this makes me think of my late sister 🥀 thank you for this 🖤

produced by jeff hazin
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i don't wanna lose you
i miss talking to you
and feeling so happy 
we got you back
i was relieved
you seemed so 
happy and healthy
things were back on track

i watch all your progress 
i blink and you lost it
i wish i could stop this

now we’re back to square one
you hit rock bottom
i’ve tried everything, to get through -

to make you understand
how much i care
i wish i was there


you’re hurting me, too

[i feel sick to my stomach
knowing how much 
i want this
to all go away
if i find
the right thing
to say
you'll get better,
things will change]


i hate feeling helpless 
i don't recognize you
the painful nostalgia 
of watching you change- change -change
while i drift away -way -way -way

i wanna repeat it all and say
I'll keep you safe 

now we’re back to square one
you hit rock bottom
i’ve tried everything
to get through 

to make you understand 
how much i care
i wish i was there

you’re hurting me, too

[i feel sick to my stomach
knowing how much i want this
to all go away
if i find
the right thing to say]

you'll get better, things will change
you'll get better. things will change.

stream ⊹

things will change

stweam my latest song

something in the way - cover

༯❥༯⛧° 6. untangle me
━━━━━━━━━━━━
smoking in your empty garage
you pass me a match
so i can light myself up

we smell like gasoline 
and cigarette butts
sleeping in our clothes
from 3 days before

untangle me 
disheveling 
messy in my mind 
and messy in my heart

the centipedes 
are watching me
living with the spiders
dreaming with the moths

sleeping on a blow up mattress
cold is cutting through the blankets
so i drink another bottle
body heat, i need to cuddle

smoking in your empty garage
you pass me a match
so i can light myself up

smoking in your empty garage
you pass me a match
so i can light myself up

untangle me

produced by https://soundcloud.com/snakechild + jon evers + https://soundcloud.com/sophie-meiers
⋅⋯ ୨˚୧ ⋯⋅ ⋅⋯ ୨˚୧ ⋯⋅ ⋅⋯ ୨˚୧ ⋯⋅ ୨˚୧ ⋯⋅ ⋅⋯ 
i love you like, like, like
i love you like, like, like, like, like, like 
i really love you like, like, like
i really love you like, like, like, like, like

i love you like lookin’ at the stars
fire in your heart 
make me feel so small
you’re in charge, i

i love you like lookin’ at the stars
fire in your heart
make me feel so small 
you’re in charge, i

i love you like, like, like
i love you like lookin’ at the stars
fire in your heart 
make me feel so small
you’re in charge, i

i love you like, like, like
i really love you like — really really hard
you can take me far
no not in your car
drive, drive

i love you like really really hard
you can take me far
no not in your car
drive

i really love you like, like
i really love you like really really hard
really, really hard
really, really hard - i

i really love you like, like 

i love you like lookin’ at the stars
fire in your heart
make me feel so small
you’re in charge, i

i love you like lookin’ at the stars
fire in your heart
make me feel so small
you’re in charge, i

i really love you, like, like, like, like
i love you like, like, like, like, like

i really love you like
really really hard
you can take me far
no not in your car
drive, drive

i love you like, like, like
i love you like, like, like, like, like, like
i really love you like, like, like
i really love you like, like, like, like, like
⋅⋯ ୨˚୧ ⋯⋅ ⋅⋯ ୨˚୧ ⋯⋅ ⋅⋯ ୨˚୧ ⋯⋅ ୨˚୧ ⋯⋅ ⋅⋯

stream

music video!

okay w/ that

produced by jeff hazin
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if you go looking
to find your fabricated vision
you just might get
what you expect to find
almost every single time

confirmation bias
it’s just like you decided

it's your
nightmare
worst case
images 
you push away
your greatest fear
secret blames
guilty conscience 
insecurity

you get what you find
and you find what you think
your suspicion is true
cause you made it to be

be, made it, be, made it, made it

reassuring
your conclusion
data bias
you’re diluting
your own decisions
are not computing
preconceptions
truth of your choosing

you get what you find
and you find what you think
your suspicion is true
cause you made it to be

(be, made it, be, made it, made it)
(be, made it, be, made it, made it)

confirmation bias

｡:°ஐ｡- - - - https://soundcloud.com/sophie-meiers +https://soundcloud.com/atlgrandma - - - - ｡ஐ°:｡
i remember the way the light fell on your shoulders that day
i remember the face you made when you got the call that stole your hope away

i type out too many messages
a million things
i wish that i could fix
i wonder if this is as good as it gets
[as good as it gets]

if it was up to me, i wouldn’t have to be
counting the heartbeats in my chest
you want me to believe, i’ll escape from tragedy
but destroying myself is what i do best

get me out
of my fucking head
sometimes i wish 
i could take back what i said
i wonder if this is as good as it gets
[as good as it gets]

maybe this is as good as it gets

if it was up to me, i wouldn’t have to be
counting the heartbeats in my chest
you want me to believe, i’ll escape from tragedy
but destroying myself is what i do best

get me out
of my fucking head
sometimes i wish 
i could take back what i said
i wonder if this is as good as it gets
[as good as it gets]
maybe this is as good as it gets

i remember the way the light fell on your shoulders that day
i remember the face you made when you got the call that stole your hope away

as good as it gets

｡:°ஐ｡- - - -https://soundcloud.com/sophie-meiers + https://soundcloud.com/atlgrandma + matt spatola- - - -｡ஐ｡:°

do you think i’m dying again
i haven’t been the slightest bit better
you don’t have to say anything
i know we’re both scared of this

[i guess you don’t know that your words keep stinging
this heart in my chest is barely beating 
i guess you don’t know that it might be better for you
if you left] 

i am not your fucking therapist
and you expect me to take care of it

you don’t owe me anything
i’m not some sort of helpless work of charity

[i guess you don’t know that your words keep stinging
this heart in my chest is barely beating 
i guess you don’t know that it might be better for you
if you left] 

is it true
what you said
you’re sick and tired of living
inside of my mess

[i guess you don’t know that your words keep stinging
this heart in my chest is barely beating 
i guess you don’t know that it might be better for you
if you left]

better for you

rescue

unlearning

☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ are you getting tired of me yet*☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

i'm  sitting by myself again
i hope you cant see the scars on my legs
i lost myself along the way
i gotta make it through today

[day day, i gotta make make it
through through today day
i'll make it]

are you getting tired of me yet
maybe i'll be pretty if i dress like that
wear a cute skirt and shave my legs
i just wanna be enough
i gotta make it through today

[day day, i gotta make make it
through through today day
i'll make it]

are you getting tired of me yet*☆

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things will change

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