I chose the loneliest path.

Produced by KumoBD, Zeromandia.

I made this song thinking about Diana.

Looking back, life has really beat my ass.

I love you, I love you
You know that I love you
You know that my love is true
I don’t understand, how you don’t love me too
F*ck

(Do you want me?) x4

All I've got are memories.

Produced by Jacob Lincoln.

I’ve got an anxious-avoidant attachment style.

On my own
I hope these drugs hit for something
Looking for something new
I can’t go to sleep cause
No one’s there for me
My heart, is locked inside my room

On my own, again.

Produced by Kuromee.

I’ve been through a lot.

Surprised I’m still here.

I never thought there’d be
No one next to me
I wish that you would, hold me close and leave your heart with me
So now I’m all alone, and no one’s here for me
I wish that you would hold me close, just like we used to be

I never thought I'd find myself here.

Produced by Kuromee.

Hold up, I’m on new sh*t
F*ck the people I was cool with
Went to school with
Love the drugs that I’m abusing
So I keep using
Don’t know how long Imma do this
On my two feet, I’m on my own now
I’m grown now
Fell in love once, but I’m alone now
Gotta slow down
But my plug ringing up my phone now
At the studio I think I need some more, ain’t tryna calm down
Since that n*gga think I’m sweet, I told him run up and get gunned down

Hold up, I’m on new sh*t
On to new sh*t
F*ck the people I was cool with
Went to school with
Don’t know how long Imma do this
On my two feet, I’m on my own now
I’m grown now
Fell in love once, but I’m alone now
Gotta slow down
But my plug ringing up my phone now
At the studio I think I need some more, ain’t tryna calm down
Since that n*gga think I’m sweet, I told him run up and get gunned down

Anxious-avoidant, so I pushed my friends away.

Produced by Kuromee.

Baby, tell me do you mean it
I’ve been chilling with the gang, I’ve been taking shrooms all f*cking evening
Say you love me, don’t believe it
I’ve been on my own so much, so baby when you pull up – yeah I swerve
I might kick a baddie to curb
On my own, but yeah it’s gon’ be alright
Taking shrooms, I think I’ll have a good night
Tonight, tonight, tonight

Anxious-avoidant, but I still let people in.

Produced by Joniotw (I added some drums at the end).

This beat got sent in Jim Legxacy’s Discord server yesterday, so I decided to try something on it.

I thought you told me that you’d never leave
Now all I got from you are -
And if she leave that’d be the death of me
Don’t wanna - but I can’t
I can’t stay, but I can’t leave
My mind keeps playing, tricks on me
She left me bad, now I’m lonely
I thought you told me you would never -

I guess you don't remember what you told me.

Probably the last song I'll record for a while.

Produced by Kuromee.

Told her PM me
I don’t check my phone, I told her DM me
Tryna pull up in that GLE
I don’t even know, like what she see in me
I can’t -
I’m surrounded by my enemies
This might be the - might be the end of me
I’ve -
Got no friends, them n*ggas dead to me
I -
I don’t wanna walk this road ahead of me

Oh and sorry Yusra.
I made this song during that time we weren't talking.

NPC Tim

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