Lonely

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Ftc Supreme Jubilee 236

luv or lack thereof

side chick just found out she the side chick

First single from my upcoming album "The Life I'm Stuck In"
Available on all streaming platforms:
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I fake my smile just like veneers 
Been doing this for the past couple years 
Otherwise I look just like a deer
Caught in the headlights of a car that's near
Say it's all good but it never is 
My issues feel bigger than everest  
I'm falling apart like an avalanche 
Tumbling down can't grab a branch 
I don't need your help nor do I want it 
Yall can't see the ghosts by which I'm haunted 
I go on like nothings wrong 
You tell a joke I play along 
Play the song I dance along 
This facade won't last for long 
Let the mask slide down face
You wanna see real? Well here's a taste

I'm drowning in doubt and I'm down on myself 
These clowns are so loud I can't hear myself 
Got my head in the clouds that things will go well
That's the funniest Damn joke I'm ever gon tell 
I've had these nights where I think about dying 
I've had these nights where I think about flying 
Almost stopped trying and just started crying 
I know the truth and I've be denying 
Saying it alright knowing it ain't 
Talking to demons but acting like saint 
Thoughts of creating my own red paint 
Nights like this, they ain't for the faint 
I'm feeling remote, I've lost my control
These feelings evoked not good for the soul
These episodes have taken their toll 
Up late nights gotta  finish this show
I'm binging in this I'm drunk on myself 
I'm stuck in my ways and don't want your help
I like how it feels the pain is so real 
Don't take no pills I'm not trynna heal 
I'm not trynna hurt but plans never work
Plan something out and I end up way worse
Don't got no words but I got these emotions
The weight on my back feels like I'm under ocean
Drowning deep down I got tired of swimming 
I'm looking up and the light keeps on dimming 
It's getting so dark 
I think that's a shark 

How much I got left? Only God knows 
Or he would if we were close 
I think I could fix that just give me a rope 
And I'll climb right up and just say hello 
Hey how's it going, ain't think we would meet
But I'm here now, so go on and speak? 
Why' you make me so weak? Make me so fragile?
Had demons chase me and I wasn't so agile
Started off gradual then couldn't be slowed 
Crashed all my hopes, had to see them get towed 
I feel like an explanation I'm owed 
Cuz you ain't nothing like what I was told
Either your Light was a lie or
You're not that great of a guy lord 
It's obvious you coulda tried more 
Why you letting me cry for?

HAPPYFACE(Prod. Young Guss)

Sunset In Tokyo

Prod. By: Rapsody3000
Art By: Jazzy The Great

Wait! - Single

Wait! (Prod. By Rapsody3000)

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wandering.

Daddyos

Full EP out in Spotify, Bandcamp, Apple Music and more!
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https://dominantmusic.bandcamp.com/album/cozy-within

haven

Harvest beat tape out now

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Lonely

Soshu

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