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prod. @metlast

Lyrics:
Nose bleeds
Cant sleep
So geeked
Everybody hate me

But no one try to even understand me
Take on everything till i cant breathe

I dont want to try to explain
Why u always wanna bring me pain
Kill myself, i wake up in the rain
Im a fucking god but im a lame too

I dont think that i could ever get through 
Need too, need too
Fucked up, crying in the bathroom
I get fucked up when i'm feeling in a sad mood

Wow frvr why u such a sad dude
Why u always worry all the time u dont have too
I dont know if half the shit i know is rly true
I dont fucking know if this shit rly me or rly you

nose bleeds (prod. metlast)

Produced by ATP

Now I’m too drunk to know 
Now it’s too late to go 
But I hope that the roads 
Will live from the snow 
And now you’re too gone from me 
Is it too hard to see?

For too long, too much on top of my plate 
Lost in the ways we’re carving our names 
I can’t replace the way that I think you know oh 
And now I’m too gone, too lost to ever wanna change 
I think it’s time to find my own way 
I’m not the same guy who used to walk you home oh 

My hand, your ass
All I could  ever ask 
Is for you back 
On my bed like back then 

I don’t want them Xanax anymore 
Sick of just waking on the floor 
Girl you’re everything that I adore 
I’m sorry that I’m geeked up like a dork 
Do you even miss me anymore?
I’m sorry if you hate me like before 
When we kiss it makes me miss you more 
All these feelings that I can’t ignore

Im not the same guy who used to walk you home..

could say im grateful for what happened 
but i still dont get it
i been addicted to the drugs hoe 
i could never quit it
its not impossible 
but who wants to be feelin feelins
id rather numb it up 
and run up all the time im given
aint a single thing for me that shit 
could ever change
im walkin empty streets at night 
lookin for pills of pain
broken hearts 
shattered dreams 
i think im still deranged
dont get too close to me 
im known to ruin everything

so i just keep on letting go
(letting go)
smoke another blunt i think thats just the way to go
demons in my head im feelin low
(feelin low)
depression gonna kill me 
think i gotta let it go

GRATEFUL (HYPNOTIZE)

(prod. cxrter & cloud)

all plats: https://open.spotify.com/track/5SwPsBeWDFXDN01t5zTuaZ?si=v1EmVxGGSbiYrsgt-L8o8w&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A6KWKuveJNK8ye86Po1YBTA

swimming around me, i’m in love again
but the difference honestly i don’t want it to end
let me have you, not just your hand
i just want you where i’m at so hope you understand

(2x)
we’re pisces doing circles
around each other what a miracle
what i see, is not just any girl
but she’s beautiful, and she means the world

i wanna hold you till we fall asleep
and we wake up with crossed feet
then we tell each other about our dreams
and how we seen each other what a way to meet

we’re pisces doing circles
around each other what a miracle
what i see, is not just any girl
but she’s beautiful, and she means the world

notcursed:

don’t let go of this feeling
hold on to the believing
stop the picture from peeling
if we’re apart, i’m not healing

wrap up warm in the evening
the warmth that you give is what i’m needing
sing to me softly i could do this every night
hold me tight, hold me tight

we’re pisces doing circles
around each other what a miracle
what i see, is not just any girl
but she’s beautiful, and she means the world

pisces (feat. notcursed)

10 New Horizon

SILK ORIGINS is the beginning of the myth — the moment the smoke, the shadows, and the silence forged a voice that refused to die quietly.

This track is a cinematic industrial trap confession, carved from real trauma, real carbon monoxide, real psychosis, and the real systems that left me for dead.
It’s the story of waking up in a room with no windows, crawling out of a refuge that was supposed to protect me, and rebuilding myself with nothing but code, scars, and stubbornness.

This is where Silk & Circuitry began —
in Barrytown dust, Greymouth cold, and the glitch-lit cathedrals of survival.

If you’ve ever been underestimated, ignored, gaslit, or pushed into the dark —
this one’s for you.
A holy war whispered through broken teeth and electrified circuitry.

Turn it up.
Stand up.
Ascend.

