prodbyIOF

my anxiety's creeping deep inside of me
can't look people in the face i'm in agony
all the weight on my chest makes it hard to breathe
when they tell me they like me i'm in disbelief

let me drown
i chose to die
hanging from my neck rope tied so tight
i think breathing and i 
call it quits

why did i even try
countless sleepless nights
no longer holding on tonight
i'm tired

afterglow

our hate

yeah i tried calling it went to voicemail

never (prod. morgan bates)

i don't like this either

tuning is DGDDAD

[lyrics]

breathe
you're doing fine
you're healthy and you're still alive, it's all alright

leave
your thoughts behind,
they don't mean anything

please
just understand this feeling in my chest will never lay to rest

i tried to help myself.

it's so hard to pretend like it's nothing
and it hurts that i've changed for the worst
in a race but never in first

it's so hard to pretend like im something
and it feels like im going insane
and im sick of this stupid game.

breathe

instrumental intro ]

Hard to listen deep harmonies falling down...on you,
on to your shoulders ,
hard tones on your backbone pushing you down
to the ground

[ instrumental intro ]
aahhh, you are not alone
aahhh, everything is moving slow
aaahhh you wish you could just go


friends in white shirts and black coats
around you like a stonecold wall
old ruins of your damned soul
and you, mate, join me in this black light show

[ bridge ]

aahhh, you are not alone
aahhh, everything is moving slow
aaahhh you wish you could just go

light is shining eyes can't survive
doors are open, fresh air deep breath
you feel how blod flows again...in your veins
[ bridge ]
freezing cold disappear
and you are free
free for now


aahhh, you are not alone
aahhh, everything is moving slow
aaahhh you wish you could just go

[ instrumental intermezzo, electric guitar solo ]
[ outro ]
now you know
Black light  was just  a dream
[ bridge]
which melted down like a snow

[ instrumental outro ]

Black light ceremony-(final cut)

orange leaves

search for me under the moon

ive been working on an album for a while, but im honestly unhappy with how its turning out. i'll be going back to releasing frequent singles and maybe an album later this year. thanks to everyone that listens

prod by me
photo by blunt weather

lyrics: 
i think its time i quit asking me why
i sit and watch the ceiling in the night time
i dont have nothin left in me to fight
why do i always quit before i try

saying its over
i dont want to force the closure
i just want to free my shoulders
and i cant lie, i let it take over
feeding into all the lies
with no compromise
and if it could be any different
reaching and creating distance
a victim to my own decisions
i know, but i cant lie

our hate

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