split with foxtails from connecticut. songs written mid-2016, abandoned and then finished one year later; eventually recorded in january 2018. this is our attempt at unbridled positivity, to coincide with the end of a long and difficult winter
ALL RIGHTS TO FOXTAILS AND ALGAE BLOOM

How are you?

Life in brio

If I Was Talking Meaningfully With My Friends

Understanding In Negative

Cucaracho

To Kitty Love Bunny

from 2014 album “in hopes of a new tomorrow”
(Lyrics)

Mixed in 
with dirt and spit
I am the worm 
burrowed 
in the ground 
without a sound
you can't hear me 
but not a peep
I am the black sheep 
this is how you view me 
a ghost without a sheet
 a mirror with no reflection
a scapegoat with no voice
 this is your system
Crippled
Weak
Oppressive
Beasts
Strangled
Gagged
Democracy
A Fabrication

All My Wishes Were Thrown Down a Well and Should Die There - Estropie

Catalyst - forgive me

From 1972andesflightdisaster split

(Lyrics)

One day this will all end we'll go back to our middle wage jobs and count as the seconds become years, write poems about what could have been and throw pennies in the shopping malls fountain and can't help but wish the tiles beneath our feet become the ledge we cast ourselves off in pursuit of a solution to our problems, birds singing just to hear them selves speak over the sound of scripture and funeral playlist, caskets lowered to the beat of our relatives hearts and fireflies fill the new graves sky
Paint peeling from the decay of abandoned houses
Dust builds on shelves that use to be filled Screams of joy and pain still echo the empty halls
And sights of folks that use to walk on these floors are rumored to be seen

Paint peeling from the decay of abandoned houses
Dust builds on shelves that use to be filled Screams of joy and pain still echo the empty halls
And sights of folks that use to walk on these floors are rumored to be seen
It hurts To be
Out of body
And no one can see you Or hear your voice
We choose the love think we deserve but settling for less has left scars and im not afraid of the dark but im afraid of fucking up or missing the path i should have taken even if the other one is faster everyone says i have a whole life ahead of me but the tunnel looks shorter and shorter the more i think about it and the more i dream about it and i might as well hammer a nail into the coffin and call it a day
Death seems like a safe route
And I'll fantasize about it till im gone

All my wishes were thrown down a well and should die there - scary stories to tell in the dark

From AMWWTDAWASDT split
(Lyrics)

SHE loves me...she loves me not. I tear my hands, scatter the broken fingers... As we scatter the random riddling heads of daisies tumbling through summer. It's after one and you must be asleep. The milky way is like a silver river. I'm in no hurry. There's no need to wake you or disturb you with thunder. It's what they call the end of the affair. Love's gondola has struck the rocks of fact. We're quits--no point in totting up our score of troubles, miseries, and wrongs. See how much peace the world can give. The sky is wrapped in stars, the gift of night. At such a time you rise, and find you speak to all the years, the future, and the world. It's after one and you must be asleep. Or maybe you can feel the night as well. I'm in no hurry.
There's no need To wake you or disturb you with thunder.

1972andesflightdisaster - vacuity

From VRIL split
(Lyrics)

Empty stomachs but stuffed shelves
They starve the children
Till they pay up
They starve the families
Till they beg enough
So dig and dig till you find your heart
I bet it was buried
in dollar bills capitalist hearts are dollar bills
Do you think the stars can hear us?
our growling stomachs echo

All my wishes were thrown down a well and should die there - aerith death scene

From AMWWTDAWASDT split
(Lyrics)

What if we crashed?
Would you be at my funeral?
Porcelain skin
Shiny from the moisture
Broken glass
Reflections of the past
You'd look so good in black.
Airplane crash fantasy
Apparitions haunting you
Fellow victims of a selfish wish
I just wanted to know if you cared

All my wishes were thrown down a well and should die there- airplane crash fantasy

I Wrote Haikus About Cannibalism in Your Yearbook  She Died Real Pretty - Split (Unreleased)

Love Lost But Not Forgotten - demo

End Over End - Full Discography

The name of the band was derived from the 70s/80s American sitcom of the same name. The reason for naming the group after such was explained by A. Morbid as being because everyone in the show displays "an act of euphoria" and the music composed in Happy Days is "far away from that, I thought the name would be perfect, especially that it catches people off ...
DSBM

