When you are love bombed by someone and you’re so caught up in the fantasy, you ignore all the feels that are just screaming at you, telling you something is really wrong! You feel it in the pit of your stomach! you can’t eat or sleep, but you are slowly becoming so obsessed with this person! This is literally my story!! 🥺

Lyrics:
All these red flags 
How you got me so blind 

I thought I loved you 
but you wore a false face 
No you weren’t true 
My heart was all over the place

Hoping you were the one 
You using me for just fun 
Can’t change the past it’s done 
I found myself on the run 

Running from the pain 
it’s numbing my brain 
I’ve been going insane 
Trying to explain 

All these red flags 
How you got me so blind 
I wanted you so bad 
you took over my mind 
All these red flags 🚩

All These Red Flags

Everyone’s life journey is different. The only advice I can give you is, don’t give up, no matter what it looks like!

Lyrics:

Why does it still hurt?

Gave you the keys
To drive me insane
You called it love
Theres no words to explain

How you made me believe
It was true love with me

I should be over it by now
I’ve gotta stop feeling it all somehow 🎶

Why Does It Still Hurt

Unfortunately, I had a couple of “lessons” in my life and some days I beat myself up, thinking I can’t let my exes go but honestly, look at me…… I am still learning lessons from my past! I just wonder if I helped them in anyway if they’ve learned anything from me. 😆🥺🥰

Lyrics:

You showed up 
Just to unpack your trauma 
And I put up with all your drama 

I showed up 
hoping to find the one 
But instead I found a loaded gun 


All I wanted with you was love 
But all you gave me was an obsession 
trying to create beautiful dreams with you 
and life turned you into a lesson 

All you wanted was to use me up 
Now I have just one confession
I never wanted to go to war 
but you made me stronger than before 

All I wanted with you was love 
but life gave me a lesson 🥺🎶

Lesson

This song is an even deeper look into how I can better myself. I always believed that “I had so much love” and I loved people so hard that I almost crushed them, expecting them to love me the same and holding on so tight they can’t breathe. To me, that has always felt just as toxic as someone who avoids their feelings and taking accountability. This is my side of the apology and my part in healing the past. The thing is, I can’t heal or change anyone else. For all those that have hurt me before, may you find the strength and courage to learn all about yourselves too and be the best you possible. I am learning that’s all I can expect from you going forward ❤️‍🩹

Lyrics:
I tried to dissect you
Cuz you were the problem  
Our relationship was toxic 
there were issues and baby, you got them 

But what about me 
Was I too blind to see 
No it wasn’t all you 
I’ve got issues of mine too 

We walked around in chains 
yet I expected you to change 
how could I fly with broken wings 
judging you with your puppet strings 

and know that I’m sorry 
If you needed to heal 
I couldn’t fix you or me 
no matter how I feel 
Can we pray for healing beyond apologies

Beyond Apologies

We’re just two mirrors, mirroring our insecurities. I had a fear of rejection and he had a fear of intimacy and we clashed in this dark dance. My feelings scared him… 


Lyrics:
I saw you in my reflection 
My fear of rejection 
We’re just two façades 
Pretending to smile 
But the thrill could only last a while 

We’re just two mirrors 
we can’t feel good enough 
and you can’t feel my love 
Leaving me shattered 
Pieces of my heart scattered 
on the floor 
and I can’t trust us anymore 


We’re mirrors
Mirroring our insecurities 🎶

Mirrors

hooo I had to work for this song! 🎶 lol It was fun to make tho. Hope you all enjoy! The theme of this song is literally right out of my diary and I felt this way for soo long but I’m truly healing each day 🙏🏻 Love you all! Hope everyone is well! 

Lyrics:

You watched the bridge as it burned 
leaving me feeling used 
I felt sick as the chapter turned 
Why was I so confused 

You left me to carry this heavy heart 
That painful ending was just the start 
To something beyond my control 
This journey of healing my soul 

You can’t change our  yesterday 
but I wish it all could go away 
no apology will even do 
I just wanna escape 
The hauntings of you 

(I’m not asking too much of you, all I really want you to do)

Just take it all back
All the games you played 
and the months I stayed 

Just take it all back 
the hits to my brain 
Driving me so insane 

Please take it all back
You don’t owe me anything 
I just don’t wanna feel this pain 

I’ll forgive you and walk away 
there’s nothing more that you can say 

Just take it all back 
You don’t have to care about me 
Just take it all back 
Just take it all back 🎶❤️‍🩹

Take It All Back

Song about the toxic relationships I’ve been in:￼

Your love is a storm
Oh, your love is a storm 

I just cant forget
The way we first met
Lightening hit my eyes 

I was struck by you 
your energy came through
you took me by surprise 

But with lightening, rolls in the thunder
your love, it took me under

Your love is a storm
a dark cloud to keep me warm
You keep me out in your rain
As it falls on my skin like pain 

Your love is a storm
Oh, your love is a storm ⛈️ ❤️‍🩹

Your Love Is a Storm

Found this song hidden in my Bandlab projects. Don’t even remember making it. Thought it sounded cool slowed down!

