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So tell me are we washed up?
You so far behind that you truly never caught up?
Could never keep it locked up
Could never see the light
You keep thinking that I fucked up

So what if it isn't me,
What if it's you?
Who can never see a single kind thing that I do?
Proved all day I was your ride or die
But it's apparent to me
You didn't want the person by your side to feel alive

I could hardly sleep
How many days has it been
In my bed listening to peep?
And the words you speak
Never match the promises you seem to make
Or the ones you keep
And you always sweep
Everything done under the rug
Like it'll never get too steep

I don't wanna fight
I don't wanna think
Barely wanna be
I just wanna fall asleep

So tell me are we washed up?
You so far behind that you truly never caught up?
Could never keep it locked up
Could never see the light
You keep thinking that I fucked up

So what if it isn't me,
What if it's you?
Who can never see a single kind thing that I do?
Proved all day I was your ride or die
But it's apparent to me
You didn't want the person by your side to feel alive

I could hardly sleep
How many days has it been
In my bed listening to peep?
And the words you speak
Never match the promises you seem to make
Or the ones you keep
And you always sweep
Everything done under the rug
Like it'll never get too steep

I don't wanna fight
I don't wanna think
Barely wanna be
I just wanna fall asleep

So tell me are we washed up?
You so far behind that you truly never caught up?
Could never keep it locked up
Could never see the light
You keep thinking that I fucked up

So what if it isn't me,
What if it's you?
Who can never see a single kind thing that I do?
Proved all day I was your ride or die
But it's apparent to me
You didn't want the person by your side to feel alive

What If It's You?

Rose - Gone

Afraid - The Neighborhood

WATT WHITE - Eye Of The Storm (Riptide Music Group)

не надеваю масок если некого валить
скрываешь инстаграм но ты не можешь не палить
скручу и улетаю выше чертовых молитв
от всех ебаных рэперов меня уже тошнит

не притворяйся грубой
я трахал твои губы
ты плачешь на весь убер
ведь ты думала я глупый

катаюсь с пацанами и я клал на ваши клубы
ты мелкая рыбешка я сожру вас как акула
золото на шее и мой блант дымит как дуло
суки вокруг мокнут будто я джейсон деруло

хотят на мне кататься
хотят мое пространство
хотят дать мне тело могу просто расписаться

я в черной тишке от ветмо
на мне камни так темно
лью себе прометазин и на нее я лью вино

REDЯUM (DULL EP)

Бентли (prod. by FrozenGangBeatz)

ekena everywhere: fanlink.to/ekena

vocals by nineteen95
instrumental by timmies

instagram.com/xtcninetyfive

ph: www.instagram.com/savemymind

spotify

sleep tight (feat. timmies)

ugly (feat. timmies)

For YouTube only : You have full right to promote and monetize this as long as you keep our download links included.

Stream/Download : https://fanlink.to/sosickoflove


Sad Puppy x Rafael G feat. Isabel - so sick of love 

I'm so sick of love
I'm so sick of love

I've never dealt with this before 
I've never been one to lock the door
Always chasing something more
Even if it leads to damage that you can’t restore 
I looked up to you
I broke down crying not enough for you
Three years down the drain when you came to me to say
That I want you for your body then I'll be out on my way

You broke my heart 
You made this bittersweet
Look what you did to her
Look what you've done to me 


Try to blame it on my youth
Cause that's better than the truth
I'm so sick of love 
I'm so sick of love
Everytime there’s someone new
They let me down so what's the use
I'm so sick of love
I'm so sick of love

Listen for real
For real this time
I ain't just a pretty face
Yeah I can blow your mind
Why is everyone expecting me to waste my time
Listen for real 
For real this time
I'm not about to watch you cross another line
I've made it this far just me, myself and I

You broke my heart 
You made this bittersweet
Look what you did to her
Look what you've done to me 

Try to blame it on my youth
Cause that's better than the truth
I'm so sick of love 
I'm so sick of love
Everytime there’s someone new
They let me down so what's the use
I'm so sick of love
I'm so sick of love

I hope someone will come along and change my mind
My mind

Try to blame it on my youth
Cause that's better than the truth
I'm so sick of love 
I'm so sick of love
 
————————————————————BIOGRAPHY————————————————————
 
 
Supported by
 
mom & dad
 
	&
 
Jake Paul Trap City
Mr Suicide Sheep
Zero.Miz-Kun
Kyra
The Vibe Guide
Paradoxium
…and many more…
 