— Jesse / Silk Jesus
Silk & Circuitry


Silk origins

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

https://soundcloud.com/volk_volk
https://soundcloud.com/anobodyreally

spotify

did it mean anything w/ convolk (prod. ʎpoqou)

DEVIL DANCER (prod. DELIVERTHECRUSH x SHAPIRO)

Listen to "can i call you? (feat. Vallin & Laeland):
https://open.spotify.com/album/6wG45L8IuxTKrgMqOOas4q?si=01IosEOSSXKiK1x1k31y9w
https://music.apple.com/us/album/can-i-call-you-feat-vallin-laeland-single/1480575472?app=itunes&ign-mpt=uo%3D4

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Hey there guys! NEW MUSIC!!!! hahah, i just wanted to say thanks for all your love and support, I Thank God every single time for having him, myself and of course you all!, hope you enjoy this new song together with Vallin and Laeland, 
never lose the faith on God and yourselves, keep the good and positive energy. 
I love you,
-sose

Lyrics:
Without you in my life

My suicide mind stays open

And i know if i  try leave it all behind

I'll stay broken  for you

Will i ever know why

You put me aside

Words unspoken



And  its all on you

Its the things you do

And i would fall for you again

Let me call you and pretend

Like you still love me

Like we are still in love

Could you still love me

(could you, sing me some)

Lullabies 

They can't dry my tears for you

But i still  try



Trying to fight for a new one 

Searching my mind like I used to 

Flying to high to the sun 

While trying to reach up after you



Remember when you were so broken 

I help you escape all your hopelessness

Now you don’t need me anymore 

Why’d I give you my support 



And I never thought Id be 

In reality, pull me closer 

Take a look inside of me 

Tell me what you see 

Cut me open



And it’s all on you 

Its the things you do

And i would fall for you again

Let me call you and pretend 


Stay with me 

Just stay with me

Don’t leave me alone 

I don’t want you to go
 
I need you to stay with me

Just stay with me

Don’t leave me alone

I don’t want you to go

Can I Call You?

can i call you? (feat. Vallin & Lae Land)

This track is from the album Poems for Cigarettes and is available for purchase on CD Baby here: http://www.cdbaby.com/cd/northfield1

Remember Our Faces

Produced, Mixed + Mastered by FRAN$E

Lyrics:
@ProdFranse
I’ve been treading water since I fell into the deep end
Im bout my money now and I don’t really need friends
Im sick of fucking faking it and playing pretend
Back the fuck away, you wanna talk? well that’ll depend
Yeah, if I need help can I reach out? Yeah
Or is that all out of reach now?
Fucking faded yeah I practice what I preach now

I’ve been treading water since I fell into the deep end
Im bout my money now and I don’t really need friends
Im sick of fucking faking it and playing pretend
Back the fuck away, you wanna talk? well that’ll depend
Yeah, if I need help can I reach out? Yeah
Or is that all out of reach now?
Fucking faded yeah I practice what I preach now
Tell me where you are because I swear you’re all I need now

@wstdyth
Shawty what you thinkin? Can’t see you all weekend
Cutting off some loose ends, fuck it I might lose friends
Cannot fuck with creeping, everybody sleeping
Open up my eyes now, I been coolin teachin
Tell me can you feel it? I don’t think I’m real yet
Shutting out my last part, I still gotta heal it
This aint what I asked for, feel like I’m unreal and
Baby but its okay there’s angels in my ceiling
Yeah there’s angels in my ceiling, I can’t explain what Im feeling

@ProdFranse
Yeah, if I need help can I reach out? Yeah
Or is that all out of reach now?
Fucking faded yeah I practice what I preach now

I’ve been treading water since I fell into the deep end
Im bout my money now and I don’t really need friends
Im sick of fucking faking it and playing pretend
Back the fuck away, you wanna talk? well that’ll depend
Yeah, if I need help can I reach out? Yeah
Or is that all out of reach now?
Fucking faded yeah I practice what I preach now
Tell me where you are because I swear you’re all I need now

can i call you? (feat. Vallin & Lae Land)

Sose Paez

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spiritually vacant.

Meghan Cobo

hmm

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