eremition // @&$)(;

an interlude 4 my life

demo

v3

how do i fix this?
i could have fixed things
you should have waited
wishing we made it …

how do i fight it?
pain inviting 
vices in my head
for the moment i like it

in my mind
theirs poetry inside us 
i needed violence 
i’m lost in the line
between chaos and violence 
so send me a sign
i’m losing my mind

fight, why we fight it?
change, send it my ways 
cruising through highway 
to run away from my old ways

leaving you to go away
i can’t be the same way
this time i’ll just go away 
do you feel invited?

destroyed in the vices 
is that how you like it?
moment of silence 
for those that still hide it

fight while we fight it
why didn’t we fight ?
i should had fixed this
i could have fixed it

i know i fight it(i hate it)
i know i’ll make it(will you make it?)
i know you hate it(do you hate it)
i brace for impact (i’m an empact)

do u remember ?
the last of september?
we had it pleasant 
my anti depressant 

in my eyes
theirs poetry inside us
controlled by the violence 
controlled by the vices

in my eyes
clarity invites
the person that you hide
leave it all behind

i can hear your laugher
followed by Disaster
i deleted all of it
i let go of all of it 

i hope you feel a way
it’s just life

i deleted all of it
i let go of all of it
i feel alive
for the first time

4a moment (demo)

sleepi (demo)

its in my head
inside my mind
i look for signals
to see if i did right,

did i do right?
did i fail?
did i do right?
for myself?

and now im alone and
autumn leaving
is winter calling?
i feel it coming

i thread through my life
idk where to
and if you’re looking through my eyes
i can see ma
and if you’re looking through disguise 
i see nothing

my failures coming through the lines
i seal them
i feel it coming through the walls
i feel it all
i’m better off alone,
was i better off alone ?

and now i’m missing you
i’m missing the pieces
i can’t be needed
i’m missing your love

for a moment everything’s combined 
i just want to go
i’m losing everything in mind,
i just got home
i don’t want to be here no more
i’m lost in a lul 
i just want to be there
he says “ i got to go”
if i don’t leave
i’ll lose myself, it’s hard to sleep
i know your secrets
its something i can’t go and say 
if you confine
theirs times i just want to hide
i’m just holding on
i’m just holding on to lies 

i don’t talk about this
i don’t want to talk about friends
i don’t want to make amends 
i just want to grow away
i’m not here to make amends 
im just here to take and wait 
and if you just want to wait
then you’re gonna have to wait

a sighs of love
i’ve been alone it can’t be hard
my summer love
i’m sorry ik it’s my fall
i know you want
to be the one to hold me tight
but i can’t right?

i just have to ask you was i too tight?
cause im lost
its too much
in my life
i shouldnt hide
am i high?
just lost in life

are you high?
baby i’m fried
for a while
for a while

are u high ? (demo)

too damned not to see it
too damned not to see it
now i’m in distress
for lying, yes

3 stabs in the chest 
that’s all that it takes
it’s all that it takes
so go ahead and go away
3 stabs in the chest

this attitude has been following for a while
i’ve been trying to be myself for a while 
didn’t even bet it on a lose
i don’t even want to be myself
i don’t want to feel a way right now 
i don’t want to hear a word out of lust 

times sinking and i want to go through walls
see things i’ve never seen before
times ticking and i want to go through doors
found a way in my head since the fight
big dreams, this is all that i have 
something coming through the cracks
it all fogs

i don’t even know , what’s the way
im still figuring it out, till this day
i’m breaking through the walls, fight
something coming through the door
that’s a lie

tell me , what did it take ?
3 stabs , right in the chest
i guess this is all that it takes 
keeping u , tucked and away

you knew it was coming this way
you knew it was getting this way 
it’s time to find a new life
time to define a new lust 

to see you leave,
fell to the floor
picking it up,
got thrown
fell in love
for a little 
fell off
for a while
i knew it was me
was it you? 
its me
i assume?
our love, far and away
my fault for not keeping it the same
in my hour 
in the streets
in the sheets
in the lead

i know it’s all fate
it’s too much to throw it all away

please , tell me what it takes 
please , tell me what it takes

4h00kups (demo)

if only love
could fix the mess we’re made of
if only time 
could change what we become of
if only love
could wash the trauma in us
if only time
could wash away your make up

and finally , it’s okay to leave
and finally, i no longer bleed
it’s all on me, it’s all on me
and all the love, can’t fix us
all the love, can’t fix us 
it’s all on me, it’s all within us
and it’s fine with me, everything you did
it’s all on me, to breath again
to breath again 

it’s all on me, to fix this 
it’s all for me, to fix this
and only love
can fix the mess we’re made of
and only time
can wash the trauma in us
it’s all on me, to fix me
it’s all within, what fixed me

ale

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