i don’t wanna say goodbye 
i can stay a few more nights 
all those times u made me cry
am i weak if i don’t mind
you’re a pattern i repeat 
love the one who’s hurting me
am i weak if i don’t mind
picked it up when i was five

i’ll stay again
make sure i have nothing left 
i’ll drain myself 
trying to be the way that you see me 

i didn’t know that love isn’t hard 
the words that you say aren’t meant to leave scars
i’ll love you forever but that’s not by choice
i can’t but love all the people that hurt me

so 

i don’t wanna say goodbye 
i can stay a few more nights 
all those times u made me cry
am i weak if i don’t mind
you’re a pattern i repeat 
love the one who’s hurting me
am i weak if i don’t mind
picked it up when i was five

i don't wanna say goodbye

I Dont Wanna Say Goodbye

:,( 
or 
:,)

“Mother’s Daughter/Ceremonies” 
Music & Lyrics by: Mercedes Ferreira-Dias

Furrowed brows relax in this tempting inn
I felt, you were close 
A serpent with the softest skin 
Cradle hands 
A friend-full touch, I charge my fingertips 
With her pulse
Imagining forbidden traded spit 	

I am my mother’s kid 
After all 

Silhouetted through the towering windows by the lights of sin 
I guessed, you were kind 
A siren with a lustful grin
Well-kept hands 
A tender touch, she wraps herself around 
My shrouded tongue 
Clipping a lover’s vow, what a delicate sound 

I am my mother’s sorrow 
After all 

Dangling feet, the river’s edge, a memory held in bliss 
I knew, you were gentle 
A sorcerous with a potioned kiss 
Matching hands 
A lovers touch, we walk along the walls
Leaving stains 
She’ll sleep, I’ll stay awake, to paint 
Over them all 

I am my mother’s child
After all  
I am my mother’s daughter
After all

Mother's Daughter - Voice Memo

They made the beat-https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5MRuLE20nTE&list=PLcKgz6e7_2buQXsimWMSEEa3_VfA_zjWx&index=26 

(prods.StainedTapes)

Fall (prods.StainedTapes)

princess

Marilyn

Frank Ocean - Miss You So (original)

Frank Ocean played an alternate version/cover of Close To You live at FYF 2017; this is that song individualized and cleaned up.

Close To You/Never Can Say Goodbye

Ever Changes

skeleton woman demo

CHAMBER OF REFLECTION JERSEY MIX

the cherie on top🍒

💌mail me @ songsfromesme@gmail.com

Marilyn

Esmé