you said + idiot (shigitori & odel)

Birlliant!!

07/28/2023

@1michaelharrison

wrote this at the peak of my most depressed part of this year. i started therapy again not long after, after waiting for 10 months.

climb on the ceiling i need a restart
everythin round me is fallin apart
how the fuck do u expect me to love?
when i just want to be under the ground
bury me back in ur mofuckin yard
lemme die lemme die lemme die, starve
watch as my body does fucking dissolve
no one will care ive got no one around

no more connections no calls no more texts
reading the news and wish that id go next
smashin my head against every wall
why cant my body destruct on its own?
all of my problems are stuck in my head but ive settled with that and i am still a mess
shut down my system set this to an end
hope you remember that im not your friend

wish i'd go next

almost been a year and I still cant believe it,
wish I joined the discord call but I was too scared 

love u

+=+

2 faces, gucci aces, prada laces, 
ow shawty im not fakin
swisher, take-in, goyard, wasted,
dont want that bitch 
im not resenting all my shit like faded

she dont even like me 
got all my friends on her IG
got nothing to be alive yii
I just wanna go and cry

I hated myself for lying
im sorry about ur side
miss u and im so tired
I wish u were on my line

and im like, ya ya ya
and im like, ya ya ya
and im like, ow okay, okay
and im like, ow okay, okay

ow, okayy (prod. snorkatje)

(prod. @1lamen x @tracyteitt x @knock)


see i been, i been fucked in the head
didn’t wanna take prescriptions
but i’m back on the meds, damn
and now i got a new ex
like, who gon do it better than the girl i jus left?
cuz i still mean what i say
but i guess i’m too skrate up
like, if you can’t match my pace, pick ya weight up
like you gon understand me or we’ll break up
but fuck, i guess it didn’t take much
this lil boy said i’m better off dead
as a king, motherfucker better watch what you said
these bitch boys in a live circle jerkin they friends
(ay soljas!)
if they step up in the kingdom then it’s off with they heads
cuz fuck that disrespect
man, that’s sumn ion take, give a fuck who you is bruh
could give a fuck
boy fuck yo mother and fuck yo sister
fuck yo brothers and fuck whoever fuckin witcha
issa blessing jus to be able to say i dissed ya
i’m a f*ggot cuz i love myself?
i’ll fuck myself and fuck yo bitch then she gon ask me for a picture
or whatever bitch you wish you had
i mean if you had a bitch, you would wish she bad
laughing bout a black eye that i done got from the wall
you depressed motherfuckers bouta wish you dead, yeah
you fucked with and made another enemy, but
“this time it need to be fatal”
now swallow that jealousy
*girls laughing*
bitch mad cuz he wanna be in my place
clone mad cuz he’ll never be in my place
i call you out like i call out my sons, uh
want me dead? bitch, say it straight to my face
fuck-fuck you and your whole crew
what-what the fuck you gon do?
go and try put a price on my head
if i take out the trash, you technically dead
ay, you bitch made dick suckers
i’m a real motherfucker cuz i’ll fuck ya mother
if the saggy titty bitch’s pussy stink, i won’t touch her (ew)
i’m a f*ggot for myself, pretty nails, they gel
the way you feel won’t make me change
my ways or whatever i say
mascara, foundation and braids
i flex long hair and do my thang

wish i'd go next

space cadett

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