Delirious (Slowed Down)

I can’t believe AI made this for me 😍😍😍 a song about online relationships when all you can see is their emoji and you don’t know the real them but you’re falling in love with the ideas and the fantasies. Forever trapped in cyberspace just longing to be with that person in real life and hoping they’re everything you have dreamt of 🌹

Emoji Mystery (AI)

AI Song about the aftermath being ghosted in a toxic relationship ❤️‍🩹 despite all the struggles he seemed to have, I thought love would be bigger than that. Unfortunately, I had to watch him walk out of my life and let him live without me.🌹 

It’s cool how I had the idea for a while now, “I miss the most of you, here, stuck with the ghost of you” and AI was able to write this for me 😍

Lyrics:

Verse 1.
Here I stand
In a room so cold 
Haunted by the stories 
We once told 

Miss your touch 
Miss the light in your eyes 
Now I’m lost in the sea of goodbyes 

Hook.
Every night I’m chasing shadows on the wall 
Hoping that you’ll hear my silent call 
Ghost of you lingers in my mind 
Wish I could leave the past behind 

Chorus.
I miss the most of you 
The laughter, the tears
Now I’m stuck with the ghost of you 
Through all these years 

I miss the most of you
Our dreams and our fears 
Now I’m stuck with the ghost of you 
Haunting me here 

Verse 2. 
Fighting whisper echo 
In the dark 
Every word you said 
Leaves a mark 

Memories play like an old rewind 
But I can’t leave you behind

Hook 2.
In the silence, I feel your breath 
In the emptiness of what’s left 
The ghost of you is all I see 
Haunting dreams eternally 

Chorus.

Ghost Of You (AI)

This AI song actually really touched me and brought tears to my eyes 🥹 because it’s exactly how I feel now after all these years! 

Personal story when I had a ex first ghost me, I had already chased him once and I decided he didn’t want to be chased, and I had to let him go and at first I thought I was tough and OK but as the years went by I realized he left a hole in my heart … each day, though I’m finding a way to keep going forward without him! 

Real and selfless love, is letting him go, no matter how it hurts me, letting him be free in my heart to do whatever and to be whomever he wants to be with no hate or jealousy . I hope he’s healing every day and that things are better in his life ❤️‍🩹🌹

Lyrics: 
Verse 1.
I see you through the mist of time 
Your smile it lingers like a rhyme 
We danced on shadows left behind 
In dreams are hearts will always find 
Together we have walked through flames 
Our scars they speak unspoken names 

Hook.
Yet in your eyes we see the dawn 
With every step the pain is gone 

Chorus. 
Set you free, but love remains 
Let it soar above the chains 
Though apart, you’ll always be 
In my heart, your forever free 

Verse 2.
Memories like stars ignite
Guiding us through endless night
Forever tied by threads unseen
You’re my love, my Evergreen
No need for tears, no need for pain
We rise above the past’s refrain

Hook.
In every beat my heart will know
You’re the song that makes me glow

Chorus.

Forever Free (AI)

Personal song created with AI about being in an abusive relationship and how hopeful I was for things to get better between us ❤️‍🩹 

Lyrics:

Verse1. 
A crowded room full of strangers, right
Wonder if you’re gaze could hold me tight 
We dance through a stormy night 
If only you’d see us in another light 

Caught in the flashes neon bright 
Every heartbeat echoes in the night 
Could you feel the love when day takes flight? 
Maybe in your dreams we’re right in sight 

Chorus. 
Maybe you could love me right
If you’d see us in another light 
When the world is dark and out of sight 
Deep down, you know we spark so bright 

Verse 2.
Lost in the rhythm are steps align
Through the shadows we intertwine
If only you’d search beyond the lines
You’d see our love redefined

Echo of tomorrow hold us tight
Traveling through dreams till morning light 
Could your heart or like a kite
When seeing in another light 

Chorus.

