FunFair!

to: my former muse 
from: yours truly 

Here's to still being alive, overcoming any obstacles that life may throw at you, & defeating your demons. YG$+W.O.L.F Da SeT.

Wish You The Best (Prod. Jang0)

thank you everyone for ur support we all going up ✨✨✨

White Dress feat. Spaceman Zack x Elias Cole prod. taurs

afraid of the world (Prod. Curtains)

If she wanted ft. Aiden Hilton

[INTRO]
I stare at my reflection — I don’t recognize my face
Every memory taste like metal, every victory feel like waste
Homies buried in their twenties, ain’t no trophies in this race
I keep askin’ in the silence… was I fightin’ for a grave?

[VERSE 1]
We ain’t bang for clout — we was born into the war
You don’t learn how to love — you just memorize the score
I ain’t dream of chasin’ diamonds, I was dreamin’ I’d see 24
But when death your only mentor, you start fiendin’ for the roar

I ain’t proud of what I carried, but survival made me savage
I was trained to spot betrayal ‘fore I even learned compassion
Mama cried but couldn’t stop me — broken love become a habit
’Cause this loyalty feel holy — till you learn it comes with caskets

[PRE-CHORUS]
And I wonder every night when I see their names in light
Was it purpose? Was it pride? Or just fear disguised as fight?

[CHORUS]
Was it worth the gangbanger life?
All this blood on my past keep me dreamin’ at night
We was chasin’ false crowns with our souls on the line
’Cause we never knew peace — only war felt right

Was it worth it when the streets don’t love?
When your brother turn corpse as you swallow your numb
When the ones you died for wouldn’t die for you once
Tell me… was I fightin’ for love or just runnin’ from love?

[VERSE 2]
You don’t cry when they die — not ’cause you hard, but ’cause you empty
You just stare into the dark hopin’ karma don’t resent me
They said legends live forever — I just see names turn to memories
Tatted on a tear-soaked mural while the block stay unforgivingly

I done loaded up my guilt in every metal I done tucked
I ain’t flexin’, I ain’t famous — I’m just traumatized as f***
Every heartbeat feel like judgment, every silence feel corrupt
’Cause once pain becomes your language — you can’t tell freedom from a drug

[CHORUS]
Was it worth the gangbanger life?
All this blood on my past keep me dreamin’ at night
We was chasin’ false crowns with our souls on the line
’Cause we never knew peace — only war felt right

Was it worth it when the streets don’t love?
When your brother turn corpse as you swallow your numb
When the ones you died for wouldn’t die for you once
Tell me… was I fightin’ for love or just runnin’ from love?

[OUTRO]
If I could talk to my younger self, I’d tell him what I know
Ain’t no throne on these corners — just a promise to die slow
Loyalty ain’t the same as freedom — I was blind to that ghost
Was it worth the gangbanger life…
Or did I lose my soul before I lost control?

Was It Worth the GangBanger Life

i wish i could kill it but this is the best i got 

🕯️ “I heal for me, not for you to clap.”

A raw, spoken-word rework of the original "No Witness, Still Worth It" from the Before It Breaks album — this version leans deeper into the quiet defiance of healing in the shadows.

Over ambient lo-fi piano and minimal trap percussion, CC3PO delivers a vulnerable and explicit confessional about choosing survival without applause, finding purpose without praise, and rebuilding silently when no one’s watching.

The lyrics hit like real-life bruises: unpaid therapy, empty rooms, ignored cries, and strength born in silence.

🔊 For those who feel unseen but still show up.
🎧 For the ones who stopped explaining themselves.
💔 For the days when your only win was not giving up.

No Witness Still Worth It  Explicit Remix

wash your hands before you fuck me (prod. fantom)

Lie (w/ SpaceMan Zack)

Misery (Ft. Witle$$ & FXCKJAMiE) (Prod. FXCKJAMiE)

Keepin It Real (Prod. Lovlok)

Everybody (Interlude) [Prod. LovLok]

Vortex (Prod. Blade901 & Skress)

Rick Ross (Ft. J4Y) [CMAK]

Have Some Fun (Prod. LovLok)

Intro (Prod. LovLok)

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Everybody (Interlude) [Prod. LovLok]

SpaceMan Zack

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