It's there
Slipping through the cracks
Tell me lies because I am no keeper

I'm there
Standing in the dark
As your eye make their way to the ceiling
Make me cry

You see
God is obsolete
We may need to return to the basics
Let me go
It's the only way
To keep the story from falling apart

It's no place for you
It's no place for us

It's no place for you
It's no place for us

No Place For Us

Guest vocals: Ingrid Brown

El Ansia

Nadie decide cuando surgirá
Nadie controla el momento ni el lugar

Puede ser que estemos juntos o con alguien más
Al final es la misma soledad

Ya lo siento llegar, no lo puedo ignorar
(Don't hold it in, don't hold it in)
Y no debes mirar, y no debes tocar
(Don't hold it in, don't hold it in)

No me preguntes cuándo volveré
No me preguntes si quiero volver

Puede ser que estemos juntos o con alguien más
Al final es la misma ansiedad

Ya lo siento llegar, no lo puedo ignorar
(Don't hold it in, don't hold it in)
Y no debes mirar, y no debes tocar
(Don't hold it in, don't hold it in)

Cierra los ojos y olvida el futuro que esto más fuerte que tu
Cierro los ojos y olvido el pasado que esto es más fuerte que yo

El Ansia

The Craving

Nobody knows how long we'll have to wait
Nobody knows the moment or the place

I can be your toy to play with, or you could be mine
It's the same irresistible desire

I can feel it again, I can never contain myself
(Don't hold it in, don't hold it in)
And the fever goes up, and the craving's too much
(Don't hold it in, don't hold it in)

Don't ever ask me when I will come back
Don't even ask if I want to be back

We might be right here together or with someone else
There is always a bitter aftertaste

I can feel it again, I can never contain myself
(Don't hold it in, don't hold it in)
And the fever goes up, and the craving's too much
(Don't hold it in, don't hold it in)

Open your eyes and remember the moment 'cause the craving is stronger than you
Open my eyes and forget all about it 'cause the craving is stronger than me

The Craving (El Ansia)

La Sed

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We are on their payroll
Wearing golden handcuffs

We are not in control
This is what we wanted

Sometimes I wanna go astray
But they try to bring me back
If I'm lost in a daydream
They disapprove and they wake me up

We are on their payroll
(Nothing bad about it, we can brag about it)
Wearing golden handcuffs
(Nothing bad about it, we can brag about it)

We are not in control
(Nothing bad about it, we can brag about it)
This is what we wanted
(Nothing bad about it, we can brag about it)

Sometimes I wanna go astray
But they try to bring me back
If I'm lost in a daydream
They disapprove and they wake me up

Wanderlust (single)

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Wanderlust

IMPORTANT: THIS ALBUM IS BEST EXPERIENCED THROUGH THIS PAGE:
>>> spacebarman.com/accidental/ <<<

In a time where everything seems to revolve around chatting with AI machines, this album of small instrumentals is an attempt to convey meaning without words*. Its songs were indeed the result of a conversation, but in this case with a few guitar pedals**, a conversation made of knob positions, footswitch pressing, guitar riffs, listening, and pondering. To align with this wordless dialog, songs don't have individual names, they are only numbered for the sake of referencing the resulting audio files.

The album was recorded through a few meditative sessions between November and October of 2025. In those sessions, I prioritised spontaneity, trying to restrain my “producer” self from intervening and polishing, instead, allowing exploration and surprise to come through. In some cases, however, the explorer in me wanted to add a bit extra structure, and that was ok.

Melodies, harmonies or rhythmical patterns were spontaneous responses inspired by accidental noises and sound textures. I captured those textures from multiple sources: unexpected electrical noises***, degraded drones, or loops downtuned beyond recognition. I then acted as an interlocutor, evaluating those abstract sound prompts and replying with musical passages on top, around, or despite them. The result is the set of lucky sonic accidents you can listen to here.

The album is an appreciation of texture in both sound and visual form. The artworks are abstract photographs I've took in the last few years, macro captures of small worlds or surprising textures from simple everyday things. I hope you enjoy the images as much as the music.

NOTES
* Almost. The album has a title, after all. Also this info text is the most I've ever written about one of my musical works.
** For the guitar geeks, I used almost exclusively ChaseBliss' Lost+Found, Empress Effects' Zoia and Line6 HX Stomp. L+F was my master texture generator. With the Zoia, I programmed a very interactive stereo looper that allowed me to mangle loops and the live signal separately. I used the HX Stomp only for amp+cab simulation. Oh, I also used Banana's Abracadabra in one song. Can you guess which one?
*** If I don't play my guitar, my pedalboard spontaneously produces ghostly, bell-like sounds at random intervals. They're beautiful.

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A song for Dolores Huerta

Ay, Dolores
My blood boils with yours
For the love of us all
You could not let it fall
¡Pero tú merecías mejor!

Tú, Dolores
Eres mi inspiración
I will speak truth to power
We'll expose all those cowards
Hoy tu canto será mi canción

¡Si se puede!
La justicia vendrá
¡Si se puede!
No me voy a callar

"Sí se puede"

Spacebarman creates the soundtrack for the life of a digital organism that antagonizes and, at the same time, embraces its instincts: the hedonic search for pleasure, the pressure to dissolve into a role within an strictly organized mega-system.

The result of this inner battle? Spacebarman’s Music.

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