Name: I Am Not Your Toy by aestrea in all of viol
Duration: 3 min 31 s
Description: I am not your toy

The echo and reverb on this masterpiece makes me so happy. Love this😖

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all of viol

I am not your toy

I Am Not Your Toy

lyrics:
don’t get lost in me
system still processing
i tell you i want this
as i question if i'm conscious 
but it's “all good things”

i feel like myself most when i'm miserable 
i'll take all my feelings visceral, please
i'll take all of my milk spilled
if it's blue or its red pill,
i'll take 'em both 
trip hard, see the Holy Ghost 
get my head killed

you talk me down
or i tire myself out
or the feeling doesn’t feel like lasting 
and it's all good things

it's too dark on this side of the moon
but i planted my flag here
now i only feel alright about once every lap year
and that’s the punchline, but i can’t laugh yet
i still think self-hate’s an asset 
guess i'm wired wrong
i thought fueling all my flames would make the fire strong

but it just set the world ablaze
bodies all over the place
had to make my getaway, oh god, i'm a mad man
suddenly i'm self aware again
i'm on the moon and on the mend
just a good girl who got caught up in a bad plan
so it's all good things
yeah, it's all good things
(yeah, it's all good things)
(yeah, it's all good things)

warning signs were everywhere
hung up in the halls upstairs
i know cause i put them there so you’d see 'em
but everyone loves a prodigy
and i love when they're wanting me 
so i patch up my pathology with a cheap rush

yeah, it's all good things
yeah, it's all good things

all good things

mix of an original song w/ the police
LYRICS
young teacher, the subject of schoolgirl fantasies 
she wants him so badly 
knows what she wants to be 
inside him there's longing 
this girl is an open page 
book marking, she's so close now 
this girl is half his age 

(original)
you said you know it's immature to use a song to get me 
but I'm always so unsure 
you knew that when you met me 
and you're what I write it for 
I am more than empty 
my mouth on your mind 
is all that I'm intending 

don't be insecure, 
I've never done this before 
I'm waiting 
watch me all the time and you know 
it's not a crime when I'm fading 

(police)
loose talk in the classroom 
(just shut up about it)
to hurt they try and try 
strong words in the staffroom 
the accusations fly 
(shut up about it)
it's no use he sees her 
he starts to shake and cough 
(no one wants to hear about it)
just like the old man in that book by Nabokov

(original)
do you ever drink like you're a dying breed?
maybe I'm just difficult to be around
maybe I just talk too often or too loud?
I've got my blue straw 
and my rain dance 
I can do it slow and I can take it fast 
Voulez-vous venir avec moi?
take a chance

Original Song + Don't Stand So Close To Me

Hi I’m aestrea. AESTREA is my musical project that I started when I was 14, born out of a love for alternative/indie music, with a mix of ambient, acoustic, electronic, and synth pop influences and sounds. I also try to incorporate my love for sci-fi and space into my music and overall aesthetic, which is why I chose the name AESTREA when I started out. I started producing, writing, and recording music in my bedroom when I was 14, and since then I have slowly built an audience on platforms such as Soundcloud and Spotify. My passion for music started with a guitar and a notebook, and led to synthesizers and software. Creating music is my passion and I am so grateful for everyone who supports my music!
INSTAGRAM @AESTREA

I Am Not Your Toy

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