Production, Mixing and Mastering by Crizzy White
A sample was used for the melody, not sure where from. I made this song a year ago and decided to clean it up and rerecord entirely. 

I was dead on arrival 
And it's an endless cycle 
She asked me why I'm colder 
I said baby I'm bipolar 
I don't have no fucking friends 
And I'm a loner 
I never want this shit to end
But now it's over

Dead on arrival 
End of the rifle
Taking a shot at my head 
Cut my vitals 
Spinning my mind 
Like a mufuckin vinyl
Used to spend nights 
Getting higher than Eiffel
I thought I saw you at prom 
And I did 
I hope that you looked at my bitch 
And got jealous and shit 
Cause she treat me better 
Than you ever did 
And I love her to death 
Yeah I love her to bits
You didn't fit in the frame with the thing that I pictured 
You were the one that I wished for 
You were the one who want encore 
Girl I'm not sorry like anymore 
I shut you out and I slam door
Girl you're no better than any whore 
And you look so shit like an eyesore

I was dead on arrival 
And it's an endless cycle 
She asked me why I'm colder 
I said baby I'm bipolar 
I don't have no fucking friends 
And I'm a loner 
I never want this shit to end
But now it's over

Winter spring and fall I cried through it all
I miss you so dearly
Whenever I would talk you wouldn't hear me
So I guess I'm not so dearly kept to you 
I know I fucked up 
You're blue
I know you left
Too soon
Too soon 
Too soon 
I watched you leave one time
I can't handle another 
If I went back in time 
It wouldn't change you my ex lover

I was dead on arrival 
And it's an endless cycle 
She asked me why I'm colder 
I said baby I'm bipolar 
I don't have no fucking friends 
And I'm a loner 
I never want this shit to end
But now it's over

lyrics 

why oh why 
you 
why's she's tryna run away from me 
thought we had something going me
why oh why
you 

I'm kinda sad that you're always gone
sometimes i feel like you don't care

why oh why 
you 
why's she's tryna run away from me 
thought we had something going me

something (taymxru)

You look so different than before 
Won’t you open up the door 

Don’t let me go 

A million reasons why you left 
But not a single goodbye said tonight 

And that’s alright 

(uh uh uh uh)

Don’t take my head with those crazy thoughts
Revive the winter let’s go back to the dark 

Let’s go back to the start 
Understand we’re apart 

Unleash the storm in the night 
And fall back into love

goodbye [+ Avaire]

Vails, Vito , The Sound Clown , Mackk present:
Restwhenimsober
Vito soundcloud : 
https://on.soundcloud.com/tM1jSZE9vWwE7Los5

Hope you enjoy ✨✨✨

Prod. the sound clown
Master. Vito 
Hook. Vails
Verse2. Vito

Can’t remeber what you said
Got these voices in my head
Can you tell me again but slower
Wish I was someone else instead
So then maybe I could rest 
For a little bit, can I feel sober?

Im catching these feelings like pokemon 
But I’m a monster that can not escape 
I Wonder if I will ever belong 
Cus there is so much at stake
Yeah
burning inside you would think this is arsen
But I’m no Brie Larson, cus nothing I’ve done is fuckin saving the world yeah my life a mistake 
I struck a bargain , with the devil he’s laughing cus he knows ima gone fuck it up now 
I can fairly admit that my soul he has gained


#vails #vito #thesoundclown #mackk
#emotrap #emorap #emo #lilpeep #trap #music #rap #hiphop #soundcloud #rapper #goth #producer #beats #soundcloudrapper #emorapper #sad #sadtrap #gbc #sadrap #gothboiclique #alternative #juicewrld #trapmusic #newmusic #liltracy #trapbeats #typebeat #bhfyp #punk #darktrap

restwhenimsober w/ VITO (prod. The Sound Clown, Mackk)

produced by king theta & kill breanna

i will lmk 
b4 i hit the road 
it wld be stupid to
say im not coming back
i changed and thats a fact
im still scared that im generic
and blurred lines only damage
yeah
damn thats how it is
theres no other way to say this shit
i left the old me in hell again

in hell again

I've been sitting on a buttload of unreleased Nickisgonenow songs for years at this point, due to him sending me WIPs a lot back in the old days, and the one song I was so pissed never got released was a track called "Passed Out Lonely". I managed to convince him to drop it, but he said he thought the song sucked so he privated it. Even when he was alive, I wanted to cover it, but I was an idiot and forgot to ask who the producer was before his passing. In the end I ended up reproducing the instrumental myself, so I'm sorry to the producer who made the original instrumental, but I just couldn't find you.

Nick was the first person to believe in me, take me under his wing, and show me the wider alternative soundcloud community. In the end, we were both fucked up on substances, which lead to us fighting a lot and eventually falling out, but I'm grateful I even got the chance to know him for the brief period he was in my life.

Rest easy, old friend.

Passed Out Lonely - (Nickisgonenow cover) | RIP Nickisgonenow

Here's my EP "manta". I recorded this in 2023, been meaning to drop it for ages.

Manta

peckles in the sun : )

help me im falling : (

Lyrics:

When will i know...
That you're home...
Never seen you...
I'm so alone... (x2)

Can't get out...
The pain inside...
Dead flatline...
Inside my thoughts...
Stories told...
Then they unfold...
Can't get out...
Outta control...

When will i know...
That you're home...
Never seen you...
I'm so alone... (2x)

Never Seen You [Kamikaze Beats]

venus

ignore me (ft. sobstory)

Simulation

Asphyxia

[Est. 2018]

Projects:
Kid Skully [2018-2020, 2024-Now]
Soulfade [2021-Now]

Founder of:
@ghxstcollective [2020-Now]
@solareclipsewav [2022-now]

Associating with:
@timeless-archive, @333collective (2021-2023)

ignore me (ft. sobstory)

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