writing: soundcloud.com/9s0uls

lyrics:

escape this place 
such a mistake 
you've become someone else 
all of my time
was yours to take 
you left me in hell 
i'll claw my way out 
i'll find the higher ground 
you think you've figured me out 
you've gotten lost in the crowd
    
she's so upset 
it's messing with my head 
she's so obsessed 
that i can't catch my breath 
all eyes on me 
fake a smile so they don't see 
can't tell what's right for me 
i'm so obsessed

i'll fantasize
i'll find time

she's running back and forth
forgot to close her doors
they saw the parts of me
that she tried to ignore

i think i'm done letting my guard down
dont really care about where you are now
stuff me away until you've processed
i'll keep away until im honest

she's so upset 
it's messing with my head 
she's so obsessed 
that i can't catch my breath
all eyes on me 
fake a smile so they don't see 
can't tell what's right for me 
am i not meant to be?

she's so upset 
it's messing with my head 
she's so obsessed 
that i can't catch my breath
all eyes on me 
fake a smile so they don't see 
can't tell what's right for me 
i'm so obsessed

obsessed

lyrics:

i need to get back to you
drop my words, yet they stay the truth
i need to get back to you

falling down, falling down now
im ripped apart, need to back down
falling down, falling down now
waiting for the day that you reach out

passion bridled
2 years, my fault
resentment brewing
from what youre doing

i need to get back to you
drop my words, yet they stay the truth
i need to get back to you

i sleep too long, i wish i wouldnt wake up
ill push friends away, i wont see them for months
is my effort not enough? its all so unclear
i dont know if ill be here next year  

i need to get back to you
drop my words, yet they stay the truth
i need to get back to you

back2you

soundcloud.com/otter-enclave
soundcloud.com/lovecompound

derealization

lone

@lovecompound
@distantmemoryy

lyrics:

if only you knew
what i had
in store for you
would you take it back?
at first i played to win
but the end didnt fit me

why try so hard to run away?

and i was in too deep but i stood up
and i dont want to see you as bad luck

this is where we fall apart
saw it coming from the start
id be lying if i said i wished you well
dead to me in purgatory go to hell

waste of my time

you wasted everything
unlike you i have nobody waiting
forget about my voice
i hope you never get to hear it again

waste

https://soundcloud.com/distantmemoryy

art by: https://www.tumblr.com/fantasyfadedfromfear

lyrics:

i watch you all the time
im the one who stands outside
i know hes bad for you
ill keep you safe girl

when he comes around
he wont know about
the shadow in your house
you'll learn how to drown

blaze all night

said goodbye
never looked me in the eye
said goodbye
when you see the

embers glow till dawn
rush home to see whats wrong
i know hes bad for you
ill keep you safe girl


when he comes around
he wont know about
the shadow in your house
you'll learn how to drown

blaze all night

ghost

special shout out to @y4ndere and @sorisu and a huge thank you to everyone for listening

1.) plastic w/ @y4ndere
2.) glass
3.) hazel
4.) obsidian w/ @sorisu
5.) reach

https://open.spotify.com/album/6Py4jyCtkE0IYM4vywOcDq?si=Adt3e07GQRqdaxzNZc5COg

emergence ep

trouble (w/ yandere)

blinded

forget what i said

aimless

doubt

veine (w/ warfill)

paradise

2gether

gave u my all (w/ solace)

soundcloud.com/otterboys

vocals: me and ???

comatose

kissland (w/ lilac)

visceral (w/ acounta)

vinyl memories

flip of https://soundcloud.com/alinabaraz/alina-baraz-galimatias-show-me

show me

downer

empty mind (w/ ceo)

soundcloud.com/otterboys

sample: https://soundcloud.com/a_safe_haven/together

innocent heart

memorylane (w/ lilac)

bleached

rework of: https://soundcloud.com/a_safe_haven/luvv

s/o alexis

fifth step

braindeath (w/ lilac)

overcast

inspired by soundcloud.com/lil4c soundcloud.com/solacce

what u know

@9s0uls
@lilac

9souls -
you Wanna peek inside
I'll Show you what's behind
The walls that I built
You'll find out in the right time
Tell me all your secrets
I swear I'll always keep them
Don't wanna be a regret

Wanna run away with me
(lilac: i wanna run away with you)
Show you a different side of me
One you won't forget
(9souls & lilac): Now I'm stuck inside your head
(lilac: as i look into your eyes)
Why'd you have to go
Please just let me know
Im about to lose control

(lilac: stuck in your eyes)

God damn it hurts
Running from my past is only making it worse
(lilac: im running from myself)
One touch you cursed
Wanna take it all away from me and put me in the dirt
My sanity slipping away holding on to the thought that you'd stay

Tired beaten
Broken down
I'm losing control
(lilac: losing control)
I can't breathe
Scratch my skin
Rip off my clothes
Hands around my neck ya you're making me choke
God damn So sweet the smile on your face
As I watch you kill me

(lilac: can you leave me be?
is this everything you want me to be?)

Fucked up
I'm dead
Fuck this
Rather be alone instead
Fucked up
Can't stand
Fucked up
Rather be alone instead
(lilac: be alone.
Blurred thoughts cloud your mind.)

soup

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