In Another Light

Personal lyrics about my first love/crush and how I watched him “meet the one” and I just KNEW he was gonna marry her… (after years of thinking I’m so crazy for him.) The realization that my life was a lie, I stopped believing in “soul mates” and thus a big sea of fish waited for me…. Accept almost every relationship I got in was abusive or toxic 😓 I was just so lost without purpose. I’ve been on a journey to rediscover myself ever sense ❤️‍🩹🙏🏻🌹 

I wrote the lyrics but AI made the song…

“I Ran”

[Verse 1.]
Young love 
In love
Didn’t know what love was 
Soul mate 
It’s fate 
but you can’t reciprocate 

[hook.] So I ran 

[Chorus.]
I use to believe you were the one 
Till she came along and I came undone 
Suddenly, I’m fast on the run 
Running cycles through the apps 
Now, isn’t this fun? 

[verse 2.]
Just a teen 
On a screen 
Back when MySpace was a thing 
Yeah, I followed your heart  
But you never wanted me 

[Chorus.]
I use to believe you were the one 
Till she came along and I came undone 
Suddenly, I’m fast on the run 
Running cycles through the apps 
Now, isn’t this fun? 

[Hook 2.]
I ran 
I ran 
Find me
A new man
I ran 
I ran 
Just as fast as I can 

[instrumental break]

[Bridge.]
Soulmate, it’s fate  
But you can’t reciprocate 
I paid my debt, in every man I met 
Running cycles so I can forget 

[Chorus.]
I use to believe you were the one 
Till she came along and I came undone 
Suddenly, I’m fast on the run 
Running cycles through the apps 
Now, isn’t this fun? 

[Chorus 2.]
I really thought that you were end game 
Now I can’t see love quite the same 
I ran from you down empty halls 
Through many cycles to forget it all 

[Outro.]
I ran 
I ran 
Find me 
a new man 
I ran 
I ran 
Just as fast as I can 
I ran

I Ran

These lyrics are a year old today! (You can hear the original version on here & soundcloud) This is an AI remix and I revised the lyrics too 🌹

A year ago I was beating myself up asking the question, “Why does it still hurt ??) but I’ve since learned that the deeper you loved, the deeper it hurts and unresolved feelings linger until you sit in them and face them! Healing SUCKS but heal for the betterment of yourself and the ones close to you ❤️‍🩹 (it doesn’t hurt as bad as it did now but I went through a lot of bad relationships)

You’re not healing to be someone different. Just to be a better version of you 🙏🏻 love y’all!! 


Lyrics:

Verse 1.
Gave you the keys 
To drive me insane 
You called it love 
There’s no words could explain 
How you made me believe 
It was true love with me 

Hook.
I should be over it by now
I’ve gotta stop feeling it all somehow 

*instrumental*

Chorus. 
Why does it still hurt ?
(Why does it?)
Why does it still hurt ?
(Why does it?)
Help me find my worth 
(I feel nothing)
I hate it still hurts 
(Give me something)

*instrumental break*

Verse 2.
Gave you my heart 
You threw it away 
Trauma and scars 
Left me empty and fray 
How you made me believe 
It was nothing with me 

Hook 2.
Now I’m left to figure it all out 
What was it really all about 

Chorus. 
Why does it still hurt ?
(Why does it?)
Why does it still hurt ?
(Why does it?)
Help me find my worth 
(I feel nothing)

Verse 3.
Gave you the keys to drive me insane 
You  called it love 
There’s no words to explain 

*instrumental break*

Verse 2.

Chorus.

Outro.
I’m left to figure it all out

Why Does It Still Hurt (remix extended)

Another personal song 🎶
Lyrics: by songwriter88
Music and vocals: by Suno AI 

[verse 1.] 
 I wanna watch you like the sun set 
Coast up the beach, wind from the waves 
The golden light that is your smile 
A blue and pink sky overshadows the graves 

[Hook 1.]
Even though you’re just a distant memory 
You’re the only sunset I want to see 

[pre chorus.]
Sun set 
I can’t forget 
Coastin’
Coastin’
Back to the day we met 

[chorus.]
Baby you’re like a sun set 
(Sun set)
You’re like a sun set
(Sun set)
A dream in the sky 
Setting in my eye 

[verse 2.]
When you go down 
It’s beautiful to watch ya 
Don’t wanna say goodbye 
Watch the sunset in the sky 

[Hook 1.]
Even though you’re just a distant memory 
You’re the only sunset I want to see 

[pre chorus.]
Sun set 
I can’t forget 
Coastin’
Coastin’
Back to the day we met 

[chorus.]
Baby you’re like a sun set 
(Sun set)
You’re like a sun set
(Sun set)
A dream in the sky 
Setting in my eye 

[instrumental break]

[bridge.]
Love don’t lie 
In a blue and pink sky 
Goin’ down
Goin’ down 
A memory in my eye 

[Hook 1.]
Even though you’re just a distant memory 
You’re the only sunset I want to see 

