Sad Chill Rap [Streamer Friendly]

SadChill Underground

so it’s just me and this tap water
all full of lead
and we circle the drain
til i go back to bed
it’s just you in the morning
you’re all that i want
and you’re so far away
hope the bombs don’t go off
and this world is bad theater
the third act is on
and it’s falling apart
til the curtain draws
there’s a light i can’t see
but it shines on the stage
and i’m sewn to my seat
like i’m part of the play 
is it true? what you told me
an autumn ago 
empty words in the darkness 
from mouths full of smoke
it’s just me and this medicine
no one prescribed
it gets caught in my throat
and i choke and i cry 
it’s just you in the mirror
always judging me
take my eyes and my tongue
i forgot how to speak 
it’s okay, give it time
it’ll all be alright
there’s a girl in the shower
she’s singing and alive 
there’s a dog in the graveyard
so patient and sad
there’s this place we can go
where it won’t be so bad
there’s fresh air and clean clothes
and silence you can stand
your grandmother's in the kitchen
with flour on her hands
and police don’t exist there
you won’t have to hide
and police don’t exist there
and no one has died 

and we never tried the hard stuff
and no one has died 
and our bodies work perfect
and no one has died
and nobody owns nothing
and no one has died
and no one has died
and no one has died

it’s just me in this bedroom
rewriting cliches
cutting open my sickness
every fucking day
and it all tastes like ashes
and blood in my throat
there’s a man with a gun
in my childhood home
and you’re tied to the radiator
burns on your wrist
nothing bad happens here
since my mother got sick

and the walls are asbestos
and no one has died
and the water’s still poison 
and no one has died
and the kids all have cancer
and no one has died
and my body's a target
and no one has died

and no one has died
and no one has died
and no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died

a place where no one has died

prod by me and jacob vallen

wont eat for a while
my stomaches been aching
and im not myself 
not as of lately
few months ill heal right? im hardly inpatient
its not feeling real, counting cracks in the pavement
takes all i have to pull my anchor out
i dont know who i am, know everything about u
takes all i have, to make the words come out
im making nothing last, im pretty anxious now
 
dont tell me "people change" like you look down on me
you always said "its nothing" its alot to me
started turning heads, wont look back at me 
was just more of the same a little differently
giving nothing back 
its not important now
things u take for granted 
let my anger out 
i just cant grasp it
nah, its not important now

takes all i have to pull my anchor out
i dont know who i am, know everything about u
takes all i have, to make the words come out
im making nothing last, im pretty anxious now

for a while

//lyrics
the minute i pull up, got your lips on lock
you meant it when i stopped and you called me love
my mind sayin "dont get involved"
oh shit you let me know
that you give me your all
and you never do me wrong just like my last one did
oh shit i brought my past into it
and now you dont think id give you up
you dont think id show you off
when i see you in my arms
everything else turns off

but its too easy, too easy babe
i start to aleviate
its my fault you dont see me lately
one call just to hear you maybe
i need you baby
they all think im faded
go ahead, call them crazy
i made it but i think you could tell that i need you by me
i know you too well not to treat you like we
havent grown out of our shells i cant see you siding
with no one else
with no one else because
the minute i pull up, got your lips on lock
you meant it when i stopped and you called me love
my mind sayin "dont get involved"
oh shit you let me know
that you give me your all
and you never do me wrong just like my last one did
oh shit i brought my past into it
and now you dont think id give you up
you dont think id show you off
when i see you in my arms
everything else turns off
i want you to see me, just see me babe
want you to see me babe
want you to see me babe
want you to see me
just see me
just see me babe
i want you to see me babe

minute [p sai]

Lund - Pieces
Production, Vocals & Lyrics By Lund.

Lyrics

If you don’t mean it
Don’t say it 
Love ain’t something 
You play with 
If it ain’t real
Don’t fake it 
Only got one heart
Don’t break it
Don’t break it 
Don’t break it
Only got one heart
Don’t break it
Don’t break it 
Don’t break it
Only got one heart
So

outta options 
can you tell me what to do
feel like everybodys fake
i can see right through 
tell me whys it so hard 
to tell the truth
lies are weapons 
i know everybody use
people toxic once you
 look at how they move
know they treat you like an object
now you’re feeling like a fool
said you love me but i guess it wasnt true
words hold meaning they arent meant to be abused

I miss your lips upon my skin
it makes my bones shake
I heard your voice inside my head
it makes my heartache

