//It's amazing, _I feel like I sold my soul to the devil- and he started /counting the change/.-

produced by me vocals by me
spotify  https://open.spotify.com/track/6XieGinq0XOXZYNUD0ZuKa?si=e5c5ac11f3454dc1

lyrics:
I know you so well
You’ve brought me to hell
So tell me how I’m too strung out on this love
Always running around
Why are we fighting it now, oh well
Do I just give in to you

Safe

prod me and @scrambl
sample - https://soundcloud.com/pitifulrock/teeth
cover by @1dxn

@oneshotniko:
you wont take it back wont you
youre too high to look up to
youre too good for me to talk to
is it pathetic that i want to

me:
talk about a 
talk about a reset
I cant talk I put my feelings on a preset

you don't ever talk bout love do u feel it
I guess you would be this mad I cant see it 

whats the point in getting caught up in a lie (oh)
act so righteous would u notice if I died 
always first to fucking point out when I cry tho
I don't get how ur still acting like im five

but it always goes your way
im just tired of playing these games
I just wanted you to say my name
say my name
say my
   
@oneshotniko !:
got no space for errors
one false move and its gone forever
cant ever picture us together
cant ever picture us doing okay

why the long face
its another long day
whats the right way

might take the easy way out
cause i dont wanna navigate

you wont take it back wont you
youre too high to look up to
youre too good for me to talk to
is it pathetic that i want to

me:
idk if I deserve this
I don't wanna be nuisance I cant help it
and I remember when you said that
but I don't think that u ever really meant it

feels like its in my head 
I thought youd want dead 
If we share these things we dread
can we break up instead

reset! + scrambl

prod @rubbishrubbish

i jus dropped a pill in the drink i cant walk right
nodded off to much lost my breath i cant talk right
i cant let go wanna die but im terrified
i love you so much but we cant get the time right

see u tonight  
come close when the moods right
sleep holding u its too nice
scared to fuck it up i wanna do it right

i can never do it right
fuck my life up but it feels nice
orange oc 40 railed two lines
how u gon relapse over two lines

i dont feel so good about goodbyes
seconds i would live in for lifetimes
i dont wanna live by the guidelines
spend my fucking life in the sidelines

waste my time
try to act fine
shawty so fine
always ride with a crime
skye capture all our good times

20 milligrams imma sleep skip a whole day
ketamine in my leg got me flyin no way
i jus showed her my whole stash she like no way
i dont fuck with that sprayed shit i smoke propane

say it straight im not tryna play ur fkin mind games
i wake up take my pills try to have a good day
routine episodes dont waste ur energy
hate how much i love how i feel on amphetamines

its okay sometimes i feel okay
its okay shawty ull be okay
its okay we all gon be okay
when i hold u close i feel okay

we gon be okay
promise me youll stay
something in the way
i cant see my face
i just run away
but this time ill stay
time with you cant waste
i belong in places

different every day
wanna keep you safe
please dont walk away
need to see your face
i wont get in your way
all work and no play
i work just to stay
keep my head in place

spotify

fuck saying goodbye i want to live forever prod. rubbish

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Just take what you want
And tear me apart
Just say what you want
And tear me apart
Just take what you want
And tear me apart
Just say what you want
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart

I'm sick of running
Running away from nothing
I feel disgusting
You don't like me I'm ugly
Just leave, nobody's judging
I hate what I'm becoming
This isn't love, but it's something
I don't think that its good enough

I'm praying for relief I'm looking up
I try and try again, I fuck it up
I'm running through the maze, I'm looking but I'm stuck
If you help me, then just help me
Is it love?

Just take what you want
And tear me apart
Just say what you want
And tear me apart
Just take what you want
And tear me apart
Just say what you want
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart

for a kiss

die 2

music video

snowed today

prod. appa2x

someone botted me lol

on all platforms now

solitude on my birthday
i'm numb in the worst way
drink till i can't feel my face
like was this a damn mistake?

as time goes by
drink till my eyes start closing
it's a disguise
love me my heart is frozen
be the light of my life
i need you around
baby give me a sign
i'm falling down

solitude on my birthday
i'm numb in the worst way
drink till i can't feel my face
like was this a damn mistake?

birthday

i dont wanna see yo face
sorry baby i'll be late
i dont wanna go on dates
lose my mind i go cray
tell me something i can say
tell me what would make u stay
been going through this too much
hop on a flight to la
hop on a flight to la
karma a bitch
we kick him out of the mix
touch a mic i get rich
that boy dumb he a fish
you not gonna blow u a dud
you not my gang not my bud
we spend a rack on grub
you cant tell me its all love
but you know i love you
i just hope that you love me too
will you still try to love me
after all that i put you
dont wanna let you go
i wanna let you know
that you're all that i know
i want you no more
i want you no less
big hole in my chest
pull my hair i stress
turn me to a mess

karma (violet)

prod / mix / sfx by bloodcryY

spent the whole day cryin
yea spun arnd
ion feel enough
tell me wat i want 2 hear
tell me dat u r here near
my days look the same ya
spend ts in vain ya
ion shop at costco
i got money2 spend ya
holdup dats a cap ya
way2 fuckin broke
hate myself everyday
idk how itll go

im in pain everyday
im in pain everyday
open my eyes
still in pain
ion think ill ever change
im in pain everyday
im in pain everyday
open my eyes
still in pain
ion think ill ever change
im in pain everyday
im in pain everyday
open my eyes
still in pain
ion think ill ever change
im in pain everyday
im in pain everyday
open my eyes
still in pain
ion think ill ever change

still in pain prod me

PROD @MENTAL

I DONT WANNA DIE CAN YOU HEAR ME CRY
THOUGHTS OF YOU AND HIM KEEP ME UP AT NIGHT
AND I THINK ITS MY FAULT I CANT DO IT RIGHT
TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME I WANNA HEAR IT TWICE
CLOSE MY EYES ALL I SEE IS YOU
IF THIS LOVE IS TRUE IT MUST BE A FLUKE
MAKE ME INDIGO BABY TURN ME BLUE
PURPLE ON MY JEANS YOU WONT SEE THE TRUTH
FEEL YOU IN MY SOUL
I MIGHT FALL DOWN
THIS DONT FEEL RIGHT
I SEE YOU AROUND
AND ITS ALL THATS ON MY MIND
HELP ME FEEL ALRIGHT

IF I STAY AND IF I WAIT WILL YOU LOVE ME 
IF I PRAY AND RECIPROCATE WHEN YOU TOUCH ME
IF I CHANGE IN ANY WAY THAT YOU WANTED
IF I CAVE CAN I BE SOMBODY YOURE FOND OF
IF YOU HURT ME ILL FORGIVE AND FORGET IT
IF YOU CURSE ME ILL REGRET MY ACCEPTANCE
TRIED TO TURN ME TO DOLL CAUSE YOURE JEALOUS
EASY SWAYING ME IM SURE ILL REGRET IT
YEAH YEAH
I KEEP THROWING UP
YEAH ITS NEVER ENOUGH YEAH
IS IT HATE OR LOVE
YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH
I CANT FEEL YOUR TOUCH
YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH
YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH

twice ft. mental

prod. C student

@c-student-407939196
socials:
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i've got a headache
i need some affection
you were my medic
i thought you were safe
gave you my heart not to break
no, i was at the wrong place 2x
i come knocking at your door, i don't-
i don't know what i could do anymore
i don't know what i want

birthday

rica

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