 
------------SOCIAL MEDIA LINKS-------------
 
Sad Puppy :
https://www.soundcloud.com/SadPuppyMusic

https://www.twitter.com/SadPuppyMusic

https://www.facebook.com/SadPuppyMusic

 
https://www.youtube.com/SadPuppyMusic

 
https://open.spotify.com/user/sadpuppymusic

https://www.instagram.com/sadpuppymusic

 Rafael G:

http://instagram.com/rafael_g_music


Izabel:

https://www.instagram.com/izabelmusic/

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCgHDUL20PsicaaXUt2eYlpw/

https://open.spotify.com/artist/3YTr9y6XOl88xxHv246Vlf?si=O4hc5PqESEyuLJAhF4NCZQ

Artwork by 
https://www.instagram.com/jdg.studio/

so sick of love

Sad Puppy & Rafael G feat. Izabel - so sick of love

Jason Derulo - Take You Dancing
Stream/Download: https://JasonDerulo.lnk.to/TakeYouDancing

Take You Dancing

The artist~ instagram.com/vinne.art?igshid=ifh1rs0vynh5

mixed by @victxrw

Lyrics

Take me far away
oh take me to the sky
oh I don’t really care as long as your mine
listen to the beat of my heartbeats a thousand times (a thousand times)
listen to my voice
listen to what I say
oh love do that and it’ll be okay
choose me and I’ll show you that your choice is right (choice is right)

and I know sometimes it can be difficult
but I’ll show you just right 
how to stay in control
I’ll open you up to a new world
oh baby hold me tight i’ll take you for a ride
show you brand new things that you just might like
take a chance fly away i’ll take you outer space

Take me far away
oh take me to the sky
oh I don’t really care as long as your mine
listen to the beat of my heartbeats a thousand times (a thousand times)
listen to my voice
listen to what I say
oh love do that and it’ll be okay
choose me and I’ll show you that your choice is right (choice is right)

Hopeless
Hopeless falling slowly
for you every day
for you every single day
show me 
show me that I won’t make a mistake
or in the end we wont be this way way way way

Take me far away
oh take me to the sky
oh I don’t really care as long as your mine
listen to the beat of my heartbeats a thousand times (a thousand times)
listen to my voice
listen to what I say
oh love do that and it’ll be okay
choose me and I’ll show you that your choice is right (choice is right)

Infatuation (Kiyoto)

@lildurt96
prod: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YWYW11jP_fU

XVI (FEAT. RAZEGOD) [PROD. TENNIS PLAYER]

listen on spotify <3

https://open.spotify.com/track/7tlLKTk4ptrQCJ69JT91Ny?si=GRQ9kJj7TWSVdljtZdtHQw&utm_source=copy-link

@notadream._ - Peaceful (Prod. NEVADA)

deep end на русском. Музыкант вещает

Anxiety

Timmies, Nineteen95 - Ugly(NKE Remix)

Damian goin hard w Detmer😈 

Lyrics~

Feelin like I’m fuckin lost
If I took my life would you care when I’m gone?
I try to write out what I feel in a song 
But whenever it’s on, who sings along?
I feel like I’m so fucking lonely
Nobody knows me
Does anyone here give a damn?
I don’t know what the fuck broke me
They say find a coping
Im reaching for help, theres no hand

All of my demons 
Know all of my weaknesses
They keep on creepin in
Shit is so frequent and 
I keep believing them 
Saying I’m weak as shit
I’m just a piece of shit
Constantly seeking bliss

At the end of the day, i won’t find it
At night I debate, should I keep tryin
Life’s full of pain, death stop hidin
I’m going insane, don’t know where my mind went

Falling apart more and more every day
Im just a memory, soon to fade

Whats my purpose? I only feel worthless 
What in the fuck, have I been cursed with 
I always wonder if im just a burden
I don’t know but I am sick of the hurtin 
Inside i am nervous but calm on the surface 
I know im a fuck up but nobodies perfect

Who can save me, I don’t know
Im slowly breaking, im so cold
I’ve got scars that I cant show
The darks where i will, die alone


Sober me woke up the demons in me
I'm fucked up without a drug, a cup, a pill to cut
I'm numb inside, don't feel the love
Red in my eyes, I feel the rush
I'll beat a fucking mountain with my hands until it falls to dust

We need a new fucking song
Why ain't you rapping about what is wrong?
I swear it's okay if think you're alone
Cause you got us, you don't need no one

You get plays, you don't need that love
The shit you say makes me feel loved
But I can't go to sleep and hold my stats
If I went big, I'd break my plaques

Cause all of the time that I spend talking bout all the shit in my life
I could change my life
I always miss where I been my mind is not right
Honestly I don't see why try
I hate the place that I'm in, shit I could die right now
I can't say when but I just know when I'm 6 in, that you'll forget

So don't come at me talking about what I have
And everything that I could gain
Cause I swear to god if I could get love in place of my dreams
I'd wake right away

But at the same time sometimes I'd trade my soul for cash
I like to say I'm a pretty good person but honestly it just depends on how bad
The place I'm in is, I'm not as mended as I may seem to be
I just got good at pretending, I'm really sickened, you shouldn't cling to me

I can switch face in a minute, I might get wicked, if I see need to be
You might just think I'm a misfit dumb fuck dimwit but you ain't seen the beast

