Dear Reader,
I was very stressed when writing & recording this track. I was talking to a girl and she felt needed to be my #1 focus, when I had told her from the start I wasn't looking for a relationship at all. On top of the stress and annoyance she was causing me, I was having a lot of inner conflict with my relationships with friends and family. When it says "everybody just wanting some more love" in the hook, I think that rings true. Love is for real the answer to all of life's problems. Stay up and stay positive. You can accomplish anything.
Much Love,
Timentes

So Lost

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So Lost (Prod. AM AKA Matt Mili)

darkside {prod. gee hues x jkei}

efmm

efmm (feat. luvizhate)

It Would Mean The World <3

mixed by @XO.JALEN

sushi's soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/timpenguin/complete-stranger-prod-sushipink

@heyyrigo 2CB* Feat. Sushi Pink (Prod. Rix)

THANOS

feat. @user-310210381
prod. @drmabeats @johnnyfriend
photo by @dispositionss from 2017

(marku)
how would they feel if i left for a while?
i haven't got a text or a call 'less i dial
i'm in denial, wish someone could prove me wrong
i have my doubts, i'll just stay at my house

i always get these thoughts when it hits night time
all the life got sucked out of me since '19
i miss breathing before that timeline
every 24 running by is so agonising
i have trouble finding any reason to keep on climbing
i hear the lighting of course i mind it, my health's declining

dust on my desktop what a view!
i wonder how much time i didn't spend w/ u
another person dead man, i stopped watching news
i feel so unbalanced bitch don't send me nudes

i don't feel like myself
i don't feel like myself
i don't feel like myself
i don't feel like myself

(stitch rox)
do you feel the same as me?
why are you so cold you're like -10 degrees
i've never been so low and you haven't been helping me
and the lies you told are so damn hard to believe
so i just lie awake in my bed
feeling lonely so i'm staring at the ceiling again
say you love me and the words have been stuck up in my head
and i just really wanna know when the misery ends

misery, the misery is you're trolling me,
and i'm losing sight of a swam of things
i dont like that i don't feel like myself

(marku)
how would they feel if i left for a while?
i haven't got a text or a call 'less i dial
i'm in denial, wish someone could prove me wrong
i have my doubts, i'll just stay at my house

i always get these thoughts when it hits night time
all the life got sucked out of me since '19
i miss breathing before that timeline
every 24 running by is so agonising
i have trouble finding any reason to keep on climbing
i hear the lighting of course i mind it, my health's declining

SPOTIFY

4awhile (feat. stitch rox)

promise me w/ yvngnaz

PRODUCTION BY ME


-------------Lyrics---------------

Had Too many  chances
show me that u Changed
Too many passes
For shit to stay the same
To many questions 
For actions un-explained 
Drank Too many glasses 
And shit still feel all this pain

Move on from your ex
No time to reflect.            X2
Move on to the next 
No time to depress

Oh please just save me the time 
Oh please don’t bore me with lies 
Oh jeez you think that I’m blind 
can’t think just want peace at mind  

60 missed calls on my phone in my recents 

30 voice mails of you failing to pieces 

blowing up line just to say I won’t be shit 

don’t need my love But you stuck like

adhesive 

Shit ain’t adding

Thought you had enough

Falling out out of love

 Didn’t give a fuck

Now you wanna cuff





It ain’t work out 
It ain’t worth now 
I don’t want you round 
I don’t want to doubt 
My decisions now 


Had Too many  chances
show me that u Changed
Too many passes
For shit to stay the same
To many questions 
For actions un-explained 
Drank Too many glasses 
And shit still feel all this pain

Move on from your ex
No time to reflect.            X2
Move on to the next 
No time to be stressed 


Blame me once that’s shame on you 
Blame me twice that’s shame me 
Blame me three times shame on us
You broke my heart destroyed our trust 



Love me hate me push me to the edge 
Fuck and choke me before your own regrets 
Suck me dry like burning cigarettes 
My nicotine will ease you of your stress

You’ve had enough 
Like bad dream 
You just wanna wake up 
I just cause pain 
And run your make up 
You can sense change 
don’t wanna breakup
You get it we’re done

TOO MANY CHANCES

Vampire in the mirror PT.2 (Prod.Whatkindaplace)

i made this song from the perspective of someone I hurt I hope you enjoy
mixed, mastered and sung by me|beat by @kcaaz

(lyrics)
all I do is try for you, try for you
I would even die for you, die for you
why do I cry for you bae
please don't go away

I would pop the percs for you, percs for you
only if that works for you, works for you
I'm sorry but I'm not ok
I guess that its just not my day

I been really running from your love
love is all fake, yeah its all bad
you make me happy, you make me sad
tell me you love me and tell me I'm fat
what do you want from me 
I did everything
everything I could from a distance
from a distance, from a distance
your getting kinda cold I wish that you could just be warmer
my wrist are way too clean you can't tell that I'm a self harmer
and now that my eyes start to water
you come closer, you come closer

baby come closer, baby come closer

all I do is try for you, try for you
I would even die for you, die for you
why do I cry for you bae
please don't go away

I would pop the percs for you, percs for you
only if that works for you, works for you
I'm sorry but I'm not ok
I guess that its just not my day

efmm (feat. luvizhate)

somber111

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