8 years of hard work. 
no support from anyone. 
all coming from my mind , body and soul.

it is fucking on.

High Like The Moon

8 High Like The Moon

Death Is An Old Friend

6 Death Is An Old Friend

Witches Ground

5 Witches Ground

All The Glory

4 All The Glory

Galaxies

3 Galaxies

Of The Dark

2 Of The Dark

Synthesize My Blood

1 Synthesize My Blood

i've been working on a concept album for quite some time now and decided to start sharing my work in progress.
the album is called Andromeda and i've split it up into five acts.

i'm utilizing this project to work through my personal traumas and issues, hoping to transform it into something great.

this song is part of the first act called - The Arrival.

stream here
https://linktr.ee/dealerofgoods

Lyrics

this is it then i let it go 
this is it then i let it go 

when i was sixteen 
i wanted to go 
to find myself a gigolo

someone to teach me how to blow
how to grow
how to sow
and plant my paradise

when i was twenty one 
lived towards the life
i thought i want
but i wanted to be strong
and get the job done on my own 

fought all the battles all alone
yeah
this is it and i let it go 
let you be my 
my gigolo

i'll open up and you make me go
uh la la la la

polish the gold you bring to me
cause i won't bend down on my knees
if i can't see the effort

i'm here if you pay my price
i'll be the love of your dreams tonight

yeah
this is it and i let it go 
let you be my 
my gigolo

i'll open up and you make me go
uh la la la la


thought i was born to run
thought i was born to hide
i wanna stop but i'm gonna rise

yeah
this is it and i let it go 
let you be my 
my gigolo

i'll open up and you make me go
uh la la la la

Andromeda

Gigolo - Demo

demo of a song i'm working on called Kali.

i've been working on a concept album for quite some time now and decided to start sharing my work in progress.
the album is called Andromeda and i've split it up into five acts.

i'm utilizing this project to work through my personal traumas and issues, hoping to transform it into something great.

stream here
https://linktr.ee/dealerofgoods

lyrics

blue oceans like you 
feel the heaviness 
i had to pass through
i don't seek for ultimate truth
all i need i find between 
me and you

lost and lonely warrior come my way i'll be your home
scarred bruised murdered soul
come my way
follow my call

the moment i die i will run from the light
don't need to shine bright
after this song is over
my power
call Kali

take all of my burned out flames
transform my being once more
ring in the change

you were my best friend
all i thought i'll ever need
gave you life 
took it away to teach me how to just be me 

find freedom without need
i didn't understand
i was incomplete
now i see

all you ever did was giving all your love to me

Kali

Kali - Demo

This song is called Pluto and it's about energies.

i've been working on a concept album for quite some time now and decided to start sharing my work in progress.
the album is called Andromeda and i've split it up into five acts.

i'm utilizing this project to work through my personal traumas and issues, hoping to transform it into something great.

stream here: https://linktr.ee/dealerofgoods

please like, comment and share
follow, if you like what i do

lyrics

big boss establishing
and i preach justice for the misfits
labeled, branded by the hoofs of evil
told we don't fit in their mold

it's not like anyone asks if we even wanna go 
down the road, rush hour travels

dots of darkness in my matters
i blink twice and i see better
again
i spin, we spin
into the, the abyss inside
it's so dark 
there's no where to hide

upon piles of chaos i go 
pluto will you come back once more

pluto reacts full force on me
ignite my sun for infinity
in spirit we are one
dimensions collide
we stand, we walk
we run, we fight

for ourselves, for yourself
for myself
in chaos no one hides
it's all about


dots of darkness in my matters
i blink twice and i see better
again
i spin, we spin
into the, the abyss inside
it's so dark 
there's no where to hide

we love 
we go 
we find our sun
bring back Pluto
through the storm we grow strong
and i learned how to move on 
on my own 

call in redemption

Pluto - Demo

killed my voice, even trying to get close to the original.

Always Remember Us This Way (Cover)

Are You Gonna Rip Apart My Heart?

This is for my boyfriend who broke up with me, because everything became too much. All of it was caused by my anxiety and i didn't realize it until now. So now i'm working really hard on myself to make myself better. To be better. To love better. To care better. To enjoy life better. 