Compass to my heart
you were the skeleton key
Looking back on all the lies
The ways that you were using me
Was so in love with you
Was blinded by emotion
Couldn’t see
That you 
Turn to enemy 
laying Traps beneath my feet 
Are you happy?
With all that ruined 
Now you don’t have me 
Burnt a bridge 
See you miss me
Now your down badly
I’m Bitter now 
knowing the truth
Scandalous 
the way that you move 
This game I’m not  
playing with you

Pieces

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Lyrics:

Nobody's there to follow me home
I'm tired of lessons, don't want any more
And you should've lead me, don't know where to go
It's hopeless I know, know
Don't know what to say
I'm still stuck on hello
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
With a ghost, ghost

Still stuck on your love but I'ma stick it out
It's a lot of thoughts in my head I can't figure out
Still alive, I'm just feeling really sick right now
It's a lot of bad things I don't wanna think about
It's a lot of words in my head just tryna get them out
Don't know who to trust, go outside and I feel surrounded
I can't breathe without it
I can't dream without it
Your heart I don't know if I can be without it

Nobody's there to follow me home
I'm tired of lessons don't want any more
And you should've lead me, don't know where to go
I'll let it affect me, but act like it won't
Don't know what to say
I'm still stuck on hello
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost

Nobody's there to follow me home
I'm tired of lessons, don't want any more
And you should've lead me, don't know where to go
It's hopeless I know, know
Don't know what to say
I'm still stuck on hello
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
With a ghost, ghost

for a kiss

with a ghost

pick sides, spin dry, and none of it feels ok

Spin Dry (prod. soma)

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by micheal harrison
additional production by me, nerc

There's no need to cry
There's no need to worry
I'm right here my love
Tell me you can hear me
When I call your name out
There's something that fears me

There's something that fears you
What are you afraid of?
So what if I get near you?
So what if I know your in and outs?
So what if I know you deep down?
So what if I know your true self?      
Bae I'm never here to hurt you

My pretty girl

I wrote your name on the paper until I fell asleep
I pray to god that you're healing and find some inner peace
I tried to end it couldn't tell you what's got into me
Reach both my hands out and saw something that I'd never seen
We were so damn young
So damn young
So damn-
And it's not your fault
It's not your fault

My pretty girl
You’re such an angel my love
I miss you I miss you so so damn much
I miss you oh I-

my pretty girl

lyrics ⬇️ 
thought that you would like that
you just want a price tag
i feel like a lit match i dont wanna fight
back
but if i gotta ima scream right where the mic stand
if you talkin trauma then u speakin with the right man
hes right in front of you holdin on your cold hands
and i can feel ur attitude when givin u an eye exam
but i dont wanna lose i dont wanna kick the can
i got a lot to prove
guess i got a lot to tell
i wish that i could change 
toss it in a wishing well
i couldnt take the blame
oh my gosh im givin hell
and thats what they gon say everytime i tell my tale
ever since i was a little kid i felt like ima fail
ima try and do it again and then ill double fail
i was just a youngin skippin rocks and now im skippin meals
it might come as a shock ik there’s no appeal 

i dont eat no veggies i aint eatin on no kale
thats why they hate the sight of me im lookin way too frail
i got no one thats proud of me so ima leave a trail
my father said it readily but i know what he fears
he dont want his son to drive 100 off the rails
he dont want his son to be smokin with his peers
he dont his son to be all focused on em cheers
he just want his son to thank the lord for all his years
and now theres only one that ima fear and ima fear that
the most high and when im high i really feel bad
smoke to cope but then i cry when i relapse
and if theres hope i pray to god he help find that

cuz i been trying really hard and i get nothin back
got me rippin out my heart and now im going mad
i dont think that theres a single thing that i could do to make you glad
doing what i can
and you said that i cant stand up like a man
i dont want a life change i would rather scram
think i got no gratitude but look at where i am
but i know i need something to change to fees the fam
and

if you talkin trauma then u speakin with the right man
hes right in front of you holdin on your cold hands
and i can feel ur attitude when givin u an eye exam
but i dont wanna lose i dont wanna kick the can
i got a lot to prove
guess i got a lot to tell
i wish that i could change 
toss it in a wishing well
i couldnt take the blame
oh my gosh im givin hell
and thats what they gon say everytime i tell my tale
ever since i was a little kid i felt like ima fail
ima try and do it again and then ill double fail
i was just a youngin skippin rocks and now im skippin meals
it might come as a shock ik there’s no appeal