AAw - Part 1

"Fight Inside" - Red (cover)

I don't own this song. All rights go to Fall Out Boy.

I Don't Care - Fall Out Boy Guitar Cover

Red & Brian Head Welch - Fight Inside & Death Of Me

10 - Glow

Lost On Sunset

https://buymeacoffee.com/rayzorbach

August 31, 2025

Surrounded by those thinking the worst of me,
Outnumbered by the ones who loved cursing me,
Satisfied when they start blaming me,
Revel in every time to start shaming me,

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

I'm not perfect but I'm proud just to get by,
I'm still holding onto the guilt that it took to survive,
And It isn't your fault for all these grudges I bare,
Under all the scar tissue this person still cares,

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)

I've just been punished before,
Failure held over me, By those who like to keep score,
There's a storm cloud building inside
And I can't take any more!

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)

I still see them out there waiting for me,
Lurking for an ambush behind every tree,
Just know through all the show I'm still trying my best,
And I exist in between tolerance and forgiveness,

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)



Buy me a coffee

Can't Say That I'm Sorry

A song sung in Spanish concerned with someone querying what would occur if they were to follow a particular person.

Si yo te siguiera

Nightcore - Ordinary World [ red ]

Nightcore- Let us burn. ( Within temptation)

Nightcore - Mystery Of You (Red)

Intro

Heavy / Numb / What I've Done / Breaking the Habit / One More Light / In the End / Leave out All the Rest / Bleed It out (Mashup) by Future Sunsets & Grayson DeWolfe
 For the Album: Heavy / Numb / What I've Done / Breaking the Habit / One More Light / In the End / Leave out All the Rest / Bleed It out (Mashup).
 Released: Aug 15, 2017.
 Lyrics for the Mash-up/Tribute by Linkin Park.

 Heavy / Numb / What I've Done: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=onRlL7G-34A
 Future Sunsets: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTpVFH82bEU1F7kpxZahw-g
 Grayson DeWolfe: https://www.youtube.com/user/GraysonProductions2
 Linkin Park: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Linkin_Park
 Linkin Park Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZU9T1ceaOgwfLRq7OKFU4Q

Lyrics are far from complete but what is here is pretty accurate. I don't know "Who" posted these lyrics but here's my source: https://www.musixmatch.com/lyrics/Future-Sunsets-feat-Greyson-DeWolfe/Heavy-Numb-What-I-ve-Done-Breaking-the-Habit-One-More-Light-In-the-End-Leave-out-All-the-Rest-Bleed-It-out-Mashup

{----Lyrics----

Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Breaking the habit)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In a sky of a million stars
It flickers, it flickers
Who cares if someone's time runs out
If a moment is all we are
(And then we grew up)
Or quicker, or quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out
Well I.
Tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
it doesn´t even matter
(In the end)
So if you 're asking me I want you to know
We're building it up
to bring it back down
We're building it up
To put it down
We can't wait
to bring it down
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
When you feel cold and lost
In desperation
You build up hope but they're so you know
Oh
Remember all
Crawling in my skin
The sadness and frustration
And let it fall
(Confusing, confusing)
(Let it go)
I close both locks below the window
(Let it Go)
I close both blinds and turn away
(Let it go)
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
(Let it go)
Sometimes goodbye is the only way
Do you feel cold
(in the sun)
and lost in desperation
to build up hope
I'll figure all for you
(Remember all)
In the shadow of (?)
(?)
And the sun will set for you
Let it go
Why is everything so heavy?

-Don´t know if the lyrics are correct-
-RIP Chester Bennington-}

Nightcore - Ordinary World [ red ]

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