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Emotionally inconsistent 

And socially growing distant

I feel the pressure building, momma missing me

Yet I come off so dismissively 

And I wish I was blameless

Little less insecure

I still come off as faceless 

I still haven’t matured (vanity)

And I’m singing sweet nothings (vanity) 

Haven’t figured out why (vanity) 

The person I been becoming ain’t quite what I had in mind 

Bright lights, life incandescent 

Time flies, bye adolescence 

Our sigh, life evanescent 

I find no joy in my words

Emotionally inconsistent 

And socially growing distant

I feel the pressure building, momma missing me

Yet I come off so dismissively 

Emotionally inconsistent 

And socially growing distant

I feel the pressure building, momma missing me

Yet I come off so dismissively 

Never had no role models did it on my own 

I been livin’ full throttle left my only home

Grippin’ on a full bottle sip away my woes

Everybody so hostile we never get close

But it’s alright, my mistakes are all mine

I stay up thinking bout’ people wronged, regrets, and goodbyes

History wont rewind 

Fuzzy in my eyesight

Looking at the photos past when friends threw up the peace signs

Bright lights, life incandescent 

Time flies, bye adolescence 

Our sigh, life evanescent 

I find no joy in my words

Emotionally inconsistent 

And socially growing distant

I feel the pressure building, momma missing me

Yet I come off so dismissively 

Emotionally inconsistent 

And socially growing distant

I feel the pressure building, momma missing me

Yet I come off so dismissively

Bright Lights (Life Incandescent)

Secret Garden (IU Cover) *demo*

over again

Let Down (Sonny Zero, Dasu - Cover)

IF I VANISH (Prod. Michael Harrison)

IF I VANISH (Prod. michael harrison)

When You Were Mine

Lullabies (Mystery Of Love)

Wear / Needed

produced by @hiimdasu @sonny_zero
mixed and mastered by me

talent dont matter 
my dreams they all shatter 
time and again as my blood vessels splatter on the walls 

if i cant gather 
my strength i fall backwards
all into my thoughts and say

so inconsisent 
all imperfection does is drive me insane 
rather submissive 
im pushing back until i finish again 

im desingenuous 
fear of any blemishes 
my ego slowly blending with the me thats been a pessismist
when i made for the heck of it 
pleased with where my effort went 
but now i only listen for flaws a failure fetishist 

lie in my lyrics
i cant believe it no 
i mixed this one for weeks but it still sounds like shit oh no 
and all my friends are better than this oh no 
when did i turn to such a perfectionist oh no

Perfectionism (prod. DASU, Sonny Zero)

photos blurry 
out of focus 
or is it my memory 
tricking my brain 

cuz im stuck inside a silence 
careful steps abiding 
around me 

and my only fear is future 
cuz i never figured out 
how to love with reason 
how to hate when hearts in doubt 
if its simple as excuses 
i dont see it getting better for me 

holding on
what matters in the moment? 
i dont know what 
i do for absolution 
 
it gets cold here
the bottom of an ocean of my fears

Silence (demo Mix 2)

thank you purp xanny <3 @dmzzrrur 
prod. sonny zero

over again

Sonny Zero

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