this is the most unique beat for a song ive heard and the song is so good

🔥🔥🔥

Produced by Forlorn.
FREE DOWNLOAD: https://shinobutherapper.bandcamp.com/track/second-guessing

LYRICS:
I feel insane, or maybe same as I've just always felt
My brain's deranged, detached membrane but failed to ever tell
Maybe today I'll end up dazed or something never dealt
I'll never say what flows throughout my brain and causes hell
Always unchained, my life just burns as all my joy just melts
Always in pain, I have no mouth but I wish I could belt
Out words in blaze, never contained within my awkward gaze
But life's a haze and I just wish that I could simply phase

Up on out of this realm of existence
Phased by nothing but I still feel like rubbish
Whipped by my passing thoughts, it's nothing but torture
Gripped by my lasting thoughts, I can't settle no score
My soul is fading away, I don't know what I could say
To make it last one more day, cause I just don't wanna pay
I thought I found myself but I'm still a lost soul
Tryna find me some purpose with no real large goal

Anticipation killed my ambitions beyond belief
Expectations ruined everything that I ever achieved
And it's a hard pill to swallow
Just move forward is my motto
Because ain't no use getting stuck in my own shell
When all it's done is created my own personal hell
That I wish to escape any time, any date
Let me out to see the sun and what I have done

Second guessing first impressions
Lacking blessing and I'm stressing
Overworking, overthinking
I was floating, now I'm sinking
Where has my mind gone lately?
It's felt like a gun pointed toward me, off safety
Convinced everyone I know hate me
Times slowly ticking as depression's constant kicking
Leaves a mark and doesn't stop till it's finished
Or leaves me feeling diminished
Bleeding out every positive feeling that I've ever kept
Instead of using these emotions, I just gave up and wept

Tears run across as my face as I put the pen to the paper
Put my heart and soul towards all of it but I still gotta cater
To those who'll never care what I deal with, or what's in my favor
To them this life is but a game and I'm simply a player
Playing into they hand, or simply playing myself
Constant reminders of time passed, I think I need some help
But I can't find the energy to ask for assistance with what I done dealt
Or simply speak the words to what I done felt

So instead, I'm just folding like some origami
Cause in the end, I'll just probably
Never find the answers, hardly
Ever expected more, only expected folly
But where should I even go now?
Where do I continue without a how?
Drowning at every moment of overwhelm
So, how could I ascend?
As I'm progressing through life, I feel more like an inkless pen
Moving forward without any real path or passion like I ain't actually

Worth anyone's time or a even moment of talking to
Used to feel bruised and purple, now I feel more and more blue
Used to feel bruised and purple, now I feel more and more blue

Second Guessing [prod. Forlorn]

wake up in a marked room
if you rlly gon rush me
imma r2
nobody let you down cause they dont have the heart to
they think its over n finished
when im just sober and mimic
ur never over ur image when theres a part two

i always see em relaxed
how they aint stressin bout some shit they said thats stuck in the past
like shit man
why i always feel like shit
man
hitman
im never dodging brief im sick man
im talking too much shit
or too little
im up at like lunch
my hunch is im crippled
im packing my pistol
aim at my enemy
mentally too brittle
my shame is my melody

too much too much
too much,
fuck around for a year i aint doing too much

too much too much
too much,
stuck around cause of fear think im losing my touch
ohh

still spinning
stuck in my cycle
while homies still winnin

they can stay high tho
i can stay grinnin
im facing myself
dont think that its finished

wake up in a marked room
if you rlly gon rush me
imma r2
nobody let you down cause they dont have the heart to
they think its over n finished
when im just sober and mimic
ur never over ur image when theres a
marked room
if you rlly gon rush me
imma r2
nobody let you down cause they dont have the heart to
they think its over n finished
when im just sober and mimic
ur never over ur image when theres a part two

lil bitch lil bitch
still crying about same shit
never stop complaining how nobody know my name yet
i could give a fuck about fame but keep talking
the more that you whine the more that im mocking

just+++chatting

(☍﹏⁰)｡

(☍﹏⁰)｡ (tell a lie)

I made her cry

art by @kuuuuba !

featuring @sor-uh

produced by @phansyphish & @kunoui

cortez:

hearing deftones, i’m filled with adrenaline
had a lot of shit to talk so i’m penning it
almost retired but i’m on my shit again
like my bitches head i’m always scoring 10/10
fuck a ex bitch on igor shit like are we still friends?
bitch i’d put you in the dirt first chance that i get
tryna act like you was down but you finding dory
swimming round them messages
make me sick to my stomach
spitting intestines

living melancholic, haruhi suzumiya
drop a bag with my bitch at a fucking pizzeria
rappers talking shit but i never seem to hear it 
catch em in public like a sample bitch you better fucking clear it
don’t have my license but i’m tryna steer
clear of all the fuckery
i just need my bag and my bitch to come fuck with me
like my bitches thighs in the summer she gon be stuck wit me
no three 6 boy you never touching me


sor uh:

boy i talk my shit
got alot, 

gotta light my spliff,

hittin heavy like my shots,

aiming at some pussy bitch !!

typin online,
think he really on time
to clear?

boy u aint fine
got my ily
aiming sights
in here !

u been on some bitchmade getup
aim to flick,
need some wristaid
when i twitch they 
switch they setups,

on that glitch trademark talk,
biting at my heels 
yall need to bitedown
on some sidewalk !!