[pre chorus.]
Sun set 
I can’t forget 
Coastin’
Coastin’
Back to the day we met 

[chorus.]
Baby you’re like a sun set 
(Sun set)
You’re like a sun set
(Sun set)
A dream in the sky 
Setting in my eye 

[outro.]
Coastin’
Coastin’
Back to the day we met 
Goin’ down 
Goin’ down 
Baby you’re like a sunset

Sunset

Personal lyrics I actually wrote back in 2021 and I have a different version of this song on TikTok… but I wanted to revamp the song I sang the song to AI and it did the rest for me lol 

But these lyrics are special because I have been in toxic relationships where they’re saying they’re “not good enough” for me, but I’m the one that feels not good enough for them too … truth is we’re all good enough for the right person and there is somebody that can love us correctly 🙏🏻❤️‍🩹

Verse 1.
When you think no one is listening 
And you’re screaming into the wind that nobody 
Then you feel just like giving up 
You’re hearing the lies that you’re not good enough 

Chorus. 
But I know, I know 
You are loved 
By somebody and you’re all they’re thinking of 
I know you feel just like giving up 
But you are, you are 
Good enough 🎶

Good Enough

Original song I wrote last year and decided to revise the lyrics and remixed this song in Suno AI. I kept my original vocals so that it could transition into the remix and I thought that was pretty cool. 🎶

Lyrics:￼

Intro.
Im tired of writing love songs 

Verse 1.
I open up my heart 
To let you in 
i get let down
Again and again and again

This time 
It’s different since you 
Theres so much 
I dont’t wanna do 

Hook.
Im tired of writing love songs 
Im tired of rigting your wrongs 

Chorus.
So many ink stains erased by the pain 
Too many melodies now a haunting refrain 
Can’t get the lyrics out of my brain
All these emotions driving me insane

Verse 2.
Dancing to the tune of broken dreams
Lost in the songs it seems
Every note a melody, it screams
Stuck in a loop of faded themes

Hook.

Chorus. 

Bridge.
No more beautiful notes or harmonies
They’ve been rewritten by all your memories
You use to make my heart sing 
But now I don’t write anything 

*instrumental break*

Hook.

Chorus.

Outro.
Im tired of writing love songs

Tired Of Writing Love Songs

Lyrics and vocals by: songwriter88
Music by : Suno AI
personal lyrics about mental health and healing emotional trauma  🎶

Intro.
Just think yourself happy 

Verse 1.
Life gets heavy 
You’re not a kid anymore 
Are you too grown now ?
Can’t you laugh like you did before ?

Hook 1.
Maybe you just gotta change your view 
Spin some light on all that you been through 

Chorus.
Maybe you can’t change the past 
the present is out of your control 
don’t know what’s coming tomorrow 
But you crave joy down in your soul 
Is it mind over matter ? 
Oh, the world is getting sadder 
Your life is mirroring your anxiety
I think it’s time now to think yourself happy 

Just think yourself happy 

Verse 2. 
All the dark days filled with pain 
No memories of the sun 
Maybe you’re feeling short on faith 
But life is a race you have to run 

Hook 2.
If you just hold on really tight 
I promise you’ll make it through the night 

Chorus.
Maybe you can’t change the past 
the present is out of your control 
don’t know what’s coming tomorrow 
But you crave joy down in your soul 
Is it mind over matter ? 
Oh, the world is getting sadder 
Your life is mirroring your anxiety
I think it’s time now to think yourself happy 

Just think yourself happy 

*instrumental break*

Bridge.
They say don’t take life so serious 
You ain’t getting out of it alive 
But we’re all afraid to laugh out loud 
Everyone carries shame inside 
You don’t see how you’ll make it though 
But maybe you gotta change your view 

And think yourself happy 

Chorus.
Maybe you can’t change the past 
the present is out of your control 
don’t know what’s coming tomorrow 
But you crave joy down in your soul 
Is it mind over matter ? 
Oh, the world is getting sadder 
Your life is mirroring your anxiety
I think it’s time now to think yourself happy 

Just think yourself happy

Think Yourself Happy

Very personal lyrics about my last relationship… one minute we would be hot and heavy together but the next minute, I don’t hear from him for two and sometimes three days in a row…  I would be in such turmoil. 
Then randomly he would come back to me and it would always feel like he never left at all. It was most confusing ❤️‍🩹

Lyrics by: songwriter88
Music and vocals by: Suno AI

[Verse 1.]
You’re gone again 
this room you left me in, feels so cold
Now the Calendar on the wall is getting old 
You’ve left me all alone 
Crying on my phone 

Then you dry my tears 
When suddenly you reappear 
It’s like you never left at all 
And I began to fall in love all over 

