CHRBRG Outro Song - Charborg

keep me alive in your head

i've given it all that i had
ended up finishing last
fighting memories of the past
trauma to which i am latched
these demons are catching up fast
hit the ground running, in over my head
up to my neck in an ocean of dread
covered in red
keep me alive in your head
i'd be better off dead
pacing and counting to ten
leaving messages on read
leaving everything unsaid
i let a shot ring out
as my vision fades out
scowl on my face as i am on my way out
wanna find a way out
there ain't nothin to be found
to be is to be without

keep me alive in your head

to be is to be without

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Solar

i feel so alone in a world of eight billion people 
no one knows i exist and it feels like i could leave and nobody would notice
i was never good with love, any time i could have had it i just had to fuck it up
tellin myself it's fine but it feels like it's not the truth, it's a lie and i know this

longing to be adored, longing to be longed for
always ignored, i think i'll just leave out the back door
think i'll just go before i embarrass myself anymore than i already have
all that i have is never enough

sing me to sleep
im sick of the aching, im sick of the pain
i've been here for too long and don't want to remain so just
sing me to sleep

sing me to sleep
i just keep aging, i've nothing to gain
i've been waiting for the day i lay in my grave so just
sing me to sleep

sing me to sleep

LAST N FINAL ONE IM POSTING
written n sung by me
guitar n drums n bass by dom
white widow presentz
stay tuned... X3

walk around with my head down
in my sadness i tend to drown(drown)
i don’t want to wake up tomorrow...
do u have one beer that i could borrow?
how do i make myself clear?
i think i need another beer

think of me, think of me
i just wanted to know what u think of me
i just wanna hear u say u wanted me
u dont even care and i don’t wanna hear what u have to say(dontsayitdontsayit)

after all this i think i need a beer
want u to drink up my tears
think think of meee
after all this i think i need a beer
don’t be like the rest and disappear
need another beer

pass me another beerrrrrrrrrrrr

pass me another pass me another

pass me another pass me another

beer
i don’t want to do this dear
you barely drank your beer
cheers to me and i’ll be sincere
th th th think of me
you’ll fucking see
i don’t want anyone to interfere

after all this i think i need a beer

Commie

you could burn me alive if it would make you feel better (X4)

i ain't got nothin to live for anyway
anything i say just ends up comin out the wrong way
sorry if i hurt you, i think i've just had a bad day

no capacity for love, don't know if i'm even sorry
don't know if i even can be
why am i so fuckin empty
no capacity for love, don't know if i'm even sorry
please don't tell me that you love me

you could burn me alive if it would make you feel better (X4)

burn me alive

will i feel this way forever or will i finally choke
on the lies i tell myself, or on the pills i take to cope
when will i finally croak, my whole life's a fuckin joke
empty pockets, always broke
wish i was hanging by a rope
ain't got no soul
ain't got no home
ain't got no hoes
im all alone
poppin pills until i doze
put a bullet in my dome and then call it a day

im goin insane
puffin on dope just to cope with the pain
roll up my sleeves and i sharpen the blade
just let me sleep i don't wanna remain
blow out my brains and i'll be on my way
the only way i'll be free of my shame
dead in the dirt with some piss on my grave (grave)
after a while they'll forget my name
kill me and cast all my claims to the flame (flame)
send me to hell i could never be saved (saved)

Forever?

flex a lot even tho i got nothin
ain't shit in my bank account, yeah bitch i'm frontin
ain't change the fact that i'm still out here huntin
pig duckin, ho fuckin, ay
rollin up a blunt and imma bout to get to puffin, yuh
puff away the pain until none of this shit mean nothin, ay
residue up in my nose from all these pills i'm huffin, ay
never get no love and so i'm always fuckin druggin, ay
fuck you

(haha, anyway...)

Don't care how you coming all you haters you mean nothing 
SMC turn up the function yea we get it bumping 
Pull up to the scene, yea you know ya boy stuntin
Bottom of the barrel SMC we come from nothing 
Don't be quick to judging 
Niggas try to run up on me then they quick to fold 
Bitches try to ride me like a motherfuckin flow
Takin everything up in the motherfuckin store
You already know how I'm coming through the door VVEB a heartbreaker, leave you crying on the floor 
Gave her ass everything and she still be wanting more 
Trip around the sun, this my twentieth 
Fingers on my soul 
Forever independent SMC can't be controlled 
On the mic is the only time I ever talk
So when I spit my rhymes all these niggas stare and gawk 
Fuck with SMC we'll leave your body in some chalk

get my drip from the thrift shop, lip gloss
on my dick, bitch givin me top
don't stop, boutta finish
slick with the hip hop
fuck around and imma make the glick pop
till that shit lock, kickin till it make my wrist pop

SMC on top bitch, go and get a mop bitch
blood all on the floor, that shit is leakin from a opp, bitch
fuck a cop, bitch...
this rap shit is fuckin slop, bitch

(uhhhh... fuck it, i'm done)

LIP GLOSS

LIP GLOSS (feat. VVEB)

i ain't got nothin but bad luck
don't ask me how i been, never been better
you will never find anyone fuckin deader
it's ok, i'm in my lane, drip gettin wetter
(x2)

all i ever do is lie and lie
to keep my head quiet so i can lie at night
i got panic in my mind tonight, feelin like i'm fuckin runnin out of time
fuck it, i got nothin, no drive
got every reason to cry 
no tears in my eyes, you might think i was fine
feels like i've already died and come back a thousand times
i can't read between the lines, i'll just snort em til i'm fine
no drive
got every reason to cry 
no tears in my eyes, you might think i was fine
feels like i've already died and come back a thousand times
i can't read between the lines, i'll just snort em til i'm fine
 
i ain't got nothin but bad luck
don't ask me how i been, never been better
you will never find anyone fuckin deader
it's ok, i'm in my lane, drip gettin wetter
(x2)

BAD LUCK

SMC IS A MOVEMENT, FUCK A LABEL

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to be is to be without

somnolentus

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