Dysmorphia

pierouette (unfinished)

Mix by Coleman Hughes


blurry vision shaking i
never thought id be this girl
looking in a mirror why
do i do this to myself
i dont deserve
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
anything 
i dont deserve
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
anything 
I know I know I know 
All of this looks strange and silly 
I know I know I know 
I'm my own cyanide surely
Just help me forget my trembling even for moments
Intertwining spines and fingers tasting and showing 
you know you know you know 
i will be okay
Cant go back and change choices
maybe forces have their way
they tug my skin and close my throat
and won't let go until i scream for bones
i dont deserve
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
anything 
i dont deserve
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
anything 
I know I know I know 
All of this looks strange and silly 
I know I know I know 
I'm my own cyanide surely
Just help me forget my trembling even for moments
Intertwining spines and fingers tasting and showing
I know I know I know 
i will be okay
attracted to how you burn yourself
ghosts have kept me from those fires
but its light and theres just no one else
I know I know I know 
All of this looks strange and silly 
I know I know I know 
I'm my own cyanide surely
Just help me forget my trembling even for moments
Intertwining spines and fingers tasting and showing 
you know you know you know 
i will be okay

pierouette (unfinished)

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