It was the first time really being in love for me, which makes it even harder. And it broke me. I broke myself. But i managed to fix myself, by getting all the chaos around me and inside of me in order. I guess i had to break apart completely, to recreate myself. But there's always a price to pay, which was my relationship with him. I care so much about him. And i miss him a lot. I wish things wouldn't have had to go this way.

It's not easy for me and it's not easy for him.
Anxiety really is a bitch. 
Through all of this pain, i had to learn how to control it. And i'm not gonna let it get the best of me again. This was an important lesson to learn. And i did it, the hard way. 

Music heals. For me, writing and composing all these songs was crucial, to learn, accept and only see the good. He was so good. But i couldn't appreciate it, because my anxiety got in the way. So i decided to make this for him, so maybe if it somehow makes it's way to him, it could help him in a way too. Or anyone else who listens to it and has to through the same shit. 
It's my most personal work so far, and i want to share it. I recorded this in my living room. Each song is a single take. Not perfect. But honest. I have to get it all out of me.
I'll never forget you, i'll never regret you and i hope you stay in my life forever. Not being your partner and missing you is something i can learn to handle. Never seeing you again, i couldn't.
I just need to make sure you're okay, even when you're not with me.

I'm sorry and i miss you a lot.
This is for you, G.
-MRK

Crying On My Own

demo of a song i wrote called LSD

enjoy! feedback is appreciated.

LSD (Demo)

Feeling It (Demo)

here's a cover of the amazing song "What's up" by 4 Non Blondes.

Just me and my piano and Linda Perry's words

Enjoy and take care! :) x

Covers

What's Up (4Non Blondes Cover)

What's Up (4 Non Blondes Cover)

I wrote this song over the course of the past year always trying to just observer our world.
The conclusion I've come up with is, we all need a time out!

Parts of the song i took from a different song i wrote after an important relationship has ended. I put that part into this song because we all know how much it can hurt and we need to let that pain out.

Enjoy and share
Love, M x

Identity

Time Out

Support

This is a song I made called Gianmarco.
It's about someone who helped me learn one of the toughest lessons in life.
If you read this, thank you for that.

No samples were used for this recording.

It's inspired by Alejandro - Lady Gaga
Listen and Enjoy! x

Feedback is appreciated
Enjoy and take care
x

Clarity

Gianmarco

Another demo of a song I produced called Burned Out
It's inspired by Paparazzi - Lady Gaga.
Never really got around to finishing it--

what do you think? leave me a feedback below :-D

enjoy and take care
x

Burned Out

Burned Out (Demo)

Listen to my new song "MESSIAH".

out on Spotify, Itunes, Apple Music, etc. on May 29th

https://smarturl.it/Messia

https://soundmedicine.art

NEW EP -  "IN STEREO"  on Spotify, Apple Music, etc.
https://www.gate.fm/mPb0tsdR

I made this song, when i was listening to Bad Romance by Lady Gaga and all of these words I put into the song came to mind.
The more I listen to it, the more I can see the meaning behind it.

Listen, Enjoy and Dance! x

Fiery Eyes

MESSIAH

Find your Messiah

This track is about facing your worst fears!

Lyrics, melodies and production were all done by myself.

Leave a comment about a time when you had to face your own worst fear!

Enjoy and share! x

Shadow Creatures

Support my work

Listen on Spotify, Tidal, Apple Music and many more...
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This is a very special song to me.
-
More infos about the making of it and the final mix coming soon.




Stay tuned and rock on! x

Lights

Support Lightworkers

Lights (Piano Version)

Listen to "King Of Mine" on all streaming platforms!
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https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/soundmedicine/king-of-mine
.
Cheers x

King Of Mine

Listen to Atlantica on Spotify, Tidal, Deezer, Apple Music and more.
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https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/soundmedicine/atlantica

Atlantica

Buy on iTunes

WAVE LIKE OCEANS
WAVES LIKE SEA
POUR YOUR WATER OVER ME



lyrics, melodies and compositions are all done by me.
as well as vocals, piano playing, instrument programming, recording, mixing and mastering of all tracks.

If you connect to my music, let me know why 
Also if you can't connect to it, tell me what bothers you! 
Thank You!

---always trying to capture an emotion through music---


main topics are mental health awareness, witchcraft, self reflection, mythology, addictions, matters of love and all other matters of the mind.

feedback is welcome and appreciated. 



take care! 
Love, M x

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