[hook]
Why do you keep leaving? 
What is it you’re really hiding? 
I just want to know 
Because it hurts every time you go

[Chorus.]
When suddenly you’re here 
It feels like you’ve been gone for a year 
But you pick back up right where you left us
And it feels like I love you so much 
I miss your touch 

[verse 2.]
Then you disappear 
With no goodbye, You confirm all my fears 
You leave me, drowning, in all these tears 
Crying on my phone again 

[hook]
Why do you keep leaving? 
What is it you’re really hiding? 
I just want to know 
Because it hurts every time you go

[Chorus.]
When suddenly you’re here 
It feels like you’ve been gone for a year 
But you pick back up right where you left us
And it feels like I love you so much 
I miss your touch 

[bridge.]
This room is so cold 
As the days grow so old 
And the more you leave 
The more I’m so weak

*instrumental break*

[Chorus.]
When suddenly you’re here 
It feels like you’ve been gone for a year 
But you pick back up right where you left us
And it feels like I love you so much 
I miss your touch 

[Outro.]
Why do you leave?

Why do You Leave

Personal lyrics made into an Ai song about a past relationship:

“Take My Love and Run”

[Intro.]
You take my love and run 

[Verse 1.]
Not another get away 
Clean streak, all your words on play 
You think you need to get ahead of me 
Go ahead and I’ll set you free 

[pre-chorus] 
You take my love and run 
Do you think it’s fun?
To take to my love and run 
Gone like the setting sun 
You take my love and run 

[Verse 2.]
See you fading in the haze
Another empty, lonely maze
You’re chasing shadows you can’t hold
A story that’s already told
You think the grass is always green
The further that you’re gone, unseen

[hook.]
You’re just a faded memory 

[Chorus.]
Love and give my heart away 
But it’s a game you love to play 
A wall between space and time 
With no rhythm to the rhyme 
You take my love and run 
You take my love and run 
Do you think it’s fun?
To take to my love and run 
You take my love and run 

*instrumental*

[bridge.]
Maybe someday down the line
The reasons for your leaving won’t align
You’ll search for something you can’t name
And whisper softly, call my name
You treat me like I’m just you’re prize
But build me up with all your lies 
and then you run away from me 
Go head and I’ll set you free 

[pre-chorus] 
You take my love and run 
Do you think it’s fun?
To take to my love and run 
Gone like the setting sun 
You take my love and run 

[Chorus.]
Love and give my heart away 
But it’s a game you love to play 
A wall between space and time 
With no rhythm to the rhyme 
You take my love and run 
You take my love and run 
Do you think it’s fun?
To take to my love and run 
You take my love and run 

[outro.]
Take my love and run 
Take it till it’s gone 
Do you think it’s fun
Do you think it’s fun 
To take my love and run

Take My Love and Run (Ai)

A personal song about a confusing past experience… I wrote the lyrics but the song was made in Suno Ai.

[Verse 1.]
Not another sad night
Tryna get my head right
But I feel so stuck again
These thoughts of you are persistent

Oh the hold you had on me
It’s a war to be set free
Even when you’re physically gone
It’s your ghost that lingers on

[Pre-Chorus.]
A year of whispers in an empty room
Your pretty words just sealed my doom
Said I was your priority, a crafted lie
While you were building walls, behind your careful eye.

[Chorus.]
You picked her, left me out in the cold
Tried to act like I’m crazy for the lies you told 
You'd never leave, that much was  clear
But when *I* walked away, you shed no tear.

What was the point of all the empty air?
A year I can't get back, I swear.
That fake account? A lie you tried to spin
You knew it wasn’t me, where do I even begin?

[Verse 2.]
I overthink about the past
Rewind the scenes that couldn't last
The way you'd look right through my pain
While promising forever, again and again.
Your actions screamed a different name
A silent language, full of shame.

[Pre-Chorus.]
Clinging on to what you wouldn't nurture
While my own feelings grew much further
You wouldn't break it off or set me free
But you were already gone, I just couldn’t see.

[Chorus.]
You picked her, left me out in the cold
Tried to act like I’m crazy for the lies you told 
You'd never leave, that much was  clear
But when *I* walked away, you shed no tear.

What was the point of all the empty air?
A year I can't get back, I swear.
That fake account? A lie you tried to spin
You knew it wasn’t me, where do I even begin?

[Bridge.]
No "I love you" even crossed your lips
Just excuses of your hollow trips
You asked for time to think it over, still you wouldn't choose
You knew my heart was breaking, with nothing left to lose.

