the ouija took my whole soul 
and now im yours
is it just the way it goes
come stay with me 
you sound so sweet 
over the phone
is it just me
or are alone
i thought i was the one in the ghost suit
but you proved me wrong
when i took off my mask
and standing there was you
how can i help when i dont have an arm to race
ghost ligaments and phantom limbs
legitimize myself 
i have so much when im inside of you
im the voice you fall asleep to at night
and when you wake up you feel like everything is all right

Haunted and Possesed

the chest in the house they left behind
probably holds the answers to why 
youre so miserable 
but youll never see inside
because you hate me
and im in those places
you want to be
immature indiscreet
its a secret to only me
i dont love you anymore
as you wrap your teeth
and you taste me
brute champagne

Never Getting Better

everything is different now that i am older
i dont know how to feel when i am sober
build me up
so i can let you down again
get me high
so i can feel the ground im in 
playing with dolls until they said its over
now im all alone at the party 
even though i drove her
take me home
sweep me up 
so i can be clean again 
take me down 
so you can be where i am

The Fourth Dimension

spinning around 
you got me feeling so down
i wonder if you 
remember me too
hanging on roofs
feeling so free
address myself as 
the adult in the room
laying on floors
thinking who will we be 
five years from now
did you know its without me
ghosts in the walls 
haunt myself clean
crawl in through the
smoke in the screen
playing pranks on 
your dad in the tree

Fall 2016

monday blues 
on the news 
if im being honest
i want to get high with you
i want to sit in my room 
and talk about the same things
we did 
last week
i want to make you feel special 
but i ran away from my job
didnt tell them i quit
so i cant afford a point five anyhow 
now all i do is sleep in 
have nightmares of my past lives
like when i was the cool kid 
and all i knew was night life
passing through the motions
if im being honest
i want to get high with you 
i want to sit in my room 
and talk about the same things 
we did 
last week

SORRY, DAD!

Monday Blues

baby 
i get lost in your head
honey
can you save me instead
darling
you are lost in my bed
i can be anyone 
as long as you dont recognize
who is behind 
all these subtle lies
i wish i miss who you were
but i am 
over her
i will always miss you

Doodles in the Form of a Song

another song about the town that i hate
another song about the girls that i date (hate)
another song about the friend sent away 
i hate hate hate
around and around we go again
i wanna be what the snow is to you 
i wanna be cold and then cool
i wanna be hot like glue 
and i dont wanna be stuck here like you
going to the corner store just to be anywhere but here
in this house that i hate
in this home that i made
into a nest 
and then put all my eggs inside
just for them to break one egg at a time
i hate hate hate 
you
i wanna be what the stars is to you
i wanna be big and then small and then big again
i wanna get in a car and have it do what they do
i wanna run away with my foot in your shoe
my heart
i thought was in the right place
but its not 
its just right in my face
me plus you
over and over again
its over again

One Step Forward Two Steps Back

im feeling differently 
usually im the one to leave 
clinically 
diagnosed to be inside 
of your canopy 
alone with the things that I own
pariah means more to me 
you know
your paranoia 
takes control of me
i wanted to grow old with you
michael says hello
on a lonely night 
i wanted to 
fly kites with you 
take it to 
places you

Something About Mary