This is the last, the last straw, This is the end, of it all, I feel betrayed for the last time, remove your blade from my fucking spine. "chorus: i did not, want another love song in my head but you had to become everything that i hate." you betrayed yourself when you betrayed, betrayed me, you will feel regret for all of this mark my words, a lesson has been learned by an unwilling teacher and he gives you an A, i will not ever attend class ever again because i'm a failure, all i wanted was to be loved by you but i guess that's too much to ask, i am going to retire from this heart break for once,  and for all. you betrayed yourself when you betrayed, betrayed me, "chorus" im sick and tired of all of your lies, i see deceit within those eye, i wanted you to be by my side, just another thing for me to take in stride.
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Surrounded yet fighting - the last straw

Surrounded yet fighting - intro

Surrounded yet fighting - guitar only

Trying to hold onto forever lost inside of your smile, I would lay my head on a bed of nails, just to be by you, just to be by you, trying to embrace this beautiful face, that belongs to you, belongs to you, I would lay my head on a bed of nails, just to be by you, just to be by you, there is noth-, ing that I, wouldn't do, just for you, just for you, maybe this, time will be, different for, you and me, you and me, and I always wondered if I could bear to see an angels face until the day I saw you, my heart, was held, captive by, past mistakes, past mistakes, until, you set, it free, just for me, just for me, and this bed of nails never felt so good until the day you came along, I will not, let this cage, hold me down, anymore, once again I find myself lost deep inside of your beautiful smile.
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Deplored Antiquity - Bed of nails

As I drive, away from you, I notice your, house in my, rear view, don't let it, fade away. This tear, is here, to re, mind me, remind me, of your, sweet kiss, and of, this bliss, I can, feel your, lips a, gainst mine, against mine, this is, the day, that turned, into, a mem- a memory, now has come the time for me to look back on what I have done, this is the day that turned into a memory, this is the day that turned into a memory

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Deplored Antiquity - The day that turned into a memory

Surrounded yet fighting - hidden track

I will cry you a river so that you may drown, in this sea of pain your body will not be found. I was nothing more than a petty fling to you, will you regret the things that you have put me through?

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Deplored Antiquity - Murderous hearts

Fighting to take away your habits that you cannot break, in the form of drugs that you take, and when your torn, limb from limb and the lights, they grow dim, everything will change but this fight will remain. so hows the view inside that shell, how are you, I'm doin' well, how's the weather in addict ville, how could you let this blood spill. Now that you have showed me that you are killing yourself, I hope you regret the day that we met, I know that I will, that's for sure, thank you dear, thank you dear, thank you.
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Deplored Antiquity - Torn limb from limb

Defunct joke band (skin head / hardcore) circa 2003. 

Members: Jesse Estefano Jarvis Gongora & Michael Peterson

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New New Jersey Jersey - I will always love you

Defunct joke band (skin head / hardcore) circa 2003.
Members: Jesse Estefano Jarvis Gongora & Michael Peterson

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