Name: SP Prod - Gargantuan 105bpm by SP_Prod
Duration: 1 min 38 s
Description: 130bpm is the intended listening experience (prod.SP_P)/(prod.SponeTree)

Mistakes

Mistakes [prod. South Harbor Music]

Put a Knife in my Chest [prod Delixe]

The.CIA.Is.After.Me.For.What.I.Did [prod. delixe]

Friends and family gather watch me self indulge in pain

[LYRICS]
Friends n enemy's gather around watch me self indulge in pain

I can't die to blessed from the start. Such a fkn mess.
 double edged razer blade

You walked in I was hanging from the ceiling
Blood stain love letter. Bittersweet love letter 
Burry me 6 ft 

( Bury me 6 FEET DEEP
SHE CANT STOP ASKING IF hate her

Black tar laungs
Cigarette daydreams
I'm hiding most of my scars
Behind long sleeves 

I'll keep her sectrets
Slowly shifting in and out consciousness 

She hold me close when she loses in touch with reality 

Friends and enemies gather around and watch as I self indulge in pain n misery 

Broken liquor bottles n rusted brown needles 
On my bed

Self Indulgent

[intro]
HATE ME SAY THAT YOU HATE ME
I BEEN FEELIN CRAZY
WAKIN UP DAZY
FROLICKING IN DAISYS
YOU WERE MY FLOWER
TELL ME THAT YOU HATE ME x2

[hook]
A LIFE WITHOUT YOUR LOVE
IS A LIFE I CANT LIVE FOR
A LIFE WHERE IM ALONE
IS A LIFE WHERE I GIVE UP
ALIVE ALIVE IS HOW I CAME UP

[chorus]
WHOS THAT GUY YOURE TEXTIN
I CANT BARE THIS HEAVEN
THIS MIGHT HELL IF I FELL
YOU MIGHTVE NEVER LEFT HIM
IN THIS UNHOLY WORLD OF PAIN YOU MAY HAVE NEVER LEFT HIM
YOU LEFT ME DOWN HERE IN MY THOUGHTS LEFT ME SECOND GUESSIN
[chorus2]
THOUGHT THAT I WAS WORTHLESS
THOUGHT I WASNT WORTH IT
MONEY KEPT ON CHURNIN
HONEY KEPT ON BURNING
YOU WERE MY ANGEL
NOW YOU'RE BUT WORTHLESS
I CANT BREATHE IN YOUR LIGHT
I CANT STAND THIS ENDLESS FIGHT

[hook]
HATE ME SAY THAT YOU HATE ME
I BEEN FEELIN CRAZY
WAKIN UP DAZY
FROLICKING IN DAISYS
YOU WERE MY FLOWER
TELL ME THAT YOU HATE ME
HATE ME 
SAY THAT YOU HATE ME

[hook]
HATE ME SAY THAT YOU HATE ME
I BEEN FEELIN CRAZY
WAKIN UP DAZY
FROLICKING IN DAISYS
YOU WERE MY FLOWER
TELL ME THAT YOU HATE ME
HATE ME 
SAY THAT YOU-

[chorus]
WHOS THAT GUY YOURE ((TEXTIN))
I CANT BARE THIS ((HEAVEN)) 
THIS MIGHT HELL IF I FELL
YOU MIGHTVE NEVER LEFT HIM
IN THIS UNHOLY WORLD OF PAIN YOU MAY HAVE NEVER LEFT ((HIM))
YOU LEFT ME DOWN HERE IN MY THOUGHTS LEFT ME SECOND GUESSIN
[chorus2]
THOUGHT THAT I WAS WORTHLESS
THOUGHT I WASNT WORTH IT
MONEY KEPT ON CHURNIN
HONEY KEPT ON BURNING
YOU WERE MY ANGEL
NOW YOU'RE BUT WORTHLESS
I CANT BREATHE IN YOUR LIGHT
I CANT STAND THIS ENDLESS FIGHT
((hate me))

HATE ME 2 (Prod. SYRNGE)

6Feet (Prod. SYRNGE)

[Chorus]
She's my matryoshka baby
i might run but she'll still chase me
She's my matryoshka baby
Built like a bottle
Moves all crazy
She's my matryoshka baby
heart might flip my blood might leave me
She's my matryoshka baby
love is endless makes me hazy

[Verse]
she's got me on a string that i wont leave
always bringing new surprises that cant bare to not see
I've been waiting for her hands
I've been waiting for her to land
ima take her on a trip to a promised neverland
if i see her without a top its bonus to her layers
I'm tryna take trip and examine all her hair
she said come take a quick ride then i was lured into her lair
she's a spider and I'm trapped and i don't care

[Chorus]
She's my matryoshka baby
i might run but she'll still chase me
She's my matryoshka baby
Built like a bottle
Moves all crazy
She's my matryoshka baby
heart might flip my blood might leave me
She's my matryoshka baby
love is endless makes me hazy

Matryoshka (prod OhMyGon)

Matryoshka (prod OhMyGon) Bass Blasted

Pressure

Pressure (prod. Akassshhhiii)

Hope you like it 

[verse1]
Hate what I love from you
Love what you make me do
My heart can't bare it all
Still your lips are just my charm

[pre-chorus]
I can't take it so end my life
Put a clean knife inside my head and make sure I don't cry

[chorus]
BABY COME AND END MY LIFE
THERE'S A DEMON INSIDE MY HEAD AND IT'S EATING ME ALIVE
BABY COME AND END MY LIFE 
AND MAKE SURE WHEN I COME BACK DOWN THAT YOU'RE STILL ALIVE
COME BABY TAKE MY LIFE 
AND ALL MY PAST MISTAKES SHOULD QUICKLY COME TO LIGHT
COME BABY END MY LIFE 
AND MAKE SURE THAT WHEN YOU RUN THAT YOULL BE FINE

[verse2]
I'm attracted to you so bad that it hurts when you start to leave
I need you next to me so the darks thoughts quickly leave
You've treated me in a way that makes you feel special to me
I can't bare that look on your face when you cry over stuff I did
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[verse3]
The secretive look that i gave, why I've been so half-hearted 
I can't bare to look you in the eye
I might not know what real love is but at least I had to try
And still you might not know me but look at me and lie

[chorus]
BABY COME AND END MY LIFE
THERE'S A DEMON INSIDE MY HEAD AND IT'S EATING ME ALIVE
(Take my skin)
BABY COME AND END MY LIFE 
AND MAKE SURE WHEN I COME BACK DOWN THAT YOU'RE STILL ALIVE
(I'm looking for you)
COME BABY TAKE MY LIFE 
AND ALL MY PAST MISTAKES SHOULD QUICKLY COME TO LIGHT
(And make it swift)
COME BABY END MY LIFE 
AND MAKE SURE THAT WHEN YOU RUN THAT YOULL BE FINE
(I'm sorry)

[outro]
Baby come and end my life
There's a demon inside my head and it's eating me alive
Baby come and end my life
And make sure when I come back down that you're still alive

I Love You So Please End My Life (prod. Everestdidthis)

130bpm is the intended listening experience (prod.SP_P)/(prod.SponeTree)

SP Prod - Gargantuan 105bpm

@SponeTree i just post my beats and more experimental stuff here
self proclaimed hi-hat scientist
Just ask and ill send you the beat its all free just give me credit or something at least

SP Prod - Gargantuan 105bpm

SP_Prod

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