never hear.

please listen and i hope you all enjoy.

lyrics will not be added, i hope you all understand.

virus ii

saturn (notenvy)

do you love me (lil darkie)

feat. @1axhelini

lyrics:
(solr)
baby why
won't you find
some piece of mind
i know that i
will try
to keep you safe in my arms
i won't let you go too far
oh, i'll keep you close to my heart
it's never this hard
i won't let you go this time.
we'll always find a way to collide

(axhelini)
tell me what you want
but i don't want to give up
heard the things you're scared of
you won't have to worry in my arms
let me take your hand
and i'll never let you go
do not be afraid
we can take it slow

thank you so much to ax for hopping on this. i know we had our differences for a bit there but you genuinely have been nothing but the sweetest person ever. i love u bestie, and im so proud of the improvement you've been havin grecently.

i won't let you go

what a fucking loser

michael harrison

lyrics:
i've got albums of songs that i've made about you
it took so long to feel sane without you
i'm right back here again
sent, sit for hours, now im left on read
ruined my life just so you could pretend
that i don't exist, that we're not even friends
and i can't believe that i love you again
and i can't believe that i want you again

can't stop myself from looking at our texts
the ones you don't bother to send
ethan and avery think i don't make sense
for dealing with your shit instead
of finding someone that can give what i want
without me having to beg
i get that what you're going through is hard
but i should be part of the mend

and it should be easy for me to move on
but i can't keep myself in check
and i can't show myself respect
if it means that you're only there in my head
my shoes are wet, the sun is gone
the moon is cold again
the burns are back, the scars won't fade
i wish we just had stayed friends

a beautiful planet, my Mercury vanished
don't wanna depart you again

mercury

the first and only song my grandmother has heard of mine. i love you gramma, it's okay to let go.

(sol)
and i know we'll both go where we don't wanna go
we could take our time, we'll take the longer road
you're all i need, you'll be my only home
closer to me, i'll never let you go

(daywatch)
i held those papers and lit them up
just to show you i'm not one to hide it
who told you, told you i'm like this
i swear to god that they're all wrong
by chance, by chance do you happen to know
when you lost your glow
the weeks fade and change on their own
ain't it fun to count as they go

(siah)
got your name on my arm
can you hear me now
when the lights go dark
every word that you muttered
to me my god
yeah the stars came out
still cant believe the way
that you peaked my interest
do you know how you make me feel
(ah)
when im with you my girl
theres no better feeling
so i know that this is for real
(ah)
(ah)
(mmm)

(daywatch)
this is for real, i feel it deep in my core
this is for real, my skin gets soft when there's love
this is for real, i don't get out less there's reason too
spend all my time loving you, one day we'll be apart
and everything you say will blow up on me
whether i should do it right or like me
i only get one shot at you

(sol)
and i'm scared that i might mess it up
i've given you my heart so can i get your love?
has my chance run out?
am i hung to dry?
i've stayed devout
can i be yours tonight?
can't go without
someone with those eyes
oh beautiful thing, will you be mine?

(siah)
without you i feel soulless
heartbroken
the days go slow when your not here
then the pain it grows more in your absence
cause your not home
let me bring you home
bring you home

home

i really hate the way u look lol.

unfair

love, fingers round my arm
never did me harm
steps approaching slowly
as your mother's on the phone
tell me that you love me
and your warm lips meet my own
somehow still my only girl
but you love somebody else

mother

ft. shade & tori, luv u guys <33
additional creds: abiss & siah for helping me mix
prod. sickboi

lyrics:

wrap it up

lyrics:

(daywatch)
i just want you to know
how i feel when you’re not here

(solr)
i just wanna pretend that it's okay, but i can't look you in your face

(daywatch)
and i try
to let it go but it writhes

(solr)
and i can’t handle those eyes
the ones you told me only sought for mine
it gets to be

(daywatch)
too much
it flew past my heart, hit my gut
could it be that hard to be loved?
i know you wouldn’t give me more
than a yes, no, yes, no
flying, oh ecstacy, you turn me on
i’m biding time for you, but you wouldn’t know!!!

(solr)
and i don’t wanna let you go away
but you know that i couldn’t stay
past mistakes have led to this, neither of us get a say
but i’ll go
to a place that you and i can stay awake
i put my faith in you, don’t leave me in this space

eye contact

(solr)
old times i wish we'd have
only you can help with that
cuts on my wings
from all the times you've said you loved me
sick of making things about you
but honestly it's all of us i have

your angel needs your company
your lunar begs for you and me

(foolish)
haven't left my house
in what feels like years
don't know what to do
laying in my own tears
sheltering myself
someone pull me out
overwhelming myself
trying to figure it out

(solr & foolish)
searching for somewhere to hide
don't know what i will find
but i know you're waiting at the other side

angel

i hope you're reunited with the one you cherish.

18, they/she
banner by my amazing partner tori <33

solr

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