Happy days - Take me away

Train Breaks Down - Track 1

Train Breaks Down - Had This Cool Dream Where Gianni Was Doing Backflips on a Bike on Flat

Train Breaks Down - Piles of Footprints

Train Breaks Down - Pillbug

Train Breaks Down - Thanks For Your Time Then You Can Thank Me For Mine

Train Breaks Down - Glimpses of Insecurities in the Eyes of Others

Train Breaks Down - Mouths Like Snowflakes

Train Breaks Down - Too Much Thinking Makes Me Ill

Train Breaks Down - To Be You

Delusions All Around You (feat. Starveoutwest & Hermosaviolenta)

live2

live3

live4

live5

Regurgitated Semen Records / Germany / 2008

Abandoner   0:00
Sirens   0:07
Trenchfoot   0:20
Cult object   0:23
Becoming wrath   0:36
Thirteen   0:42
Palehorse   0:53
Lust victim   1:06
Medusa   1:16
Landfill   1:34
November   1:48
Gallows   2:09
Scorched earth   2:42
Horses don't just commit suicide   3:04
Betrayer   3:15
War wounds   3:37
Bleeding venom   3:55
Mother nature   4:07
Stillborn   4:24
Cross carrier   5:19
Frail   5:22
Sucker punch   5:48
Sister gomorrah   6:04
Hive mind   6:26
Tar black 6:38

THOUSANDSWILLDIE - A carcass is only dead once 7" (2008)

I'm thinking about jumping out of this window
To see if I'll float up to the sky,
Then explode.
Up to the sky.(x2)

(I'm not the same)
Then maybe you would
(But what can I do?)
See how I feel.
(I will never)
Maybe you would.
See how I feel.
(Lie)

When my
Upsides
Are Down.
When my
Insides
Are out.

And when we're
Back against the wall,
By what?

I've been wasting life again,
Inside my head.
credits
from The Sick Nutsman EP, released June 15, 2013

Marital Roles - That Tent Was a Bad Idea

We walked side by side.
With no end in sight.
Where fate never fades.
We coughed out the feelings.

With rope burns on my palms,
I'm laughing at death.
Cold nights that lack warm arms,
I'll never forget.
Blood stains and sweat smeared
Across my chest.
It could be lipstick.
It could be regret.

I laughed out my mouth.
The light I'll never know.
I've always lived in the dark.
The timing's awful enough.

I am afraid.
It could make you happy. (x3)

I am afraid
(I am nothing.)
I am afraid
(I am nothing.)
Of being nothing.
Of being nothing
(I am nothing.)
Of being nothing.
credits
from The Sick Nutsman EP, released June 15, 2013

Marital Roles- Merit Badge

No idol.
No hope.
Stagnation.
I don't know how to hide from this.
I deserve it.
This is my fault.

Marital Roles - Every Time I Come in Contact with a Religious Person, I Feel the Need to Wash my Hands

as you sleep with your window open, with chances for new opportunities to flow in you sit back and you say "i really shouldnt" disinclined and reluctant i hold back and loathe your presence, i really shouldnt 16x


All credits to DepartMeFromBearIsland

Departmefrombearisland- Beheaded By The Hands Of So-Called Faith.mp3

motors and actuators, still connected by wires as if we were still one, when your thoughts were still pure, in the absence of harm, hallucinations make me wonder, i seep into your mind, momentarily we are still one. perforated light refracts,
its broken this perfect view, i seep into your mind, momentarily we are, we are still one still connected and ill still wonder, and ill still wonder, connected as one connected as one, and ill still wonder and ill still wonder, connected, connected as one, connected by wires, i seep into your mind, its broken this perfect view


All credits to Departmefrombearisland

Departmefrombearisland - Concept Unification.mp3

brighter side i've never seen unravels cross out this blank slate, for you have shown me truth to a darker kind of life, i'll seep through and i can't turn around, it only feels right to be one with you and it tears me apart. a path closer to separation, seep through my heart as your kind smile infiltrates my soul, glancing back on the things we used to do it only makes things hard it only makes things further out of reach, i've sewn up my heart no you cant save me torn the thread you've blemished my view so ill do nothing but we'll stay coalesced forever only by vulnerability, state of impermanence sympathetic waves break the mold


All credits to Departmefrombearisland

Departmefrombearisland - So Far.mp3

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