soyale

an interlude 4 my life

mensajero ft ern

its a mttr oflove

demo

v4

in my mind
theirs poetry inside us 
i needed violence 
i’m lost in the line
between chaos and violence 
so send me a sign
i’m losing my mind

fight, why we fight it?
change, send it my ways 
cruising through highway 
to run away from my old ways

leaving you to go away
i can’t be the same way
this time i’ll just go away 
do you feel invited?

destroyed in the vices 
is that how you like it?
moment of silence 
for those that still hide it

fight while we fight it
why didn’t we fight ?
i should had fixed this
i could have fixed it

i know i fight it(i hate it)
i know i’ll make it(will you make it?)
i know you hate it(do you hate it)
i brace for impact (i’m an empact)

do u remember ?
the last of september?
we had it pleasant 
my anti depressant 

in my eyes
theirs poetry inside us
controlled by the violence 
controlled by the vices

in my eyes
clarity invites
the person that you hide
leave it all behind

i can hear your laugher
followed by Disaster
i deleted all of it
i let go of all of it 

i hope you feel a way
it’s just life

i deleted all of it
i let go of all of it
i feel alive
for the first time

4a moment (demo)

sleepi

its in my head
inside my mind
i look for signals
to see if i did right,

did i do right?
did i fail?
did i do right?
for myself?

and now im alone and
autumn leaving
is winter calling?
i feel it coming

i thread through my life
idk where to
and if you’re looking through my eyes
i can see ma
and if you’re looking through disguise 
i see nothing

my failures coming through the lines
i seal them
i feel it coming through the walls
i feel it all
i’m better off alone,
was i better off alone ?

and now i’m missing you
i’m missing the pieces
i can’t be needed
i’m missing your love

for a moment everything’s combined 
i just want to go
i’m losing everything in mind,
i just got home
i don’t want to be here no more
i’m lost in a lul 
i just want to be there
he says “ i got to go”
if i don’t leave
i’ll lose myself, it’s hard to sleep
i know your secrets
its something i can’t go and say 
if you confine
theirs times i just want to hide
i’m just holding on
i’m just holding on to lies 

i don’t talk about this
i don’t want to talk about friends
i don’t want to make amends 
i just want to grow away
i’m not here to make amends 
im just here to take and wait 
and if you just want to wait
then you’re gonna have to wait

a sighs of love
i’ve been alone it can’t be hard
my summer love
i’m sorry ik it’s my fall
i know you want
to be the one to hold me tight
but i can’t right?

i just have to ask you was i too tight?
cause im lost
its too much
in my life
i shouldnt hide
am i high?
just lost in life

are you high?
baby i’m fried
for a while
for a while

are u high ? (demo)

4h00kps (demo)

that one time u told me itd be making music

january / i / demo

4dates

holding back

v2

and i’m 
born sinner,
but i feel alive

and i 
feel a lot
sometimes it’s too much

and when
your near
makes me feel alive

can we 
compromise?
i just want your time

and i’m
afraid of failure 
but i still have to try

and your 
afraid of trying
don’t let this one go by

and i 
fight 
my mind
just to feel alive 

but 
nothing 
changed my mind
until we locked eyes

and to
keep you 
off my mind
i just write this song

and im 
glad i found you here
i hope it’s our time 

and when 
its all set and done 
wash me with your lust

can i
find myself
searching through your mind

can you 
calm 
my mind?
i just want to hide 

but i’m 
glad 
you’re here
i just want your touch

fear of fear

out_off_my_head.m4a

v4

it’s not a 
it’s not a phase 

it’s not a phase 
to be thinking of you

i lost two months 
thinking of you

and it’s not a 
it’s not a phase 

failure 
is not a phase 

been thinking of you
is that okay?

i’ve been thinking about 
that one day

i had you 
in the back of my car 
and i knew i was bound to call you my love 
and i had you 
in the back of it all
we didn’t care if anyone found out

and its not a
this is not a phase 
for me to be thinking about you this much

it’s not a
it’s not a phase 
now you’re out here thinking about love

you got me here thinking about love 

and it’s not a
it’s not a phase 
for me to thinking this much

and you are
you’re okay?
i’ve been thinking about calling you up

and it’s not a 
stupid phase 
for me to want to be here this much

maybe it’s time for another phase of my love

it was not a phase 
what we had was real from the start

parking lots

you said

addicted to the pain 
i am
show me all the pain
you can 
hold me down 
until you can’t

write on my back 
with your hands

tell me no 
yes i can 
tell me no 
yes i 

i like it when you kinda do the same 
you like when i
like when you throw a little hate 
touch me everywhere you can 
alone with the pain i can’t

it’s not like me to get overly obsessed 
stop me i’m totally obsessed 3x
now you got me obsessed 
now we’re stuck in this mess

you act like it’s okay
our feelings end in bed?
okay
i need more wine
okay
you need more time?
okay

tell me what you said 

you said

addicted to the pain 
i am
show me all the pain
you can 
hold me down 
until you can’t

now you got me totally obsessed 
now i’m totally obsessed 
can’t get you out of my chest 
i want to take you in
and confess 
i want you for real 

i love the pain i guess
when nothing else feels the best 
i’ll find the line 
dancing through the mess
i thinking i’m getting quite obsessed
i thinking i’m getting too obsessed

jealous 
anxious
mess

jealous 
fire
in my chest

you said you like when i
you even like it when i 
you said you like when i
i’m trying to get totally obsessed
i’m trying to get you totally obsessed

you said you like the pain
show me everything you can
i’m out off the planet

Recording 4-27-25, 9.10.50 AM.m4a

Recording 4-27-25, 10.54.16 AM

Recording 4-27-25, 11.22.26 AM

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