*instrumental break*

[Chorus.]
You picked her, left me out in the cold
Tried to act like I’m crazy for the lies you told 
You'd never leave, that much was  clear
But when *I* walked away, you shed no tear.

What was the point of all the empty air?
A year I can't get back, I swear.
That fake account? A lie you tried to spin
You knew it wasn’t me, where do I even begin?

[Outro.]
No emotion in your eyes that day
Just the silence as I walked away.
A year wasted, now I finally see
The messy truth of you and me.

(Better quality is on my SoundCloud)

Messy Truth (Ai)

Very personal song about healing from abuse and how I’ve had to self abandon ❤️‍🩹 (lyrics written by me and the music was written by Suno AI)

[verse 1.]
I keep running from myself 
Tryna keep myself from more hell 
Tell me what it’s like to feel safe 
I’m told this is not how you should behave

[hook 1.]
But my brain just can’t accept I’m fine 

[Chorus.]
When every past relationship has crossed  a line 
Never had an agency that I could call mine 
Always out of control, You try to redefine 
But instead, you’re forced to leave yourself behind 
(Leave you behind, Leave you behind)
Yeah, You leave yourself behind 
(Leave you behind, Leave you behind)
You’re forced to leave yourself behind 

[verse 2.]
Am I spiraling down
Walking on this stair staircase that’s going around 
It seems like when I try to pick myself back up 
I still feel so selfish, but I’m told its self-love 

[Chorus.]
When every past relationship has crossed  a line 
Never had an agency that I could call mine 
Always out of control, You try to redefine 
But instead, you’re forced to leave yourself behind 
(Leave you behind, Leave you behind)
You’re forced to leave yourself behind

Leave Yourself Behind

Personal song I wrote about emotional trauma from past relationships. I wrote the lyrics but made the song in Suno Ai. 

“Paranormal Love”
[verse 1.]
Haunt me
Run through the walls of my tv 
Your picture coming in so clear 
I feel your ghost but I have no fear 

Whisper in the air 
I can feel you even though you’re not there 
Tapping into your energy 
You’re still a part of me 

[Pre-Chorus.]
You got me paranoid by you 
Your shadow left beside me, residue 
and somehow I still hold you, real close 
Why I can’t let go, God only knows 

[chorus.]
I guess your love is paranormal 
It’s your phantom touch that gives me a chill
Your love is paranormal
And I can hear you call out to me still 

I’m paralyzed when I feel you near 
You’re still my internal atmosphere 
Your love is paranormal 
Haunting me here 

[verse 2.]
I can still taste your silent lies 
It’s through the fog that I met your gazing eyes
How you pierced my soul, a needle to my skin
Drawing out the parts of me I hide within  

[Pre-Chorus.]
You got me paranoid by you 
Your shadow left beside me, residue 
and somehow I still hold you, real close 
Why I can’t let go, God only knows 

[chorus.]
I guess your love is paranormal 
It’s your phantom touch that gives me a chill
Your love is paranormal
And I can hear you call out to me still 

I’m paralyzed when I feel you near 
You’re still my internal atmosphere 
Your love is paranormal 
Haunting me here 

*Instrumental break*

[bridge]
A spell unbroken by the lasting years 
Invisible scars cling to unveiling tears 
The wind sings a song a shaken melody 
An empty love, a haunting memory 


[Pre-Chorus.]
You got me paranoid by you 
Your shadow left beside me, residue 
and somehow I still hold you, real close 
Why I can’t let go, God only knows 

[chorus.]
I guess your love is paranormal 
It’s your phantom touch that gives me a chill
Your love is paranormal
And I can hear you call out to me still 

I’m paralyzed when I feel you near 
You’re still my internal atmosphere 
Your love is paranormal 
Haunting me here 

[outro.]
I still hear the echoes
Why you’re still here, only God knows 
I still can’t let go 
Lost in your paranormal love

Paranormal Love (Ai)

Song about getting into my 1st ‘safe’ relationship, but realizing that no relationship is ever perfect but this song is open for interpretation. Personal lyrics written by me, but the song was created in Suno AI.

