credits to Joji for the instrumental. 
original song - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bv-1BnoB75k
ukulele and mixing done by me.

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lyrics -
there's two of us in this room and nobody can hear us,
i'm wondering maybe, would you be my first
i'm trying too hard to make sure i don't mess up,
i'm falling apart and i can't keep my head up.

speechless.
before i fell in love with you girl,
i never had any weakness.
completeness.
a a a a

i just can't believe you wouldn't try,
after everything i've sacrificed,
for you to catch my fall,
for you to give your all.

speechless.

it's something about the way you move,
it's something about the things you do,
no i don't have anything to lose,
and everything i did, i did it for you.
x2

[ @nclkyr's part ]
ohh
everything i did
was just for u
and all i wanted to is
all i ever did is to

walk alone the streets tonight
just to make u hold me tight
and i cant stop it
i cant stop it

speechless w/ kyra

Fuck if I know baby 

The modulation calming your nerves

You been giving up your hurt

Seizing your moment first 

Stumble on all of your words 

And if you wanna smoke another cigarette we

Can go on top of the world and watch our smoke hit the breeze

We sing the songs that we can barely sing to the key 

And when we’re taller, we’ll meet once again in the spring

Ooh, 

Watching our time run out

The seconds they wear us down 

But if you don’t mind, 

Can I count the time with you?

Said you been solo

Said if I don’t get you then he will

Baby thats so low

I watched our minutes turn to years 

And If you need it we’ll be strangers again (let it rest oh no)

But when you needed me you fell through my chest,

And wept oh no 

So let me catch my breath, for I’ve become so jaded 

And the seeds we left, cannot be cultivated

I fear we’ve complicated all we had till’ now

And I feel suffocated, the words don’t leave my mouth 

And you can kill my self esteem I barely need it these days

I know you wanna be discreet but hows a secret stay safe? 

You said I make you feel complete but if your whole it’s in vain 

You’re in your bedroom as you scream, you start forgetting my face

Fuck if I know baby 

The modulation calming your nerves

You been giving up your hurt

Seizing your moment first 

Stumble on all of your words 

And if you wanna smoke another cigarette we

Can go on top of the world and watch our smoke hit the breeze

We sing the songs that we can barely sing to the key 

And when we’re taller, we’ll meet once again in the spring

Bright Lights (Life Incandescent)

Fuck If I Know

<3
prod joshwa and me

https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/
https://www.instagram.com/joon.prod/

I've been up to nothing but waiting
It's been hard to sleep with the truth
I turn up but I can't ever face it
Gotta maybe start with you
Gotta choose
How to talk the way I did but I don't
Love the way I miss that stupid taste
Woah

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

She's so fine but I can't ever tell her
Ima scroll through one more time
She could be mine but I just never let her
But she knows that I've been dying to let her know it
But I'll be fine act like I never knew or cared at all
Loving's so hard when you can't ever talk about it

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I'm not gonna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you always get the notion
Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I don't wanna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you talk the way you do

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Shoutout Allison for the photo creds :D

last night

west coast

posted

c'est la vie

between us, pt. II

prod joon x joshwa x darren

Stay a little longer so I’ll let you know if we could’ve been
Oh I’ve been starting trouble but it’s nervousness that I couldn’t feel
Oh gonna blur my lines
Little hopelessness
Could’ve felt just fine
But a girl could kiss
I guess it’s funny when I’m talking to you everything feels like a sin

yeah we could dine out
were wasting money like it’s mine now
I think it’s funny when we try our best
and get so invested
love could never make me a fool but
it’s the trust that I give
all the lust that I live for every night
oh I can’t act divine
I don't want to fall behind

Stay a little longer so I’ll let you know if we could’ve been
Oh I’ve been starting trouble but it’s nervousness that I couldn’t feel
Oh gonna blur my lines
Little hopelessness
Could’ve felt just fine
But a girl could kiss
I guess it’s funny when I’m talking to you everything feels like a sin

oh things would never feel like
fiction if we read between the lines
well it might’ve
helped to
keep some peace of mind

Stay a little longer so I’ll let you know if we could’ve been
(won't you stay a little longer)
Oh I’ve been starting trouble but it’s nervousness that I couldn’t feel
Oh gonna blur my lines
Little hopelessness
Could’ve felt just fine
But a girl could kiss
I guess it’s funny when I’m talking to you everything feels like a sin

Feels like a sin
What did you do to me, oh baby
Won't you stay with me?
Oh baby no
Oh baby I can't see
Is it gonna work out
Is it gonna work out
Tell me please

ideologue

nervousness

forgot the time

dusk

oxygen

Mona Lisa (Short Play)

Buy on bandcamp

Daveed's & Amvis - Mona Lisa (Short Play)

when i was sixteen thought bout when my life would start yeah
if its already started im goner 
spent all my time and money smoking ganja
i see myself turning into my father

cuz all i know is self control
and i aint real on socials yeah its all show
but how come i get anxious when im on my phone
cuz i been chasing demons i been chasing ghosts

and how can i write love songs when i hate myself this much 
lately i been chasing something yet im not quite sure just what 

i been looking for 
i been looking for
when my heart beats out my chest i just cant endure
and though ive started on this quest i just cant be sure

murderous thoughts in my head
i lived a life under threat then 
my past isnt one to forget 

and im stuck inside a city that i hate 
and all my fucking friends cannot relate to me 
but really im a product of my age 
cuz when they end up dead it barely phases me 

like oh my god who have i become 
i dont wanna be someone who talk too much 
dont talk about myself cuz rlly who gives a fuck 
and im not quite sure just what

oxygen

Sonny Zero

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