produced by killedmyself

completely non profit

here's a little thing I made, might put it on an ep, might not 

lyrics

how many times can I write about the same old thing
about summer, spring, 'bout wedding rings and better things 
about a teenage vow in a parking lot
screaming fall out boy until our lungs gave out
its time I close my eyes now

just for tonight, I think that's alright 
see the ghost of u has lingered for a while
and I think ive earned some rest

do u think that's fair?

do u think that's fair (killedmyself)

lyrics ⬇️

it’s getting harder to breath now and no it’s not cuz I been smokin the leaves

everything falling apart how
you look at me and then I start to freeze

so hard to function everynight I look at you in my dreams
your filled with assumptions I’m sure of it so plz do not do that to me

i purposely do what I do I believe 
&
everyone exit the room when they see me

is it cuz they jus wan hear me on cd 
so sad that ain’t nobody see the real me

anxious like every day
Nobody gon save me
I been changing every way
But they don’t see no changing

look at the ceiling when I go to bed
stressed out from everything stuck in my head
it’s something to do with a personal issue
It make me think that they all want me dead
I cannot rest 
I cannot wake up and go to next

never impressed so I reset everything that I ever thought was best

put to the test 
Look to the left
somebody looking at you for some trust
No coming down from all the drugs
ur just as useless so everyone judge
you for the look 
of the disgust

look in my eyes
you won’t say nun
look to the sky 
you better run
or I’m comin after you I don’t got guns
but I got an attitude it ain’t so fun
Yea you don’t wanna deal with me if I’m in love
if you out to trick me I’ll fly like a dove
i didn’t want issues I just wanted trust

like I had said way more than once 
we had those issues when we were at lunch
i gave you tissues when you needed sum 
now you just ridicule all of my songs
oh my god
what have I lost
i lost the feeling that I wanted most
i lost the company I wanted close
hope they remember when I’m a ghost
oh no
I’m out the zone
i need some help if I ever get home
they breaking the barriers more than my bones
so I say my prayers that you wouldn’t know 
the Holy Spirit can protect my soul
it’s way too late for those who have sold

look at me (cxrter)

Going through motions, I know it’s over
Not sober but certain tell me it’s working

I’m not sober right try to fix shit, but it leads to another fight
I don’t think I’ll sleep tonight. 
I don’t wanna sleep tonight.
Tell me why 
tell me why I can’t tell you what I want to

I’m going through motions 
I know it’s all over I’m not sober but I want to 
I feel complete when I’m with you

I know it’s done right
I don’t wanna see you now you were like my kryptonite
I don’t wanna feel all right I don’t wanna feel all right
I don’t wanna have you here at my crib tonight 
leave right
I don’t think I’ll sleep right

goin (Jang0 x LickOwens)

in my dreams (pretty)

i was just a casualty of you and her

the little things

oh

i hold on
with little reason to 
i try to see it thru
but i cant
its out of my hands 
i cry with my friends 
i wont do this again 
is what i tell myself 
every
time

i cry with my friends (irby)

july

everything we deserve! [grayskies]

freedom

FROZEN

its fun to forget
✷ 
NOTHING MUCH FOREVER 
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i was just a casualty of you and her

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