Lyrics:

[verse 1.]
Take me to your island 
Where I can feel the sunshine 
All your Palm leaves give me shade 
And I can leave my troubles behind

I need you, my little rowboat 
You’re the air I can breathe
How you give me a little hope 
That maybe you will never leave

[pre-chorus.]
But it’s not your responsibility
To fill the empty parts of me
But I still want you to take me away
To your island, I will escape 

[Hook.]
Row me ashore, to your safety and more 

[Chorus.]
Island, island 
Baby, I need to escape
Take me there with you 
To your skies that are so blue 

Take all my troubles away
Baby, I need to escape
Island, island 
Take me to your island 

[verse 2.]
No the sun don’t always shine
On this island of mine 
I thought I’d left all my troubles behind 
But there’s always troubles to find

[pre-chorus.]
But if the blue skies can color the gray 
Then on your island, I want to stay 
Let me sit beneath your tree 
But it’s not your responsibility 

[Hook.]
Row me ashore, to your safety and more 

[Chorus.]
Island, island 
Baby, I need to escape
Take me there with you 
To your skies that are so blue 

Take all my troubles away
Baby, I need to escape
Island, island 
Take me to your island 

[bridge.]
I just want to get away 
And you could be my escape 
I’m afraid to be left here, in the tide 

So come here my little rowboat 
I need you to keep me afloat
But I can’t escape the insecurities inside

[Chorus.]
Island, island 
Baby, I need to escape
Take me there with you 
To your skies that are so blue 

Take all my troubles away
Baby, I need to escape
Island, island 
Take me to your island 

[chorus 2.]
Island, island 
Take me to your island, island 
Take all my troubles away 
Take all my troubles away 

[outro.]
Baby, I need to escape

Island of Escape (Ai)

It took me 100 tries on Suno AI to get this song!! Did I get it right? Very personally lyrics I wrote about being in a one-sided and toxic relationship where everything is about them. The vocals and music was created in Suno AI.
(Better quality on bandlab @ songwriter88)

[verse 1.]
Sun turn this way  
Help me see your light 
No gravity to hold me
So I blast off in flight 

If it’s any consolation 
No air, in your atmosphere 
Your planet circles my infatuation 
Fueling the rocket of my despair 

[pre-chorus]
I held space for you 
But you left me out in the cold 
Lost in your space too 
Watch how the stars unfold

[chorus.]
All of heaven shakes above me 
walking through fire below 
Angels come carry my body 
To help me get back home

I held space for you 
and it’s taking up space too 

[verse 2.]
Powering this solar system 
Around your world I go 
Our love is like a prism
shooting stars moving to and fro 

If it’s any consolation
How we became this fading glow  
Once destined, now a void black hole 
Distant cosmos with no space to grow 

[pre-chorus]
I held space for you 
But you left me out in the cold 
Lost in your space too 
Watch how the stars unfold

[chorus.]
All of heaven shakes above me 
walking through fire below 
Angels come carry my body 
To help me get back home

I held space for you 
and it’s taking up space too

*instrumental break*

[bridge.]
Feel the vastness of my love
How It echoes in my soul 
Though we once were high above 
No gravity to hold 

Now we’re falling stars 
Oh we hit the ground 
My heart cries out with space 
but you can’t hear a sound 

[hook.] 
I held space for you 
lost in your space too 

[chorus.]
All of heaven shakes above me 
walking through fire below 
Angels come carry my body 
To help me get back home

I held space for you 
and it’s taking up space too

[chorus 2.]
You’re an asteroid headed towards me 
I’m a rocket in despair
In your space, you thought, I’d always be 
Floating in your atmosphere 

Yeah, I held space for you 
 lost in your space too 

[Outro.]
I held space for you 
And it’s taking up space too ❤️‍🩹

Space (Ai)

AI didn’t finish all of my lyrics, but I am not disappointed with how this turned out. 🎶❤️‍🩹

This was a topic I was breaking down in my healing journal today about ‘emotional trauma’. 

It’s not even about a specific event that took place, but it’s the impact overall, and a lot of people cannot see those unseen wounds that you carry! 

People mean well when they try to tell you that you’re OK and just to move on and not to hold onto the past, but when you have emotional trauma, you’re not trying to hold onto the past; you are traumatized.

I hope this song is helpful to anyone that’s healing from any kind of abuse and knows that you are not alone. ❤️‍🩹 HEALING TAKES TIME! Be patient and gentle with yourself! 🙏🏻

Lyrics by: songwriter88
Music and vocals by: Suno Ai

‘Just Get Over It’
Verse 1.
Got in a car crash, feel the impact
How do I just get over that?
Deep injuries, needing surgery
What do these people even want from me?

Hook.
They try to tell me "just move on"
I tried to move, but the pain's not gone
Invisible wounds, still right here
They just don't understand my fear

Chorus.
Well they say you can't have fear of cars
But they can't see these hidden scars
How do I just get over it?
When I'm still rocked to my soul from the hit

Oh I’m sure they think it’s good advice 
And they just don’t see it through my eyes 
But if they could feel this impact too 
Maybe they wouldn’t be telling you,
‘Just get over it.’

