CoverArt - @kaihaunted
Mixed And Mastered by Shitmoe

Lucrative Thoughts

self help

big thank you to @prodbyaustyn for helping make this classic song of mine shine on this album and give it a new life, i love you buddy <3

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can anyone hear me?
i'm trying to reach a better place
i'm not seeing clearly
i'm stuck in the depths of outer space
is there somebody near me to pull me back home?
i've been trapped in oblivion scared and alone
it's dark and it's dreary
and I'm hurting severely
the shadows they find me
they're kicking me down, pushing me out
i'm following blindly
all the stars taking me a different route
can you see where I'm headed? Where I'm gonna be?
cause I can't see the light looking through this debris
don't know where I'm going
and the pain it is growing

i can't find a way to tell you what's going on with me
can't hear what I say to know with you is where I wanna be
comms are down, and satellites aren't found
there ain't no other way to contact you when I'm light years away
(mhm, mhm)
when I'm light years away
(mhm, mhm)
yeah, yeah, when I'm light years away

can anyone see me?
all I'm finding are stars and asteroids
the darkness is breathing
isolation it makes me paranoid
wanna get back to Earth and be right by your side
while we look at the rocket ships fly through the night
girl my body is drifting
and the pain isn't lifting

i can't find a way to tell you what's going on with me
can't hear what I say to know with you is where I wanna be
comms are down, and satellites aren't found
there ain't no other way to contact you when I'm light years away
(mhm, mhm)
when I'm light years away
(mhm, mhm)
when I'm light years away
(mhm, mhm)
when I'm light years away
(mhm, mhm)
when I'm light years away

can i ask u some questions?

contact

produced/written/recorded by me and @citi_zenn
mixed and mastered by the goat kurt.beeten on ig

[lyrics]
drop a couple bands on mercedes coupe
driving through the rain on my way to you
better pack a bag cause i’m coming through 
ain’t no time to waste all i want is you
talking bout, all the things you want, and more
we gon catch a flight, im a take you over shores
with your hand in mine, dont know what we’re waiting for
what are we waiting for?

whatever happened last night
put the blame on me
i know im just the bad guy
whatchu want from me?
this ain’t nothing like the first time
you were feeling me
what you want girl what you want girl
what you want

i thought i do enough but you’re 
always wanting more 
said it’s cause you care 
but i’ve heard it all before
something that you said's
been running round my head
don’t wanna see you leave
so it’s something i’ll ignore
what i’d do for you i wouldn’t do it for myself
if you take me out the picture and
you put me on a shelf then i’m gone
don’t forget it, it’s your fault
you can’t let it go

drop a couple bands on mercedes coupe
driving through the rain on my way to you
better pack a bag cause i’m coming through 
ain’t no time to waste all i want is you
talking bout, all the things you want, and more
we gon catch a flight, im a take you over shores
with your hand in mine, dont know what we’re waiting for
what are we waiting for?

OMW! w/ citi.zen

Catastrophy

Catastrophy (prod. IOF X King Theta)

rocstarzen -be like this forever w/saki! (2020)

Wassup, blood on my tee
8 distorted mp3s
My strap hold a part of me
Too much baggage honestly
Pass out , like std 
My team strapping rpgs 
Pour some henny for my team 
Wish they could be here with me

Check my eyesight
I can’t see clearly now
Said you see my vision
I don’t even see myself
In the mirror
Can you feel it
When I’m screaming
Is it realer

If nothing was important baby what’s the point of wakin up
I just poured some wock in my divinci dirty double cup
She said that it’s lust not love like girl I think you said enough 
Stuck believing prophecies honestly I don’t fuck with much
Said she going thru some stuff
I feel it thru your touch 
Said don’t fuck with 55
We don’t mind he keep it tukt 
Posted in the backseat, bumpin x n bexey 
Older heads we fuckin with, don’t mess with that last week
Older friends abandon me I’m posted by the bando
LAX to london vision blurry bouta land doe
Hit up death and cabin for a feature they like lesgo
Bitch hop on the vibe, 55, they insane tho
Cruising 95, mastermind in the range rov 
Bitch I feel alive, come and slide, pull up lexo 
She came for the ride, I provide, feel like Lando
Said she wanna die we’re so alike, kiss love xo

part of me (xp)

breaking you to pieces just to tape you back together
do a shoddy job so you come running when you’re broken again
such an asshole but i know i know better/“i know no better”/no, i'm no better

malleable moments, where you’re sitting front and center
but i manipulate so every single fucking thing’s about me
such an asshole but ikikb/"iknb"/n,ikb

maybe its all for the attention
i get addicted to affection
i’ve been trying to keep on climbing but i get impatient
& i don’t like it when things get quiet n im not wasting

know/no (rough)

astral_projection

Say Less prod. Metlast + Chris Marek

☆this all i've kept inside☆

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/ihateshinigami

[artwork]
https://soundcloud.com/dead-gio

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/wraith-prod-shinigami-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
hook:
the sound of my bedroom
is just desperation
wanting to cry but
losing my patience

but im so damn numb
yeah i feel no frustration
if life is a movie
can i change the station

now

this all i've kept inside
a life so teary eyed
a memoir of all i tried
even if i lied

verse:
to you
i swear
we will see better days
yet so far away

you just gotta hold on
and stay strong
for me yeah

you just gotta hold on
and stay strong
for me yeah

we will see better days
yet so far away

bridge:
you just gotta hold on
and stay strong for me yeah
you just gotta hold on
and stay strong for me yeah

repeat hook:
the walls that surround
are of pure isolation
this is a hell made from
my own creation

my cries for help
are lost in translation
wish i could leave
and go on vacation

now

this all i've kept inside
a life so teary eyed
a memoir of all i tried
even if i lied

verse:
im so conflicted
but i cant explain it
running in circles
i hope to escape it

i cant fall back
yeah ill just go and chase it
my dreams, my dreams
they haunt me when i sleep

when i sleep, i sleep
ill look up at the sky
in the night, the night
i feel a thousand tears

from my eyes, my eyes
when i went to say
yeah goodbye, goodbye
so long, goodbye

OMW! w/ citi.zen

sonne

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