why do i have to feel this pain
when all you had to say 
was go away
you expect me to move on
and maybe i have, but
im certainly not okay 
oooo im not okay 
haunted by the thought of you
moving me aside 
like my feelings don’t matter
caught up in the things you do
oh what a ride it’s been 
yearning for what i’m after 
you taught me i deserve better 

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 
yeah (one last time) 

tell me all your lies
as if you don’t care 
that i’m dead or alive
who the fuck you kidding 
with all your problems
and your stupid disguise 
oooo stupid disguise
thinking about what i’d do
if it was just me and you 
left on the planet 
drinking away all my sorrows
left all alone
i guess i couldn’t handle it
but what’s on my mind
is one last time to cross the line

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 

oh you’re sad? 
well i don’t really give a fuck
GO!

you had the chance
to fall in love with this
but you rather be the one
to take the piss
all my life i’ve been 
the last one the get a kiss
now all you’re left with 
is the thought of what you 
fucking missed 

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 
one last time
one last time

One Last Time

I Won't Do (All The Things That You Do)

The Wild Ones!

A time where I almost ended it all. 

Lyrics 

I gashed my skin 
I was feeling sick 
The silence roared 
And my thoughts turned thick 

I don’t feel safe 
In this head space 
If my close 
Will I leave this place 

I wrote you one liners 
I hope you read 
I’m hoping you find me 
Before I bleed 

I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 
These voices inside me they get to me 
Maybe you’ll find me inside my dreams
I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 

My memories rot But times moves on 
I’m in a world where I don’t belong 
These lullabies they keep me calm 
But if I stay you’ll see me gone 

I can not stay they keep me here 
They cut me up it’s hard to scream 
My breath is it’s breaking I cannot speak
So save me before i fall alsleep

I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 
These voices inside me they get to me 
Maybe you’ll find me inside my dreams
I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 

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Asleep

Heart full of Beats

Scum of the Earth

Heaven Can Seem Too Close (DEMO)

ONE LAST FIGHT

Five Minutes of Fire

I Left Me Behind

SEEK DEEP - LOUDER NOW - STUDIO MASTER - 2025

I've been writing songs since 1993 and since then I've spent short spells in different bands. None of them worked and I couldn't work out why. 

It took me until 2025 to work it out. 

I'm a songwriter first and foremost, I've never been a front man, so I don't think the band formula ever really worked for me.  I also never really had that one "sound" which has become more obvious as the last three decades have come and gone.

The thing is, I don't think I ever knew what sound I wanted, I just enjoyed writing and creating something from nothing.

So, I think "Sons Of Regret" is fluid.  It's what it needs to be when it needs to be it. 

it's genreless.

Hopefully, there is something for most people here.

Thanks for listening.

Heaven Can Seem Too Close (DEMO)

Sons of Regret

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