ill never forget who dedicated this song to me.... i love you 

These words nearly triggered an episode the first time I heard them.

anyone else think its kinda creepy calling a young woman " Very Beautiful" like idk why but that gave me chills....

ive got these demons that i cant shake...

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If I Had You Here

produced by @EmmitFenn
co-produced by @finneasmusic

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bitches broken hearts

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you got so distant. . .

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LYRICS

"you lead me on for weeks. . .
you talk this and that, you tell me pretty lies
but you never follow through with what you say
you know what i mean? you can say that you want this, you can say whatever you want but doing it is completely different"

love of mine, so divine
how's it feel spending time apart?

run and hide, stay alive
but i know you're barely breathing

what do i do?
i'm still so in love with you
and i know that you want me too
but you always do me so cruel
so cruel

you got so distant
there you go putting up fences
lucky for you i'm persistent
but you always stay so resistant
distant

love of mine, losing sight
how's it feel in another bed?

simple life, you and i
could have had it all but you're scared

distant

sadeyes - you deserve better (p. ocean)

she don't care if I die

come out and play

@ the one that got away...

Lyrics:
And every time I
Go outside I see things
In the back of my mind
And every single one
They remind me of you
And every time I
Think about you
It’s a mess I don’t
Know what to do
and all the while
You do damage to me
You do damage to me
 
My life is going under
Yet I wasn’t ready for the
End of it I wonder if it’s
Meant to be this way or something
Better in the summer
I’ll pretend I never see the
Pictures that you’re posting
On your Instagram
I guess you’re doing pretty well tho
If wanting happiness is
Wrong then you can lock me in a
Cell tho honestly I’m
Hurting pretty bad but you’re
Living better than the life we had
I feel it in my chest tho

Spotify

Damage (prod. khail)

lyrics:
you claim that your there
you said were a pair
but it's only lies
cuz i know you dont care

the pain that i wear 
to you i would share
but deep down inside
girl i know you don't care

how could you care for me
you never cared for me
you just pretend 
and it's all in your head

how were there for me
you're never there
nothing would change
guess im better off dead 


it's getting harder to trust
turning my heart into dust
girl is it love, is it lust?
thought we were stronger than stone
you left me alone
our hope is just starting to rust 
you saw me hurting 
you watched me get sicker
you thought you were
helping me out of the river
but really your help
was a curse to my liver
you were drowing in lies 
i was drowing in liquor
 
really did you even try?
you.. didnt even tell me bye
i.. see the truth in your eyes
it's the reason why you never cry
but maybe it's all my fault
and maybe i'm made of salt
even still, why would i  try to call
cuz i know you don't really at all
*no not at all*

(hook)

i wish i could hug you
even through all of the pain
and all of the shame, 
i love you 
we know that i'm not a saint
we both are the same
imperfect through all of our trouble 
i don't wanna die with hate between us
what's the point of living life
if love don't lead us
what's the point of being slaved
if God can free us
we just need a lil drop 
of blood from Jesus 
yuh
you made me feel lonley
with no one around
you left me in silience 
not even a sound
the past is behind me
i'm putting it down
so can we rebuild 
and restart from the ground 
cuz maybe it's all our fault
and everyones made of salt
even still, i really hope you try call
cuz maybe we both care after all

(hook)

you don't care (prod. odece)

sitting in the darkness

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take me back (w/ sadboyprolific & thomas reid)

i'm wasting my life on pointless things (prod. Why Loner)

fudasca & Snøw- this song won't change a thing

lyrics: 
(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if I’m fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 1)
i've been sitting in my room
just chilling my dude
i don’t care about much
that’s a lie, i just try to act tough
deep inside i’m really big wuss
i’ve going through a lot but it don’t show
smile big, so my parents really don’t know
like a fridge cuz my heart stay so cold
they say to be a man
you gotta be strong
walk around with ya fist closed  
I’m a big boy now be aware of it
to be honest man 
i think need a therapist
to be honest man
i think i’m really scared of this
they say i gotta be tough 
i ain’t sharing it  
playing 21 savage really ain’t me
i just wanna be a man 
so they feel me
stack my pride so high to the ceiling 
sadly, this bottled up pain
just might kill me 
(pain just might kill me)

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 2)
i think i’m growing up way too fast
age 10 and i wear a fake mask
i’m afraid that my life might crash
cuz if you ain’t first 
then your just last
when I’m grown
imma be like them
even walk, try to talk, be a jock like them
maybe then 
i will actually finally fit in  
bottle up everything, and when i’m all out of my luck  
kill myself like them 

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 

(bridge)
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all

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big boys don't cry (prod. con)

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Special thanks to my brother Jonno backing guitar, and letting me use his rad studio.



sadeyes - you deserve better (p. ocean)

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