took me a bit to make this, but it was a ton of fun to experiment with some new sounds. s/o hero for teaching me about formant shifting /o/ 
I'm gonna try and release 2 songs next month, no guarantee though c:

lyrics:

I would lift your head when the water’s high
I would wrap your hands when you’re cold at night
lay flat on the ground so I break your fall
And I would be alright
I wouldn’t mind at all
I would move the sun when it blinds your sight
I would shoulder your weight and still stand upright
mutilate my body if my skin’s not right for you
if you were by my side 
I’d die for you
  
So I tear myself apart everyday that’s fine
I know that every piece ends up entwined
with my hands tracing slowly up up spine
sewing threads so tight they won’t unwind
I

wanna know
have you ever tried to be
anything more than what you’re trying to be
need to know 
if you’ve ever tried to see
everything that I can see

I could be a shipwreck washed ashore
I could be approaching meteors
I could be somebody’s last resort
Did I ever tell you that
that

Iiiii
will love you like I know to
castle in the sky 
baby I think we should float too
I’m barely alive
but for you I wanna pull through
if you were my ride or die
there’d be so much I could show you

I would lift your head when the water’s high
I would wrap your hands when you’re cold at night
lay flat on the ground so I break your fall
And I would be alright  
I wouldn’t mind at all
I would move the sun when it blinds your sight
I would shoulder your weight and still stand upright
mutilate my body if my skin’s not right for you
if you were by my side
I’d die for you

I could be a shipwreck washed ashore
I could be approaching meteors
I could be somebody’s last resort
Did I ever tell you that before?

break your fall (empty roads)

Stop changin, what love is
I feel it, these pieces
Missing some pieces
Missing
Stop changin, what love is
I feel it, I’m missin
These pieces
can’t tell me what I needed
can’t tell me If you feel it
What I’m feeling, is it a secret?
My love then, I’ll keep it secret
I don’t really mean it
I swear, I’ll never mean it
I can’t keep a secret
I can’t keep a secret

My love, gave it up for
Some drugs, what a fucking bore
I swore, I swore I loved you more
I swore I loved you more, I thought I loved you more

Gave it up for her
I feel like I’m losing myself
And I’m an addict all again
I don’t feel the same even with my friends
I don’t feel the same watch me do it all again
Fall in love again
And then lose some friends
Make a bad mistake and do it all again
History repeats every single fucking time
I wonder why I’m losing my mind this time

Stop changin, what love is
I feel it, I’m missin
These pieces
can’t tell me what I needed
can’t tell me If you feel it
What I’m feeling, is it a secret?
My love then, I’ll keep it secret
I don’t really mean it
I swear, I’ll never mean it

I’ll skip 1000 steps just to be with you
Too early to tell if this loves true
Too early to tell if this loves true
But I know I believe in you
Yeah, I know I believe in you
Yeah, I know I believe in you
Yeah, I know I know I know
I just hope it’s true
Just hope it’s true
Hope it’s true,believe in you
Hope it’s true, that’s what I do
Hope it’s true, believe in you
I just wanna see it through

secret (prod. babieyummo x cl6udy)

lyrics

fall in love with me again
wait in my coat while i smoke cigarettes
and plan to watch the sunrise, but fall asleep instead
i want to hold you like i used to
i want to tell you that i love you
we killed the tree and ripped the roots

and for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
now im no one
now im no one
(x2)

i miss those nights 
cuddled up during the winter we're soul tied
my brains succumb to the wither on both sides
like fuck tryna forget her
cuz now im packing my bags
im building the bags under my eyelids
and you're too attatched
and im way too sad for it to be august
and yesterday holds memories that im losing
i dont remember much nowadays
i dont remember much nowadays

fall in love with me again
wait in my coat while i smoke cigarettes
and plan to watch the sunrise, but fall asleep instead
i want to hold you like i used to
i want to tell you that i love you
we killed the tree and ripped the roots

and for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
now im no one
now im no one
(x2)

for now, im no one (p. muzcean)

Vocals, Mix & Master by @alex-thomas-fox
Produced by @everythingmackk
Released with safehaven.
Cover by Amy Rose / safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CqJG0Qzo-E

lyrics:
It doesn’t matter what I said to you
I didn’t mean it, I just didn’t think it through
Now I regret it, and all these words I can’t undo
Echo in my head like a ghost in the room

Late nights, replayin’ all the damage I made
Cut too deep, but I swear I never meant it that way
Tried to stitch it up, but the scars still stay
I keep losing love in the games I play

I hate the silence, it’s louder than the fight
Wish I could rewind and make it all right
But every broken promise is stuck in your eyes
And I can’t hide the truth behind all my lies

It doesn’t matter what I said to you
I didn’t mean it, I just didn’t think it through
Now I regret it, and all these words I can’t undo
Echo in my head like a ghost in the room

I never wanted to hurt you
I just didn’t know what words do
Now I’m drowning in the fallout
Praying you won’t shut me out
I’d give anything to change this
Erase the pain, rearrange it
But I’m stuck inside the mess I made
And I know I might have lost you

vails - lost you (everythingmackk)

i would do anything

carousel

inside

gut punch

After You

Copyright 2025 Drop Stereo. All songs written, created, performed, recorded by Timothy Anderson.

Verse 1
I learned to smile through broken rooms,
Called it strength when it was fear.
Built a life on staying small,
So no one saw me disappear.

Verse 2
I chased the wrong kind of comfort,
Just to keep the weight inside.
Every high just made me emptier,
Till I ran out of places to hide.

Pre-Chorus
But somewhere deep, a sound began to grow —
A small voice whispering, “Let it go.”

Chorus
I’m not just surviving,
I’m learning how to feel again.
Every mark upon my skin
Tells the story where I’ve been.
It’s not the fall that makes you break —
It’s choosing not to rise again.
Now I’m actually living,
Not just surviving.

Verse 3
I’ve held the hand of loss and love,
And both have changed my spine.
The pain still knocks from time to time,
But it no longer defines.

Bridge
I found calm in the slower days,
In someone’s patient eyes.
She showed me what forgiveness means,
Without another disguise.

Final Chorus / Outro
I’m not just surviving,
I’m standing where the morning begins.
The past still lingers, but it doesn’t win.
It’s not the fall that makes you break —
It’s choosing not to rise again.
Now I’m actually living,
Instead of just surviving.

Not Just Surviving

IN MY LIFE

its fun to forget
✷ 
NOTHING MUCH FOREVER 
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