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lyrics:

you say, “nothing is the same anymore”
Lights are spelling like oil paint
and I mean it,
I’m not just a hallucination anymore
I’m gonna prove it to everybody 
call your friends,call your family,call my family
let them light me up.

We could burn
And i could try to feel the way I know I should
I know it hurts
So I lie and run away again for the last time
Cry and numb the pain away with a good night
But there's something missing 
Cus when I told you fuck the distance
I could never feel a difference


But it was never the same
After the fact you left me lying in pain
Felt so attached you went and bound me to chains
Fuck yourself for ever trying to make me change

“We where whole once”, you said
we where in love and nothing hurt
but that’s where you’re wrong
I won’t tell you which part though
You can figure that out yourself for once
just give me my bullets back and I’ll point the gun somewhere pretty 
somewhere where they won’t look like fireflies.

Wall flag half ass pinned up there 
poster signed by Pete wentz
I swear to god there’s nothing good to come
you said be back in a minute 
I tremble shaking 
I let it take me by surprise
should I just close my eyes 
Is it too late to turn around 
escape back home 
cause I’m not ready (I’m not ready)
you build me up then let me down 
skull candies blasting static sounds
drove by my stop please let me out 
headed straight for the deep end 

But it was never the same
After the fact you left me lying in pain
Felt so attached you went and bound me to chains
Fuck yourself for ever trying to make me change

Dear Me - "Never the Same"  (Arkaeo & Days To Waste)

take off the cape you not a hero
through the chest i take an arrow
think that im the one not me
the halls are getting narrow
look in the mirror hate it so much
what i wanted so desperately
i hate it all i wanna disappear and 
never come back i wanna change it all
and make it so i never relapsed
i hate this pressure and this pain
feels like a damn heart attack
say this life is what its worth that 
there's no damn string attached
i feel attached to a puppeteer
life pulled by strings a decision i fear
no point in crying over nonsense
i wont shed a tear i feel just like a project

you say that theres no strings attached
you lied to my face broken by the past (x2)

and i lost my way of life 
where do i go from here
i cant sleep at night

art by moosekleenex on deviantart

strings attached (p. 19hearts)

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive

Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

Spirits in these walls when you're here, know they won't come around
Trauma flooding back, used to being told, "Don't make a sound"
Face down on the ground with my hands up
Watch your final breath through the screen of my camera
Left to die, you know you'll never find your way back home
Buried underneath years of snow, bones are growing cold
Know we die alone
But I still need something with you, got something to prove

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive


Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

WORK SUCKS! (prod.johnnyfriend + me)

sonne