curbin all yo shit demos,

servin only day 1's,

throwback to them days 
when we were swervin
in suburbans
hitting ollies at the station c:

loading up on hi chews
while they tried to take my image
but my talent dont apply
to all these 
these pussies at they limit

its a mimic stance
u takin
boy and i aint even phased !
got the same kick snare
impaired and loopin all yo plays !

its so funny watching 
everybody try to hmu :0
boy u too worried
bout connections
thats ur money divvied up :/ shiittt


cortez:

i need you right beside me
now more than ever
it took so long to find me
i traveled stormy weather 
nows the perfect timing
i never wanted to settle
never seen the silver lining
every chance it fell through 
my bitch pretty like michiko
puffy hair like hatchin
throw bills stripped with indigo
we can get it popping
she don’t like it slow
like in a strelitzia proceed with caution
pistil position hitting all the targets
i don’t care what you charging
as long as she want it
this bitch worth more than a couple hundreds
bound 2 thousand bitches ain’t nothing
feel like igor chasing her no time i’m running
out of fucking ways to verbally express myself
fuck a couple bills when you’re my true wealth
get a farm in belgium
couple fucking animals 
on the field till we’re old

farm in belgium feat. sor uh (produced by phansyphish/kunoui)

I made this song in Audacity in about an hour.

MOGMOG

for my boyfriend ... please listen to this with headphones on, it does not sound very well thru my laptop speakers ... 

初恋 ( hatsukoi )

Cremating angels, please don't get caught
Splinter on wood a tiny red spot
Megalodon, she's here or she's not
Posting the christ, trauma from shot
Claiming a future, triple 9 watts
Switching to blue, feel the heart drop
Filtering bitches makes my blood clot
Cunt couldn't take it, not a good slut

Cremating angels, please don't get caught
Splinter on wood a tiny red spot
Megalodon, she's here or she's not
Posting the christ, trauma from shot
Claiming a future, triple 9 watts
Switching to blue, feel the heart drop
Filtering bitches makes my blood clot
Cunt couldn't take it, not a good slut

Fuck your nostalgia, I will pick your teeth out one by one
Bandwagon crisis fallen when the boybands won
Shut your stupid mouth for once and let me have my quiet fun
Ice pick lobotomy come over and try it, hun
72 virgins and they all listen to shoegaze
Know the fucker fell from balconies but what would you say
I'll cannibalize 108 mics for my buffet
Trapped inside a whale under an iceberg on a blue day
06 plate 49 metal particle
Cloud above observe me as I twirl upon a cardinal
Autumn grabs a slice, retract the progress, tarnish holes
Cerebral side view mugshot covered up body in barnacles
Harness goals for letting go of sides of ships in indigo
Genetic mold in whips that reek, your dad is dead but no hero
To beat a bird till it can't fly then push it off like ready go
It's getting old I'm heading home

AERO GROS M - lovesliescrushing

You Don't Deserve To Be Happy

false blood angels

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samples
Halle Uchida - Dress Up
Combatwoundedveteran - You Win, I'm Stupid!
Orchid - In G & E
Atomic INC. - Finish Me

was originally going to be a really long mix but i dont have the skills yet to pull that off

Yokatta! / I'm Stupid!!!! 🎠🌸 <<[𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒹𝒸𝑜𝓇𝑒200𝓐𝓦𝓔𝓢𝓞𝓜𝓔💜𝑅𝐸;𝓂𝒾𝓍]>_< (R.I.P ATOMIC INC.) X xX

Aint Worth Shit

Santan Dave street starztv freestyle remix

fairy fountain o clock

mf zeph:

ive fallen in love with a fairy!
its apparent she dont really care for me
305 ride or die
konata by my side
but she dont wanna slide
on a heart so wide
so im just sitting and questioning
beckoning
got the millennium key
baby wont you just let me in
we keep fucking
i know you is stressed again

cortez: 

i’ve fallen in love with a fairy
more like a demon
the way she keep eating my soul
only 16 but you make me feel so old
sakoku, always alone
nine inch nails stabbed in my dome
no friends to talk to
no home to walk to
i hate your voice 
i just wanna smash up my phone
i need you to leave me alone

mf zeph:

ive fallen in love yet again
i keep pursuing dreams even though
we'd be better as friends
this super mario sunshine is beautiful
joe it be viewtiful
cuticle shawty
the love an illusion
a simp irrefutable
rattle my chains, baby
fool on my tarot
reload and then smack with the ammo
pea shooter shawty come out from the bramble

cortez:

i’ve fallen again
i keep calling and calling
i get left on read
i’m not a friend
i’m not a trend
i’m not an iron lung or the bends
feel like sirenhead
scream at the void
can’t get out of bed
unless i’m making some noise
i got no choice
cut this bitch off
shinya banba
cut that bitch off
bumping mantra

mf zeph:

big thick holo tips hit!
straight through the heart like a dragoon
ain't in a bad mood
i was just hotaro in the classroom
death card, chalice
she came to the function
malicious intent
light my fire
no need to get all your cards bent
might be heaven sent
ive seen hell twice
and its quite nice
kinda like your face in the moonlight

cortez:

my bitch michiko 
i’m feeling like hatchin
talking that shit
my bitch gets to popping 
feeling so pretty
but i’m walking with caution
weapons like death the kid
i got 2 options
just like scarface whip
i need my bitch topless
i pan you out the picture
with the cropping
just like yandhi
you wish you could drop me

mf zeph:

time stops, it's just the two of us
dj screw with us
but ion care bout who with us
doin shit behind the scenes
it's about the cream
butterflies whiz by, baby
as you set sail
leaving my mind
and i wake up in a cold sweat
i just wanna forget

just+++chatting

sor uh

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