Verse 2.
They call it dwelling, say I still look back,
But invisible wounds don't fade like that.
God knows, you ain't crazy, you ain't out of touch, Just scarred from a blow that meant too much.
'Cause they weren't there when love hit like a bomb, And the one who blew up your world just moved on.
You didn't make it up, no, not in your head,
Just a soul still bleeding from the words they said.

Hook.
They tried to tell me  “ just move on”
I tried to move, but the pain’s not gone 
Invisible wounds, still right here 
They just don’t understand my fear 

Chorus. 
Well, they say you can’t have fear of cars 
But they can’t see these hidden scars 
How do I just get over it? 
When I'm still rocked to my soul from the hit

Oh, I’m sure they think it’s good advice 
And they just don’t see it through my eyes 
But if they could feel the impact too 
Maybe they wouldn’t be telling you, ‘ just get over it’

Bridge. 
Yeah, they just keep talking; keep on preaching’
I can hear them quoting their tired lines,
‘forgive and forget’
‘Why haven’t you moved on yet?’
‘Gotta leave the past behind’

But one thing i’m sure of, that they don’t know 
Forgiveness is a process, And so is letting go 
True healing takes time, that impact’s in the mind

So go on, tell me again, Just get over it’

*instrumental break*

Hook 2.
I’m sure they all mean well
But they weren’t there when I fell

Chorus. 
Well, they say you can’t have fear of cars 
But they can’t see these hidden scars 
How do I just get over it? 
When I'm still rocked to my soul from the hit

Oh, I’m sure they think it’s good advice 
And they just don’t see it through my eyes 
But if they could feel the impact too 
Maybe they wouldn’t be telling you, ‘ just get over it’

Chorus.
Maybe all they want is the best for you 
But they just don’t know what you’ve been through 
Wasn’t just a heartbreak, no, or a bittersweet goodbye 

That person left you with deep, ragged scars
Yeah, the impact felt like crashing cars
You were lied to, used up, left confused
And they still tell you, “Just get over it”

Outro. 
How can I get over it?
When I’m still impacted from the hit…

Just Get Over It (Suno Ai)

Doesn’t matter if it’s romantic relationships or familial relationships… sometimes you outgrow places and people. That’s good. 

These lyrics are personal for me because for the last two years at least, I’ve been doing inner work/shadow work, trying to heal the young girl in me who was the family caretaker and I basically had to raise my family and my ex-boyfriend’s too.  

I put a lot into the wrong people for so long and I was stuck in toxic patterns.

I think I’m finally in a place where I’m realizing how important it is to plant my roots into a healthier ground so I can grow strong and beautiful. This doesn’t happen overnight. ❤️‍🩹

Lyrics by: songwriter88
Music and vocals by: Suno Ai 

(Verse 1)
Built my world on shaky ground
Just chasing something never found
Trying to grow, the roots are deep 
But the ground is cold, the edge is steep 

(Pre-chorus)
Thought I had a lot to prove 
Didn’t know I had so much to lose 
Lost in cycles, lost in dreams 
Overfilling empty streams 

(Chorus)
Yeah, I’ve had a lot of roots, but now I’m breaking through 
Not who I was, when I was tied to you 
Outgrowing the hurt, coming out of the dirt 
Oh, there’s nothing more you can do 

(Verse 2)
Those old roots tangled, holding tight 
They tried to cover up my light 
I learned to whisper, small and dim 
Oh, I was becoming cold like them 

(Pre-chorus)
Thought I had a lot to prove 
Didn’t know I had so much to lose 
Lost in cycles, lost in dreams 
Overfilling empty streams 

(Chorus)
Yeah, I’ve had a lot of roots, but now I’m breaking through 
Not who I was, when I was tied to you 
Outgrowing the hurt, coming out of the dirt 
Oh, there’s nothing more you can do

(Bridge)
Feel it crackling, hear the sound 
Of me breaking up this fallow ground
New light shines, it’s breaking through
Inner work, digging up these old roots

In life, there’s people we outgrow 
In love, it can be hard to let go 
I used to think I had so much to prove
Didn’t know I had so much to lose

*instrumental*
 
(Chorus - Break down.)
Yeah, I’ve had a lot of roots, but now I’m breaking through 
Not who I was, when I was tied to you 
Outgrowing the hurt, coming out of the dirt 
Oh, there’s nothing more you can do

(Chorus)
I’ve had a lot of roots, but now I’m breaking through 
Not who I was, when I was tied to you 
Outgrowing the hurt, coming out of the dirt 
Oh, there’s nothing more you can do

Outro.
No, there’s nothing more you can do 
I’m breaking free from the roots

Old Roots (Suno Ai)

This is my personal diary created into songs! I don’t know how else to say what I want to without music... 🎶

SongWriter88

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