invisible monsters

fade into you - mazzy star cover

it's all over now baby blue - bob dylan/van morrison cover 
(my headphones are broken but i'm bored)

it's all over now baby blue

nocturnal me

demo (original song) 

lyrics:
you called my dad, explained the whole horror show
i couldn’t walk you couldn’t stop the blood flow
i saved you a seat but again you were a no show i dont blame you
if i were you i wouldnt go
you told me i looked like a porn star but my ribs were sticking out too far
the cure is on the radio i’m buying even though i’m broke 
i can hear my own bones crying
what’s with the drugs? what are we on? i don’t care
with a knife held to my throat you tell me that i shouldn’t be scared
i’ll go to the party but there’s no way i’m going home alone 
i’ll be your baby, sasha grey just tell me when to go
i’m sick of getting naked to put on a sick show
i’ve been throwing up blood 
i could spend my life inside you panting for you like a dog 
i’ll let you beat me  yellow then whisper away in the fog 
your whimpers and words don’t upset me
i’ve lived a nightmare since i was born 
the bitemarks, you ugly teeth
infect me, i’m dead on the floor
i will starve to death and you won’t care
you’ll bleed and you’ll call up my phone
the doctors are telling you to be there
hold my hand, before long i’ll be gone
i was raised in a house with no home
on a first name basis with nurses
i’ve been quiet and loud and outrageous
through my blanket you can feel my bones
theyve been blowing me up like a toxic balloon
and i’m killing myself to keep dying
my mother was born on a full moon
now i’m filling up my cavities with bile
the bedrest is making me restless
i’ve been handcuffed to myself
the drugs make me feel like a hot mess
and i’m clawing away at my skin
the camera is rolling 
you’re pushing inside 
showing sickness as soft porn again
i’m see-through and complicated
so pale and emaciated
but the scale tells me i’m getting smaller
the hospital told me i’ll never 
have a daughter
i’ve fucked up too much

porn star

filth & cookies

cover of nicole dollanganger's "poacher's pride"

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