Wretch ft. unknxwn.

prod by. @kadowav
Instagram: @seon_47
@lilxtraatl

SEON
Depressions hitting 
It’s getting worst and I can’t seem to listen 
To the voice inside my that head tell me I can make a difference 
Cause I’m stuck inside the ones that tell me I should not be living 
Well It’s hard to see the beauty when I’m caught in tunnel vision 

do I like to feel this way 
It’s like I’m searching for the pain 
Cause I know if I wanna change 
Then it would have to start today 

But I’m lazy and I’d rather waste my time inside my bed 
I’m Contemplating over words that I just wish I never said 
And All the texts that I would send her that I wish you never read 
Cause I’d be lying if I told you that I wish I wasn’t dead 

All I gots a little hope 
That ones day I won’t be alone 
And that the pain will fade and go 
But how am I supposed to know 

Because there’s nothing in this life that is a promise 
I really hope if I would grab the rope then somebody would stop it 

Lil Xtra 
Head in the clouds 
Sun in my Eyes 
Done looking  back 
That’s a waste of my time 
I want to feel home
Everything is alright 
I’ll be Filling this hole 
For the rest of my life 
Let me go back 
To when I was young 
Before I knew Shame for the things that I’ve done  
Heart on my sleeve 
Feeling my words 
Try to hold on 
It could always be worse 
Please don’t get worse 

I left a message on your phone I really hope that you reply 
I know for you it’s not important 
But for me it’s do or die
I wonder why I’m in this place
Why you’d tell me to my face 
That I’m the cause of all your problems and I’m taking up your space
Or how you air that you breath 
Was not created for me 
I’ve got some problems now you watching while I ruin everything 
I’ve got a question 
How I never seem to learn my lesson 
How I never  grasp the point 
Only grab the Smith and Wesson
 
I keep a thousand yard stare and it’s 
Apparent that my family named perished i’m a fucking embarrassment
When a single good day is an event it’s like a miracle 
I’m  getting off cymbalta now and starting on the seroquil
But honestly that I need a little space to breath 
A way to clear my mind And learn to live with my deficiencies 
A shame I turn to substances to cope I know it’s rough to see 
A life devoid of purpose filled with pain is not enough for me 
 






SEON
But I’ll be stuck with my mistakes
I wear my heart up on my sleeve  
So everybody could just see 
Where I’ve been cut and left to bleed 

All the scars and open wounds 
That I’ve been trying hard to heal 
Like all the memories of us that I just wish someone would steal

My insecurities are bound to get the best me 
But maybe when I will be dead then I will finnaly rest in peace 
Cause lately i can’t seem to ever find a way fall asleep 
The Nightmares running through my head but I don’t think I even dream 

Afraid of who I was knowing that he never far behind
Creep lll into mind and tell me i will never be alright 
There no way I can find someone to ever fill me up inside 
I’m broken losing hope you don’t see my life a living lie 

The smiles on my face 
And All the words that I will say
To make them finnaly go away 
I even said I’m doing great 

I know you know it isn’t true 
You see what I been going through
It is never shocking news 
When I will play this song to you

Lil Xtra
Head in the clouds 
Sun in my Eyes 
Done looking  back 
That’s a waste of my time 
I want to feel home
Everything is alright 
I’ll be Filling this hole 
For the rest of my life 
Let me go back 
To when I was young 
Before I knew Shame for the things that I’ve done  
Heart on my sleeve 
Feeling my words 
Try to hold on 
It could always be worse 
Please don’t get worse

Spotify

It Could Always Be Worse(ft. Lil Xtra)

s/o to https://soundcloud.com/boyfifty for the fire beet and inspiration <33
s/o soundcloud.com/cay2o for mastering too
mixed by me

lyrics:
I know u hate this, I don't fkin like it either.
my brain cant stay still, I'm struggling to chill myself
I really hate me, cause I cant fkn kill myself
I been blocking out my mind just to heal myself.

she gon' thank me when I kick the bucket.
obsessive thinking, my mind crazy, but I cant say fk it.
cause I got u and these people who gon' listen to me
this shit my therapy, don't take it as a lecture homie.

I fkn, lay in bed just thinking and sht.
i think id probably be happy if I didn't think about sht, but i cant help it my mind racing like a track meet
i try to sleep then get depressed like tf happened to me.

I’m wastin my time, I opened my eyes
can’t rely on these bitches I learned that the hard way
comin back to my senses, but ive been through hell
i’m a lion in a cell, but its kinda hard to tell
now I dont mean to yell, but sometimes I need to get this feelin out of my chest.
I love my homies, s/o my brothas 1 time 
I hope they not lonely, cause im barely alive.

i been blockin out my mind just to heal myself

i been blockin out my mind just to heal myself (prod. boyfifty)

thank u to @wethher and @sydcxx for being on the song

produced by underwood

thank you for listening <3

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