I guess this is goodbye //
Time to let go, spread those wings and fly //
Oh goodbye oh goodbye oh goodbye //

We had some good times over the years //
We followed our dreams and we conquered our fears //
We got to know ourselves for who we are //
Looking back now we’ve come so far //

I guess this is goodbye //
Time to let go, spread those wings and fly //
Oh goodbye oh goodbye oh goodbye //

We’re ready to take a step into the unknown //
As good as we’ve ever been
Look how much we’ve grown//
Excited to find out what fate has in store //
No time to hold onto the past anymore //

I guess this is goodbye //
Time to let go, spread those wings and fly //
Oh goodbye oh goodbye oh goodbye //

These years went by too fast just like the springtime of youth //
Do let go of the past but hold onto the truth //

I guess this is goodbye //
Time to let go, spread those wings and fly //
Oh goodbye oh goodbye oh goodbye //

this is goodbye

I think that if I were God//
I’d probably destroy everything just to see how it feels to be really alone //
Just me and myself in the vastness of space //
Then I’d bring it all back if the silence were too hard to take //

Stop oh stop //
Just make it stop oh stop //
Oh ahh oh, oh ahh oh, oh ahh oh, oh ahh just make it stop

I wish I were asleep every time I’m awake //
Sometimes I feel so much that I think I might break //
The sounds are too loud and the lights are too bright //
Everything’s wrong and I can’t make it right //

Stop oh stop //
Just make it stop oh stop //
Oh ahh oh, oh ahh oh, oh ahh oh, oh ahh just make it stop

I have a train on a track inside of my head //
It goes around and around while I lay in my bed //
Oh there’s nowhere to hide, lord knows that I’ve tried //
I just want to get off this ride

Stop oh stop //
Just make it stop oh stop //
Oh ahh oh, oh ahh oh, oh ahh oh, oh ahh just make it stop

make it stop

candyland

just wanna dive just wanna dive into a warm pool of dopamine // i don't care i don't care about tomorrow or yesterday // and it hurts to think of who i could have been //

i know you regret asking why // would you feel better if i lie // would you feel better if i lie // how did i get here and why, why can't i leave //

a house too small for the nightmares it holds // eggs full of spiders hatching in the walls // demons in the cabinets and ghosts in the hall // I tried god but he still won’t take my calls 


i know you regret asking why // would you feel better if i lie // would you feel better if i lie // how did i get here and why, why can't i leave //

i can't fight the monsters living in my head // or the one that stands at the foot of my bed // can’t open the door a thousand snakes on the ground // I try to scream but my voice doesn’t make a sound

i know you regret asking why // would you feel better if i lie // would you feel better if i lie // how did i get here and why, why can't i leave //

Just wanna be anywhere else // just wanna be anyone else

i know you regret asking why // would you feel better if i lie // would you feel better if i lie // how did i get here and why, why can't i leave //

Twenty years and I still can’t leave// a wasted life and a dopamine dream // how did I get here // oh how did I get here and why, why can’t I leave

dopamine dream

juicy baby

This foggy morning is 
Just one of many
There’s no more sunshine I
Didn’t save any 
There’s only clouds and the rain
And the cold
Im not sure what I thought it would be
Like to get old

Now I’m all alone in a place where the water slips by
Just like time, time
Just like time, time 

Oh I can’t help but remember 
It was a cold day in mid-December 
When I lost myself in those deep blue eyes
Now I’m gone the same way the time flies
I’m gone just like dust in the wind
Like letters I wrote and never bothered to send
Like a flicker of lightning in a midnight sky
Like all the things I wanted to do but never bothered to try

Now I’m all alone in a place where the water slips by
Just like time, time
Just like time, time 

Lost myself in that infectious laugh 
should have tried to at least hold onto half
Of who I was but now I’m all gone
Like the darkness dissolved into dawn 
I’m gone like times when I fell apart
Like projects I planned but never bothered to start
Like nights when I drank myself to sleep
Or like promises I made that we both knew I’d never keep

I wasted most of my life
There weren’t too many days that I’d want to live twice
But you’re the reason I say
It was all worth it anyway 

Now I’m all alone in a place where the water slips by
Just like time, time
Just like time, time

retirement home on the water

white as a ghost

brain tumor

Hey pretty baby I wish I knew you
Pretty baby, I can’t change the world
Pretty baby I wish I knew you
Oh pretty baby I can’t 

Every time I close my eyes
I see your face inside my mind 
I can feel your tiny hand in mine
And I know that you’re right on the other side

Hey pretty baby I wish I knew you
Pretty baby, I can’t change the world
Pretty baby I wish I knew you
Oh pretty baby I can’t 

This world keeps getting worse
I know this is for the best but it still hurts 
I wish that I could see your face
But I would never bring you to this place 

Maybe in another lifetime
We can live the life we want
Oh in another lifetime
We can live the life we were meant to live

Hey pretty baby I wish I knew you
Pretty baby, I can’t change the world
Pretty baby I wish I knew you
Oh pretty baby I can’t

Minimum Future