i love u deadwood

[wraith]
Friend
I’m seeing red
You took the words right out my head
And yet again
I make a mess of what is left
The way I tend
Take the punch out of my breath
My heart out of my chest

Darling you just wanna tempt me
Okay
Why’d we have to bet it all on today
I just wish that you would mean the words that you say
Praying that we let what’s meant to be fade

You
left me strangling on words
So I’m left coughing up the verses
What is it worth?
What is it worth?
What is it-

I guess you’re the enemy
I try to see what’s happening next
Y-y-you mangle intentions
With your hands on my neck
E-Easy prey to deception
And I’m caught in the trap
Yeah I keep falling like that

[vampy]
you said trust the pain it'll pass
but i've been counting ghosts in the glass
half empty bottles 
late night calls 
scrolling through my fucking downfall

and i hate how you still smile that way
when i told you that i might not stay 
know your ego is death
rip my heart out my chest
swear your love is a curse
vampy, blood on your neck

i tried
i lied
gave up
two times
saw you
go by
your eyes
like knives

soul numb
i died
can’t run
can’t hide
the truth
won’t slide
it cuts
inside

Friend, I see the fire in your eyes
Burning bridges while we live in lies
Every word you spit, it cuts like a knife
I’m just trying to hold on, survive the night

if you read this when i'm gone don't cry
really i'm just tired of being alive
deadwood forest gave up
kicked the chair and said goodbye

red w/ vampy (cxrter x ryan kelly)

first time trying to layer
dont dog me too hard
all love,
thank you for listening
- vampy <3

-------LYRICS-------

drained out in the streetlight glow
perfume in my winter coat
deadwood night i have no pulse
empty veins
heart of stone
i was blind while you played your games
now i’m numb to the sound of your name
you laugh while I fall apart
left my body
took my heart

i see it clear, i see it now.
said forever
knew to doubt
words were warm
your eyes were loud
told the truth you’d never mouth

took my soul
left me cold
such a whore
pull the cord
kissed your lips
i fold
so bold
no soul
story told

empty eyes
the glass still shakes
footsteps fade
my body aches
you said love but it felt like blame
every word
felt the flame

now the silence drags me down
love decayed inside this house
you’re reaching out
long gone
cant turn around

took my soul
left me numb
cold and quiet
here I come
kissed your lips
felt the frost
all is lost
no way back
story closed
i lost track
in my home
oh no

decay. (cxrter x cl6udy)

i love strong and i dont feel bad about it at all 

future note: i do actually feel really bad about it but like i try to tell myself i dont to make myself feel better

exiter

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Lyrics:

(Swamp)
As my sight goes back and the day finally meets its end 
All my thoughts release and blow away here in the evening wind 
Are you proud of what I’ve done 
Or are you mad at me 
Well at any rate please forgive me for this tragedy
The thought of you is like the last think I remember 
I could see my breath there in that cold I’m thinking December 
That day I signed my fate and swore it’d all get better 
And some how I just fucking return back by the teather 
Defeated and ready to give up again 
I’m a fragment of memories better off dead
Ill resurface shortly to warn of the threat 
That drains all your energy but swears she’s a friend 
As my hand breaks through 6 feet of dirt 
I remember why I left cause this place it had me feeling burnt 
Always questioning my worth 
And telling me it could be worse 
How the fuck could it be worse 
You’re the only one that’s laughing 
I’m the only one that’s hurt 
Take a tip from me there ain’t shit for us here but misery 
If they ain’t forgot you yet they shurly will and just let you fade into history 
Cause you ain’t shit but skin and bones 
Another liability 
Just do it to yourself don’t even let em get that victory 

(Hero)
don't leave
i've still got more to say
if my home is not with you where the fuck else should i stay
yuh yuh
used to give me time of day
now the clouds a different range
and they vaguely form your face
yuh yuh
applying force unto the galaxy
it kinda feels as i was meant to be
i don't think that my voice matters more than any other
but i think i'll say the things a lot who struggle maybe couldn't
no don't get to close to me
might pass on sorrow and my suicidal tendencies
i'm too damaged i ain't take the path right next to me
i guess it's wrong i hope that you can kinda bear with me
give me all your energy
you weren't just a friend to me
rotting slowly i just need a drink to make the night
hold me close i was never fuckin tryna fight
thru your next relationship i hope you're keeping me in mind

(Swamp)
Take a tip from me there ain’t shit for us here but misery 
If they ain’t forgot you yet they shurly will and just let you fade into history 
Cause you ain’t shit but skin and bones 
Another liability 
Just do it to yourself don’t even let em get that victory

House of Misery w/ hero p. Swamp x Michael Harrison

conversations at the end (soprettyanxiety)

[VERSE 1]
Head buried deep, can’t see the sky
Rain falls heavy, but I don’t even cry
Show up a mess, you still let me near
Trace my bruises, whisper everything I fear
Fell for the chaos I can’t escape
Love the broken pieces, even when they scrape

[CHORUS]
She said,
“maybe I can fix you”
I wanted it, I needed it
(ohh)
But I’m too far gone, yeah, I’m too far gone
She said,
“maybe I could kiss you”
I needed it, I needed it
(ohh)
But I’m too far gone, yeah, I’m too far gone
She said…

[VERSE 2]
Tryna see the version of you that never came
Vices take control, feeding every flame
Demons at the edge, creeping in my mind
You swallow all the pain, leave the world behind
Wouldn’t trade this hurt for anyone, just let it be
Lost the friends I trusted, now it’s haunting me
Silence makes it louder, memories replay
Killed the old me, left fragments in the gray

[CHORUS]
She said,
“maybe I can fix you”
I wanted it, I needed it
(ohh)
But I’m too far gone, yeah, I’m too far gone
She said,
“maybe I could kiss you”
I needed it, I needed it
(ohh)
But I’m too far gone, yeah, I’m too far gone
She said…

[OUTRO]
She tried to fix me, but I broke her instead
Baby, no matter what you do, you can’t fix my head
You should burn while you have the chance
Run, run, and never look back

fix you

love u all

lyrics

I don’t what to say
Cause baby I can’t save you
I can’t manage anything at all
“Leave it for the tape”
Everyone can play you
You were never meant to be a song

After all
We had been through
We may never meet again
In this life
Or the next
I meant everything I said

Stomach full of shooters
Death to the suitor
She’s carved out of marble
My mental is pewter
All I ever do
Is play dead on computers
Never meant to shoot back
It all happened too fast

I just watch as everything decays
Hide behind a cover and some .wavs
I just need a buffer needed saved
I don’t wanna do this
I don’t wanna prove shit

Fists to the table
Words feeling strangled
What am I to do
When I realize I'm not able
Eighth as a cradle
Head filled with maybes
I know when I suicide
That someday you’ll thank me

Think I’ve gone crazy
4 AM day dreams
I’ll die in this room
So please just leave me here baby
You ain' t gon’ save me
You just might take me
I don’t wanna break, my mistake, I just hate 
When you leave me here shaking

I don’t what to say
Cause baby I can’t save you
I can’t manage anything at all
“Leave it for the tape”
Everyone can play you
You were never meant to be a song

<3

pewter (emory)

heart charm

birds

you mean everything .+*

Cigarettes after sex & Lana Del Rey (ai) - Nothing’s gonna hurt you baby (remix)

its fun to forget
✷ 
NOTHING MUCH FOREVER 
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you mean everything .+*

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